Ok so here the next chapter. I not own twilight or any of the songs.

Makin' my way downtown,
Walkin' fast,
Faces pass and I'm homebound.

1 month on

B. P.O.V

Today was the day that Edward and I finally got realised from hospital. As much as it has been great to be sleeping in the same room as him for so long, we have had to put up with Alice planning our wedding. Tomorrow was going to be Tanya's funeral and we were planning to attend as she saved both mine and Edwards lives.

_IWALY_

And I need you,
And I miss you,
And now I wonder...

Next day we were all stood outside the church and talking together. When Tanya's parents walk up to us and said "how dare you turn up to her funeral when it's your fault that she died." To say the least I was shocked but said nothing as a part of me new it was true.

We wait until most the people had gone in then walked in and took so seats at the back. After Tanya's parents had said something and all of her family. I stood up walked to front ignoring the whispers that had started. I turned and faced all of them and started to say "I know many of you don't want me here but I was her best friend for a good 16 years of her life, even though I haven't acted like it in the last few months. It was a stupid reason why we stopped being friends over a boy that was no good for either of us. I want to say sorry to her and you her family and friend for bring him to her lives as he is reason for her being not with us anymore. She didn't treat me right either but when it came down to my life being on the line she took a bullet for me and my finance and I can never say how thankful I am to her. May she Rest In peace."

-IWALY-

If I could fall into the sky,
Do you think time
would pass me by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...
Tonight.

1 week later

It was our last day together before we headed back to college for the spring term and we had decide to just chill at the Cullen's and spend time together as when were next together Edward and I would be getting married. Jacob had be sent back to prison with higher security than last time and hopeful won't be getting out again anytime soon.

You maybe wonder why I chose that song for this chapter. Well I had a friend die a few years ago and that song helped me through it so it means a lot to me. Please review and let me I know what you think I don't know a how many more chapters I'm going to do but we'll see. Please review.