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Chapter 16
JPOV
I smelled him right away; I could tell he had been there, in Bella's room. It disgusted me, and I ran faster than ever on my four legs. I'd gotten off a few minutes ago, and was heading over here when I picked it up. I phased when I was right outside of her window, and said in a normal tone;
"Get down here, you son of a bitch."
In a moment, the window to her room opened, and he was in front of me.
I made towards him, grabbing him by the neck. "How dare you go into her room?" I snarled. He looked defenseless, and broken. I loosened my grip, and stepped away slightly.
"I know."
I was taken back when he murmured this, and stumbled back a ste, away from him.
"What?"
"It was wrong of me to… do something like that. I had to see her, smell her, one last time. I knew how I would feel… this lose pains me more than anything ever has. I know you think I can't fell anything, Jacob. And believe me; I thought that too before I met Bella. But she is the only one I will ever love. I don't blame you, Jacob. I blame myself. I left, and she love you now. I can smell it on her. I can see it in your eyes. She's yours now. And you don't know how much I wish I could go back and change it. She's yours. I won't be back. I won't bother you again."
And with that, he was gone. I turned and searched for him, but caught nothing. What I did pick up on was a muffled, pained scream, far in the distance. I felt his pain. I knew what it was like to lose someone. My mom.
I pulled on my sweats, and climbed into the window. I walked to the side of her bed, watching her sleep. She was shivering, and her one exposed arm had goose bumps all over it. I went back and closed the opened window.
I was at her side again in a moment, sweeping my hand gently across her face, from her forehead, to chin. She sighed, and leaned into my hand. She started talking, like she always did:
"I… Love you. Love… Jacob…"
"I love you, too." I whispered. I leant down and kissed her cheek, but felt her shiver again. I lifted the blanket, and climbed in next to her. She moved close to my body, sighing again. I pulled her body against me, kissing her face. My eyes drifted close, and I was content to let sleep come over me.
"I love you, Jacob." Bella murmured.
"I love you, too."
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When I woke up, Bella was lying across the top of me, her legs intertwined with mine, and her ear against my chest. I hadn't know it last night, But what Bella was wearing was extremely… revealing.
She had on a tank top, light pink, and no bra, I could tell, because one thin strap had fallen off her shoulder. She was also wearing shorts, light blue ones that sat just on her high thighs.
"Mmm, Bella." I knew she was awake by the way she was breathing. I rested my hands on her lower back, rubbing small circles there. She smiled, and shifted slightly, not helping the fact that I'd just woken up, and there was an uncomfortable lump in my pants, which I was sure she could feel. We'd just had a conversation about this last night, and now she was sitting right on my morning wood.
"Bella." I almost groaned this time, placing my hands on her waist, trying to gently life her off my mid-section.
Instead, she almost grinded down on it, making me moan slightly. She smiled up at me, and then shimmied so she was face level to me. She kissed the side of my mouth, than glided over to my lips. I know I had told her that I wanted to make some… boundaries in our relationship. To be more specific: No sex until marriage. Hopefully, she'd honor my wishes.
She kissed me softly, dragging her hands up my bare chest, and into my hair. I smiled, and got a bit rougher, bringing more passion to the kiss. She carefully dragged her tongue against my top, then bottom lip before I opened, and let her in. She was tentative, but I knew it was not her first time. It wasn't my first time either, but I still wasn't so sure. I gave her hip a reassuring squeeze, and she reached out, letting her tongue touch mine. I groaned, and brought one of my hands into her hair. I let mine caress hers, and she shifted against me, not so gently rubbing against my penis. I moaned, and made the kiss more passionate. I released her mouth so she could get some air, but then trailed wet kissed down her jaw and neck, listening to her moan, and sigh, as she raked her hands through my hair, pulling on it. I saw that the spot on her neck was fading; there was only a yellow mark there now. Not for long…
I took the piece of skin into my mouth, raking it with my teeth over it, and sucking on it hard.
"Oh, Jacob!" She moaned loudly, panting. I loved that sound, and it only made my aching boner worse.
I licked the skin, seeing how it was puckering up, and turning another color.I knew it didn't hurt, so I did it again, a few inches down.
"Please, Jacob." She begged.
"What?" I asked into her neck.
"I know you... want boundaries, but please, let's keep going."
I was unsure, But I knew it was what she wanted. I didn't want to go too far, and I knew she had limits, too.
"Bella?"
"Hm?"
"I … want to touch you." I felt awkward saying it, but wanted to, so bad.
"Please." She moaned and begged at the same time.
Wanting to be slow yet gentle, I took my hand from her hair to her waist, slowly moving it up.
BPOV
"Please." I begged him. I wanted to feel his heated hand against my skin, in a very intimate way. I had boundaries, though; I didn't want to get too far. Defiantly not sex, and not anything beyond second base.
His hand moved from my waist, up my stomach and lingered just on the bottom of my rib cage.
I moaned, hoping to push him on. I knew this was his first time being intimate like this, and it was mine, too.
He was hesitant, shifting his hand to the top of my shirt, and he traveled upwards.
I felt his fingertips lightly graze my breast, the top and underside. I sighed, and moaned, holding onto his hair, as he continued to kiss my neck. I urged him on, arching my back to the point where his palm accidently came into contact with my nipple.
"Ohh!" I exclaimed, pleasure running through my body. He seemed taken back, and his fingers stopped at the top swell of my chest. "Please…" I said gently.
He cupped my breast, massaging I softly. I relished in the feeling, making little noises in his acts. He whispered in my ear how much he loved me, and how beautiful I was.
"Take it off." I managed to gasp out, and he carefully slid his hands under my shirt, raking his fingers over my nipples, and breasts, before taking them in his hands, and groping them softly, but roughlt at the same time.
After a while, we stopped, I was still laying on top of him, no shirt on, but his arms wrapped tightly around me.
"I have to use the bathroom. I love you." He whispered into my ear, kissing my temple.
JPOV
After I'd done… that with Bella, I still had a major hard on. I was ecstatic that I made Bella feel like that. I loved her so much. But.. I had to take care of myself, as much as I felt… odd, and weird doing it.
When I got into the bathroom, I slid my pants off, taking my penis in my hand. I stroked it roughly, wanting the release quickly. I imagined it was her hand, pumping my erection I leaned against the wall, breathing heavy. I let go quickly, wipping off my stomache and… other parts.
Back in the bedroom, I leaned into Bella's ear.
"Let's go downstairs."
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