Chapter 9(bonus)
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JPOV
I woke up 2 hours later to Bella screaming. It was still dark. It would be for a few more hours. I rubbed my face quickly, turning to Bella.
Her arms were around her knees, her face pressed into her knee caps. She was crying, her whole body shaking. I could hear her sobs rocking through her. I wrapped my Arms around her sholders, and she turned into me, doing the same. Her little hands fisted on my back, and her tears running down my sholder.
"Oh, Jacob." she dried, holding me harder. She was sitting in my lap, her hair in a loose ponytail, like it was before.
"Jacob, they... He... I... I don't..." She couldn't make a full sentence. I hated to see her in pain, but I felt that there was no way I could stop it.
"Bella, whats... whats wrong?" I wispered tentivly, rubbing her back in little circles.
"I don't... I'm just so... scared. I never thought I could be... I just... It scares me to even think..." I didn;t understand her, but I wanted to. I wanted to know how to help her, how to make her not hurt anymore.
"What are you scared of, Bella?"
"Them."
I knew what she ment. I knew exactly who they were
"Bella... their not coming back. Their not going to hurt you."
"I don't want them to come back. But I fell like I can never forget them."
She looked up at me, red eyes, all puffy, and full of fear.
"What... happened in your dream. Was it about them?"
She looked down. "I've... had a lot of dreams. but their all the same. They never go away. the dreams... every time I think their gone, I have another. This one was the worst in months."
"Tell me. I'll listen." I smiled a little at her kissing her head.
"This one... was new." She seemed almost unsure to tell me. "I was... at your house, waiting for you and Billy... He came. I locked me in the house. In your room. He... He yelled at me, and he... he held me against the bed, and he, didn't let me go. he held me tightly, and it left bruises here," She gently touched her hips, afraid that the bruises might be real. She lifted her shirt slightly, inspecting the pale skin there. I reached down, stroking her hip. She took my hand and pressed it against my face.
"Then..." she continued. "Then he... ripped off my shirt, andmy pants, and... Oh god, i just, can't even... He... hurt me and I couldn't stop it. It hurt, and hurt, but he didn't stop."
She was crying again. I just... how did I help her? I knew what she ment... about the end of the dream. She said the blood sucker, Edward, came to my house, and... raped her... i didn't even want to think about something like that. Espically not about my bella...
"Bella, shh," I whispered, stroking her hair, as she cried even more, clawing at my back. I didn't know...
"Come on." I said softly, pulling up the covers so we could climb underneath. I suprised myself when I was able to easily pick her up, and lay her across my chest, as the sobbing continued.
I continued to rub her back, talking lightly in her ear, petting her hair. I thought she fell asleep, so I stopped, and rested my hands on her lower back. Hers were strewn around my sholders. When I stopped, her arms tightened, and she brough her head to mine. her cold cheek pressed against my now always hot one.
Slowly, she turned her head, and the tip of her nose was against mine. I leaned in pressing my lips to hers.
For minute, it was a simple kiss. Then, with some uncertainty, she opened her mouth slightly. i mimiked her, and we were now kissing passionatly, opened mouth.
What really suprised me was when her toung came out, gently brushing my top lip, then my bottom. She reached into my mouth with it and I tentivly reached back.
The taste of her toung was incredible. I couldn't describe the taste... But it made me vaugly think of fine wine to an acholic. Not a good comparisson, but It made me moan.
This got a response out of her, when my lips vibrated on hers. She pulled her whole body closer, now flush against mine. Our toungs danced together, reveling in the beauty of one another. So really, I barly noticed when her leg creepec inbetween mine, then up around my waist.
That was... until I noticed myself that I had another boner.
Great. Way to ruin the moment.
I kind of hoped she wouldn't feel it. I... I had had this talk before with my dad. I agreed that anything of that nature was best saved for a husband and wife. they had advantages that unmarried couples didn't.
"Jacob..." her hands were against my chest, moving up and down.
"Bella... I... I don't know about..." I was silenced by a kiss. She reached down and grabbed my hand against, placing it between our chestes, right over my heart.
I love Bella so much. She just... she knew me so well. It didn't matter that we'd only been on one date. We've know each other for so long, we knew each other, or, we did. I'd have to ask about that some time.
The hands that were at our hearts started moving, Bella almost... guiding my hand.
After a few minutes, her hand in mine slid on top of mine.
She mover it down, until it was rested over her breast.
I sprung back, removing myself completly off of Bella, and completly off the bed.
She looked lost as she sat their, her hands empty.
her eyes looked wet now glistening.
"I'm... sorry Jacob. I thought... you wanted..." She bowed her head, crying silently
I crawled back over to her, wrapping my large arms around her.
"Bella, you know that I love you. I want to... I want to do that someday, but not now. Not when your so prone, and in reaction to something like that dream. When were both ready, we can."
I held her hands inbetween mine. She leaned foward into me, her arms going up aound my neck.
"Thank you, Jacob." She whispered, before she fell asleep.
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