Previously
"Gabriella from the moment I met you I knew that I loved you. You have made so happy and I want to spend the rest of my life doing the same for you. I want to be with you forever. I love you so much"
I feel tears well up in my eyes after hearing him say that. I love him.
"This is why I want to ask you something. I want to know if..."
"JOSH LOOK OUT"
I saw headlights suddenly coming down the street. The car was heading straight for him. If he didn't move in a second he would get hit.
"JOSH LOOK OUT" he turns around just in time to see headlights coming to a screeching stop. Silence. Why is he lying down? Why isn't he moving? Oh my god he's been hit. He's been hit. I can't breath I can't think he's been hit. This cant of happened he has to be ok. What if he's dead oh my god what if he's dead. I can't think straight I need to know if he's ok. Why are my mom and dad looking at me like that? Did they not see what happened? Throwing open the front door I see his lifeless body lying there. I see the drunken man get out of his car and go over to touch josh.
"DON'T, DON'T YOU DARE TOUCH HIM. YOU'VE ALREADY DONE ENOUGH." I scream at the man as I fall to my knees and takes Josh in my arms.
"Josh, Josh baby wake up, Josh, JOSH" nothing. He doesn't look at me. Why isn't he looking at me? As I get to him I see a puddle of blood coming out his side. How do I stop it? I take my scarf of and press it against his side.
"Gabriella the ambulance will be here soon ok everything will be fine"
"How can it be fine if he won't wake up?" I cry into him. I need him.
"Gabby?" I hear. Although it's barely a whisper I hear
"Josh"
"Gabby?"
"I'm here…the ambulance is on the way ok it will be here soon and you'll be fine" I tell him although I feel like I'm saying it more for my sake than his. I continue to hold him tight and whisper comforting words in his ear
Pain. That is all I feel right now. Pain. I don't know what happened but I can remember gabby shouting at me to look out and then seeing bright lights and now I'm on the floor unable to move in agonizing pain.
"DON'T YOU DARE TOUCH HIM YOU'VE DONE ENOUGH" I hear someone shouting. It's Gabriella she's pulled me into her arms. She press's something against my side and I feel the blood stop pouring out. I need to see her. I love her.
"Gabby?"
"Josh"
"Gabby?"
"I'm here…the ambulance is on the way ok it will be here soon and you'll be fine" she's trying to convince her self more than she is me. I know it's not all going to be fine. I can feel it. I can't move I can't think and all I can feel is pain. She keeps whispering that she loves me and she'll always be here. She may always be here but I will not. I force my heavy eyelids open and look at her. Her beautiful face and perfect features all covering up a brilliant mind and a wonderful loving heart.
"Gabriella stop"
"stop what"
"stop saying I'm going to be fine. I'm not and we both no it.."
"Yes you will help will be here soon and you'll get taken care off"
"Gabriella I'm dieing and no one will be able to save me"
"NO, no you cant. I need you, I love you, I wont be able to live with out you"
"yes you will. You will go on to live an amazing life. You'll finish school and go to Stanford like you always dreamed. You will get everything that you want out of life"
"All I want out of life is you and only you. Nothing else just to be with you" she pulls me closer
"Gabriella I want you to promise me something"
"what anything"
"after I've died I…"
"Your not going to die"
"after I've died I want you to promise me that you'll find someone else who you love and loves like I do"
"NO. There is no one else I could ever love apart from you"
"Promise me that you'll move on and find someone else to be happy and live your life with."
"I cant"
"If you love me like I love you, you will promise me this"
"Ok….I promise but just so you know I wont need to but even if I did find someone else I love I will never love them as much as I love you"
"I know. OWWWWW" I groan out in pain as I feel like my body is being ripped in two. I cant stand this. My heart is beating way to fast I can barely breathe my eyelids can hardly stay open my head is pounding. This is it this is when I die.
"Josh what's wrong….tell me what's wrong what hurts…..talk to me…please"
"I love you arghh so much owww and I want you to always arrrghhh remember that owww"
"Don't say that josh…..don't start saying goodbye"
"I have to…owwwwww…I love you and I will always watch over you and even though I'm saying goodbye it's not forever…owww" I feel my eyelids close
"Josh open your eyes….please……I love you too Josh and I need you to open your eyes for me…please…say something…anything" I hear her begging me and so with all the strength left in me I open my eyes to look into hers one last time and whisper the words
"I will always love you"
Please, please review. Sorry it's taken a while for this chapter but I didn't know exactly how to write it. I want to no if you understand it easily as it keeps switching characters. Please review and tell me what you think of it. Thank you. Love Tashy xx
