-Austin-

Okay it's been a week since Ally and I kissed. A very boring, very stupid, and very lonely week. Ally has avoided me and I think I might scream if I see her kissing Mr. Arts and Crafts one more time. He's not even good with her. She'll talk about music, and then he'll shut her down like it's nothing. It is something! That's her hopes and dreams right there. I miss the times when we would just talk about music. That's our world. He doesn't even come to her concerts anymore. I would know this because I'm at every gig she does. Sometimes I go backstage and try to get a glimpse of her. It never works but it's worth a shot.

So guess where I am right now? Yeah that's right at Ally's gig. Sometimes I think she's a little bit more famous than I am right now. Which is insane because I'm Austin Moon. Not that it matters. She's Ally Dawson. I think she shines brighter than anything I've ever seen in my life. Cheesy I know. But it's true when she's on stage she owns it. Right now she just does some covers of popular songs but I know she has some original songs up her sleeves. She's Ally, of course she does, and we're talking about the same girl who wrote five songs in three days.

I heard her singing one night. It was way past midnight and I was taking a stroll because I couldn't sleep. I went into sonic boom because I was hoping to be in the practice room for a little bit. But when I got into the store I heard her singing. It wasn't the words that I loved it was her voice. I hadn't heard it in over five days so I would gladly take anything. But this song was just mesmerizing. I was in a trance. I don't even know how long I sat there but next thing I know she's coming out of the practice room. I've never moved so fast in my life.

So here I am tonight. At the front table trying to get a good look at Ally. Well, each gig I'd move up a row closer. It seems that with each day I miss her even more. Damn me and my lack of control. You know if I didn't kiss her she wouldn't have freaked on me and she wouldn't be avoiding me. But then I wouldn't know how she responds to me. Which she does pretty damned well If I do say so myself. She doesn't get into Mr. Arts and Craft's kisses like she does mine. So there.

After about five minutes Ally comes on stage in a black one shoulder dress with her light guitar. She looks absolutely beautiful. The light bounces off her blonde colored tips and highlights her dark brown curls. She has her red lipstick on and her eyelashes are dark and full. I've never seen her so breathtaking. I mean she always looks good but this right here, this is so new and so tempting. She taps the mic and takes a deep breath.

"Hi, everyone. Wow. Full house? Great! I'm Ally and I-" her eyes land on me and I can't help but smile. Guess who wasn't ready to see me here?

"-I well I'll just sing for you now." She smiles but it's a very thin smile. So un-Ally like.

Yesterday night I texted Kira. She said it wasn't working for us and she thought that I was afraid of commitment. I think I am afraid of commitment, but only with her. I don't think I'd be so afraid to commit if I was committing to Ally. No I defiantly think that I'd be ready for that. So if it wasn't clear, I'm single, again.

Ally takes another deep breath and then her voice is fleeting through the theater.

"I am done, smoking gun. We've lost it all, the love is gone. She has won, now it's no fun. We've lost it all, the love is gone." She closes her eyes and sways to the piano playing behind her.

"And we had magic. And this is tragic. You couldn't keep your hands to yourself." She opens her eyes and looks right at me. My smile falls. This is about me. Shit. Clever well played Ally.

"I feel like our world's been infected. And somehow you left me neglected. We've found our lives been changed. Babe, you lost me" Her voice goes up high and it floats lightly over the crowd like a blanket. Even though she's singing about me I'm not mad, I'm enchanted.

"And we tried, oh how we cried. We lost ourselves, the love has died. And though we tried you can't deny. We're left as shells, we lost the fight. And we had magic. And this is tragic. You couldn't keep your hands to yourself." She pulls the mic of the mic stand, and crosses the stage over towards me. Oh shit here we go.

"I feel like our world's been infected. And somehow you left me neglected. We've found our lives been changed. Babe, you lost me." Her voice is full and loud. I think it's the loudest I've ever heard her sing.

"Now I know you're sorry and we were sweet. But you chose lust when you deceived me. And you'll regret it, but it's too late. How can I ever trust you again?" she hits the climax of the song and the crowd starts going wild. I feel my face burn but I don't get up and leave. I should but I don't.

"I feel like our world's been infected. And somehow you left me neglected. We've found our lives been changed. Babe, you lost me." She finished and the crowd stands up, cheering and screaming. She did amazing, I look like a jackass not standing up, but she just dissed me. Even though it was a pretty nice way to get dissed I still didn't like the fact that the song was about me.

~Ally.~

Austin was at my gig. He was at the front table and everything. I was so shocked by that. I didn't plan on singing the cover that I did. I was fully ready to sing an original song this time, but when I saw him I couldn't help myself. I sang a Christina Aguilera song, you lost me. It's always been a favorite song of mine and it's very hard to tackle. Well all of her songs are.

He smiled at me and I just let him have all the anger that I have stored up inside, not that it really shows. I can be a very cool person when I want to be.

I'm backstage waiting for my next show to start and I'm not sure I'm feeling up to it. I've been avoiding Austin and I was perfectly fine avoiding him. But now that I've seen him I really want him to just touch me like he did at the party last week. That's what I don't like. I'm with Elliot and he is with Kira. I can't change him and Kira so I might as well make the best of Elliot and me. Right?

The whole reason I've been avoiding Austin is because I was afraid that if I saw him I wouldn't be able to handle myself. Which tonight was a very good example. I just wish he wasn't this confusing. But this is life it's always like this.

"Ally you're on in five." My assistant says as she peeks her head into my dressing room.

"Great, sounds good Mandy." She leaves and I take a big breath. Just five more songs and I can go take a nap.

DNG.

About two hours after my last concert I head over to sonic boom to get a start on practicing when I run into Austin and Elliot…talking…laughing…and smiling at each other.

"Dude I'd love to go Go-Karting with you. Sounds like a plan. You're pretty cool Austin." Elliot claps Austin on the back.

"Great. Have a good night Elliot, and you're not so bad yourself!" Austin bumps fists with Elliot then heads up to the practice room.

What the hell?

This is so late. My computer is still broken but I've had a little bit of luck! Enjoy review and check out my other stories!