Chapter 5

JPOV

She was so beautiful, looking up at me through her lashes, giving me all the reasons why she loved being close to me. I couldn't stand not doing in. I reached forward with my other arm, pressing my hand to her cheek, and kissing her deeply. She gasped softly, her mouth opening into mine. I returned the gesture, a little more pronounced. She brought both of her hands to my face, then my hair, lightly pulling on it. I groaned internally. I'm sorry, but that was so hot. I loved this girl, and everything she made me feel. Love, lust, happiness, a sense of freedom and complete weightlessness.

I loosened my other arm from around her shoulders, and turned fully to her, taking her whole face in my hands, then moving them to her hair, twirling strands in my fingers. I continued kissing her with my mouth occasionally open, when she did something incredible.

I felt her toung glide across my bottom lip.

BPOV

I don't know what got into me, but Jacob brought this out in me... an almost animalistic side. I needed him. And from the low moan that came from his throat, I could tell he didn't refuse...

JPOV

My god. Did she have any idea what she did to me? I felt almost bad, like I was taking advantage of her. I know she didn't really want to do any of... this... yet. I pulled away slightly, seeing if she agreed.

Instead, she leaned closer to me, now on her knees. She was so small; her on her knees barley reached my height sitting. But I didn't mind. I liked that she approved of this. In fact, I loved it...

BPOV

Jacob tried to pull away, but I didn't want it to stop yet. I got on my knees, instead. Ok, I realize this is not the best of possessions for my side, but I had to be close to him, or it'd feel like he was slipping away... slipping from me...

JPOV

I leaned back farther, to the point where she was practically on top of me. But the weird thing was... I didn't have the urge to do anything... bad. As in, I only felt like kissing, not pushing her. But still, I returned her action from before by slowly, deliberately, sliding my tongue across her lips. This time, she groaned, and leaned into me more. I knew what she like, and how I made her feel. I was so happy I could make her feel this way.

One of her hands had traveled down to my stomach, tracing absentminded patters on my skin. Her little hand was so cold, it made me shiver. She pressed her full palm to my abdomen, and smiled into the kiss. She enjoyed taunting me. Now she had to be punished.

I flipped her over quickly, tickling her sides. I knew how much she hated being tickled, but it made her smile. I loved her smile.

"Jake! Stop!" She gasped, rolling with laughter.

I jumped up, and started running away, knowing she'd be mad. I went into my bedroom, hiding in the corner of my bed. She slammed open the door, a smile playing on her lips, and she sprung at me.

I think she might have forgotten about my now hard-as-a-rock body. Not as bad as the leech, but still.

She gasped when her chest hit my hand dead on, pain now clear on her face. She crumpled to the floor, coughing and clutching her chest. Oh my god. I hurt her.

I felt the tears burning in my eyes in an instant. I fell to the ground next to her, and wrapped her in my arms. Not too tightly, though, she was breakable.

"Bella... I'm so sorry; I forgot... it's all too new. I'm sorry I hurt you."

The tears came down heavy, hot, and splashing on her shoulder. She was crying now, too. I couldn't help myself. I was practically hysterical with the fact that I'd hurt my Bella...

BPOV

My chest was on fire, I had no breath, and I couldn't hear a word he said to me. I was hurt, and he did it. I know he didn't mean to, But it was bad.

"Jake," I managed to gasp. "I can't... please..." And then my vision went black, and I went down.

JPOV

She fell in my arms. Oh no, I thought. She fainted. Not good.

I carried her to the garage, and put her in the front seat of the rabbit. I prayed she'd be okay. I couldn't live with myself if she wasn't...

We pulled into a hospitable in Forks. I pulled Bella from the car, and rushed inside.

"Hello!" I yelled, hoping to get someone's attention. A small, black haired woman rushed up to me, wearing a scrub and stethoscope. She ordered another women to get a wheelchair, and they took Bella away.

I was stuck in the waiting room for about an hour or so. Then, the same women cam out to me, telling me I could go to see her now.

Turns out, she broke a rib. I broke her rib. I couldn't believe myself.

"I don't want Charlie to know," She whispered, as I bent next to her bed, taking her hand.

"Of course," I murmured for her to here, pressing her frail hand to my cheek. She was freezing, and I felt so ashamed of myself.

The doctor said I could take her home after a few hours, and she called Charlie telling him that she'd be home tomorrow night, after our date.

"I can keep the bandages covered up... he'll never know." She barley smiled, and let it drop, looking out the window as we drove back home.

Home. That sounded nice. Like she belonged there, too.

She looked tired when we walked in the door. Billy had already gone to sleep, too. I told, no, insisted, that Bella slept in my bed. I took the floor, throwing a raged quilt over me.

About halfway through the night, I heard a moan, and some shivering. I sat up, looking to Bella.

She was a pale white color, curled in a ball. I felt so bad for her. There was only one thing I could do...

I climbed up next to her, under the blankets. I pulled her back to my chest, shivering when her skin touched mine.

Almost instantly, she turned into me, in a dream-like state. She curled in the same ball, but now I was wrapped around her, keeping her warm and safe. I could stay like this forever.

In a moments time, her breath became even, and she turned slightly limp with sleep. I tightened my arms around her, and was soon drifting off...