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Author Note: I am sorry. Please don't have an angst
Meltdown
"You have no fucking idea what you are playing at shit head! I am one of the three pure nobles! I am a member of Yllaister! You are so fucking dead! Lucciano could kill you!" I scream at the moron at the wheel.
Jose is going to kill me. All I was supposed to do was find my sword and the other person with a time machine. It's their fault we never appeared for the WRPG. It's their fault that Fudou Yuusei is dead and I didn't kill him. Bastards. All these foolish humans that thing that they can pick up anything and use it to their advantage.
"Means." Is all I catch from the psychic humanoid.
"What?" I snarl.
I hate it when I don't hear things.
"I honestly have no idea what you are talking about madam. All I know is that you are very aggressive. Perhaps you should take anger management classes." He repeats himself with a fucking smug look that I'll wipe off his face with my teeth.
Madam? Anger management? Son of a human whore!
"Fuck you!"
"No thank you."
"Asshole!"
"Are you trying to make some kind of point?"
"God damn it you're like that fucking human android fuck you."
Antinomy bickers at me like this. I hate all these humans! Are they all so annoying? God this guy makes Antinomy seem freaking polite.
"Human android?"
He has no idea what any of this means. Stupid fucker. I need to get out of here before Lucciano comes and gets me and imagine how that would look. Imagine that. Fucker. Right so I guess I could grab the steering wheel and turn it and then climb out of the car after it crashes. I could really hurt myself though. Whatever. Better than dealing with Lucciano's shit.
I lunge forward and tear the steering wheel from his hands and turn it left. He lets out a very long shriek and hisses.
"Overmind Archfiend!" He whines.
A large beast with strange colouring appears outside the van and floats off. Well that really did a lot. This guy is freaking stupid. In his shock I shove into the seat and press my foot down on the gas.
"We're doing this my way!" I laugh as I press down harder.
He stares at me with complete fear and shrieks.
"Are you insane?"
No. No. Insanity is something I gave up a long time ago. He grabs onto the steering wheel himself and tries to steer us back on track. A large white car appears as the rain pelts heavily down. I laugh as the human in the car's eyes grow and wait is his eye- Crash.
I wake up a few minutes later with rubble covering my face. I, I can't move. This is just great. Now Lucciano will come and have to get me and then I'll never hear the end of it. This wasn't the greatest plan but the psychic drove me to it! It's not my fault. I feel ill. Am I, am I bl-bleeding? What is going on? Ow, my head hurts. Everything hurts. Why am I in pain? And-androids don't feel pain. I'm not supposed to feel pain. Am I? I don't like pain. It hurts all over again. Like it did back when I was human. Am I dying? No, no, I'm not. What's going on? Wha, what's going o
I wake up with a young man with deep blue hair, the spitting image of Antinomy, and a white haired pretty boy standing over me.
"We don't have time to pick up every stranger in danger Bruno. We have to go to trial soon." The white haired one complains.
"You are so cold hearted Kiryu. How do you sleep at night?" Bruno asks, seems like he has some of the behavioral traits of Antinomy as well.
"Like a baby." Kiryu snaps back.
"We shouldn't be arguing. Yuusei would be ashamed." Bruno says with heavy lids.
"Don't talk about Yuusei like you love him." Kiryu mutters.
"But I do, probably more than you." Bruno whimpers.
This is so annoying.
"Just shut up. Don't you have a random stranger to be helping?"
"You act so cold Kiryu. Funny as I seem to recall how you help strangers as well. She could be dying."
"She? Looks like a he to me, despite the boots."
"I thought women were supposed to be delicate and helpless and men were supposed to be strong and brave. He looks very delicate and he is helpless."
"Who told you that?"
"The stories on television and in books."
"Are you seven?"
"No."
Bruno reaches out to grab me and I finally open my mouth and let out a long and high pitched shriek.
"Don't touch me!" I shriek.
"Oh. Maybe she is a woman. Excuse me are you a woman?" Kiryu asks.
"No!" I snarl as I try to stand.
I promptly fall back down onto the ground with a thud. I mutter a few more profanities under my breath before the white haired one gets the nerve to pick me up.
"See he isn't screaming about me holding him?" Kiryu hums.
"But I'm gentler than you. I don't know why he wouldn't want me to hold him. Maybe he's scared because I'm a man." Bruno ponders out loud like the stupid fuck he is.
"I'm a man!" Kiryu screams.
"But you are very delicate like he is."
"You are a piece of work you know that?"
"I don't know what that means. We shouldn't be fighting. Fighting is wrong."
Kiryu sighs and takes me away. Bruno looks exactly like Antinomy. What kind of shit is up? This is ridiculous. Could there be two of him? That's just great. Two human androids giving me pain.
"Put me down." I growl.
Neither of them listen.
"No, you need help." Bruno whimpers.
"Your head was bleeding and you can hardly stand." Kiryu mentions.
Bleeding? I'm not supposed to bleed. Bleeding is human. Leaking is a better term. Yes leaky because I'm faulty. I really out to see Jose about that. I think the crash messed with my wiring because I feel... weird. I feel kind of icky. I think I'm gonna pass out again. What happened to my wiring? I feel sad when I look at the Bruno.
And I'm awake. Where am I now? Is this, is this Yuusei's old house? Oh what's that smell? Is that food? I'm hungry? Why am I hungry! I thought they removed that part through my... wiring. Great. So I'm hungry but I can't eat.
"Oh by the way you look hungry so we decided to feed you." Kiryu mentions like I care.
Bruno is rubbing his hands over my boots. Wait...
"Stop that." I groan.
"I wanted to see what they were made of." He squeaks before throwing himself to the ground.
How could this thing be anywhere near Antinomy? He's pathetic. Even the human is more respectable.
"Get up weakling." I growl.
He stands up with a very distraught face.
"Your eyes are dead." I comment.
He looks like he's going to cry.
"What are you doing?" I ask.
"N-nothing." He sniffles.
"Are you fucking crying?" I ask.
"He is." Kiryu remarks.
"Get over yourself!" I sneer. "There is no point in crying it won't change anything! Sadness is pointless!"
That only makes him burst into long sobs curled up on the floor. Kiryu stops cooking and looks at me.
"Sadness is pointless. Anger is as well. All feelings are. They just get people hurt." He frowns before continuing what he was doing.
Even the human knows how pointless feelings are. Where on Earth is Antinomy? Damn I need him to get me and solve this problem. I need anyone to get me. Even Lucciano would be alright at this point.
He's still sobbing. Sadness is pointless. Despair is pointless. It's better to be angry than to be sad. If you're angry than you can't get attached and you can't get hurt. I won't be hurt ever again.
"Get up! Don't be so weak! Stop being weak! You're like me! So you shouldn't be weak!" I scream as I stand up wobbling and crash down on the sobbing android.
Androids shouldn't behave in this way. Even Antinomy wasn't this human. Then again perhaps that was only through is loyalty towards Z-ONE.
"Get up! Get up! Be strong! Antinomy's stronger than you! That's how pathetic you are! Androids shouldn't be this disgusting!" I sneer.
I hear a loud clash as several dishes are dropped.
"That is enough! How dare you do this to someone that was brave enough and kind enough to help you! What is this nonsense about Antinomy and androids anyway? Are you insane?" Kiryu screams as me as he picks me up by the shirt.
"I am an android. A superior being to humans such as yourself. He is probably an android as well because he looks exactly like my former team mate Antinomy. I also believe that someone is messing with time. Now put me down so I can find a way to contact either Antinomy or Lucciano so they can come and get me." I explain.
"Androids? Why are you here?"
"That is none of your business."
"Tell me why you're here."
"I am here under the orders of Z-ONE to find who is messing with time and change it so that Fudou Yuusei doesn't die before the mission can be completed."
"Yuusei?"
The human's eyes grow wide and fill with slight tears.
"And by that means prevent the death of Jack Atlus."
"J-Jack too?"
He begins to softly cry. The sounds are mixed in with, with the still sobbing android's ragged tears.
"Put me down." I order.
He drops me. I attempt to stand and fall down once more. My head hurts again. I shouldn't be hurting like this. I hurt every time the android sobs. The Bruno looks like Antinomy. Antinomy. Where is he anyway? I think, I think I may have killed him. Oh.
I stand up this time and manage to take steps towards the android. I grab him and back hand him.
"How dare you look just like him. How dare you make me feel. How dare you be so damned pathetic." I grow slapping him with every sentence.
It's not my fault. It's not my fault. He deserved it. He was getting in the way. Why does this being looks so much like him? It's not fair. I hate him. I hate everyone. I'm not in despair.
"I'm, I'm sorry." Bruno cries.
He wraps his arms around me and sobs into my neck. I slap him off and he cries again.
"Stop being so human around me! It's so fucking stupid! Are you punishing me? Were you built by Z-ONE to punish me? Is that it? TELL ME!"
Kiryu has remained silent this time. Good.
"Z-ONE? Z-ONE. I, I, I, I"
The android's having a breakdown now. This is so stupid. I can not believe that he was built by the same man as me.
"Placido. Placido I am Antinomy." The android murmurs. "I'm Antinomy and I forgive you."
Forgive me? Forgive ME! He's the one that pushed me to it and he's lying to me. He doesn't forgive me he wants to make me feel so he can hurt me.
"Let go of me!" I shriek.
"Shh, I love you and I forgive you. Calm down. I love you, alright?"
"Liar! Liar! Liar! Liar! Liar! You tell lies! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Shut-"
He presses his lips against mine. I punch him away and stand up again. Kiryu stares directly at me with a blank expression.
"You really ought to go now." He mutters.
"I will!" I snap.
I stumble outside. The liar trails after me.
"Placido, don't go. I really do forgive you. Whatever made you kill me I'm sorry." He lies.
I stumble out and smash my forehead against the ground. I shouldn't have tried to walk again.
"Placido you're going to hurt yourself."
Androids don't get hurt and even if they do they are replacable. I am replaceable. I can be replaced. I want to cry. I wish I could cry. It would probably make me feel a lot better. I just want everyone to stop lying to me. Why can't they do that? Why? I begin to pass out again with the android's arms wrapped around me.
"Liar." I cough out.
"Sh, go to sleep." He whimpers.
"Why do you hate me?"
"I don't hate you. I could never hate you. Placido why do you assume I'd hate you?"
"Because you are like a human and humans hate everything they don't understand."
"You are wrong."
"Liar. You tell li-
Additional Note: I'm sick so I probably won't update in the next two days. Sorry.