I was sitting in his room which was now mine as well from the today onwards. I felt like puking just thinking about me sharing the same room with him. I heard some hurried stopped down the hall way ,each time getting stronger. Which means he was about to come inside.

I got tensed.

Hate is a strong word but if there's any word that describes the emotion beyond hate then that is what I feel for him .

I hated my life .I hated my family ,the shadow world, its rules, its people.I even hated the fact that I'm carrying his child. It made me feel sick . but moreover...

I despised him so much and so his child.

Yes I agreed to carry it ,not because some motherly love just to remind myself what was happened to and it was it's cause.

But to be honest I do felt guilty for taking someone's life. It was not my call to end someone's life ,never was. I know I might not be able to love this child but that doesn't mean I'll kill it.

A huge banging sound of door opening just snapped me out from my thought. I worriedly look at the doorway and found someone instead of Jace.

Sebastian

Sebastian Verlac ,with whom I supposed to get married, with whom I supposed to built a life, with whom I supposed to have my happily ever after was standing infront of me looking furious.

But why is he furious. Where was he when I needed him. Why is he here now. I thought holding back my tears which was already welling up in my eyes .

He took few steps forward and grabbed my hand with a death grip and start pulling me out of the room only saying

" we're going home".

I refrained from my steps and yanked my hand out from his grip and hissed at him

"Why now".

He seemed frozen by the choice of my words but quickly gained his composure.

"what do you mean ?" he asked .

what !!what do I mean . didn't he know already.

in this entire 3 months , he never even care to show up ,hell not even bothered himself to send me a fire message. I only knew how many times Aline ,Jon had tried to contact him but no use . He didn't even reply.Now he was standing infront of me asking me What I Meant.Wow !! credits for you I thought.

"I think you are aware of the fact that I'm married now and you're just 3rd person intruding into my privacy " I snapped him back .

" MARRIED.!! ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND " he yelled and further continued but this time softly "being compromised doesn't call marriage Rissa . Don't be so stupid you know this is not right you know you don't deserve it . just let me take you home . please"

I just kept looking at him .So he just grabbed my arm again and I pulled it back. He looked confused and frowned at me.

"what ??" he broke the silence.

By now I was so sure that I was loosing control of my emotions. I felt hot tears tickling my neck.

"Don't touch me !! I'm dirty . I'm full of impurities" I said through my sobs .

He then softened his expression to say something which caused my heart to skipped a beat

" never Rissa. you are as pure

as an angel and if anyone who is dirty that's That son of a bitch and his deeds"

he came forward and hugged me and i melted into his embrace. God knows how I missed this little gestures. My mind and my heart both said in unison Believe him. listen to him untill ,he mumbled something into my hair ...

"come with me Rissa. I have talked to my aunt Jia . Everything's gonna be fine. You just have to get rid of that sinful creature inside your womb. Then everything's gonna be back to normal"

I froze for a few moments, didn't pulled myself together of the words that just had come out from his mouth . But before I could have done anything someone pulled me out from his embrace and I yelled "GET OUT"...

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