Chapter 18

A/N

I think I have the chapter numbers off. Ah, well!

"Where are you going?" I mumble, peeking up into the mid-morning sunlight to see Jake's god like body pulling on his boxers and pants.

"I have to go down to the rez, Sam wants to see me."

"Sam?" I ask lightly, sitting up.

He turns and looks me up and down smirking like a little kid. I look down and notice I don't have anything on up top. I blush, but don't move to cover up.

"I'd like to wake up to that every morning." He leaned in and kissed my cheek. "Sam is the alpha of the pack. He tells us what to do, and when to do it."

He looked doubtful and apprehensive, but smiled at me, and pulled on his shirt.

"Is there something… wrong with him?"

"No, it's just, he knows exactly what to say to you to make follow his will, because he can lead you around. He can hear whatever you're thinking when we're phased, so he can bring up a painful memory to make us bend at his will. I'm getting sick and tire of it." The last part seemed to just slip out, and he gripped his jacket lightly, trying to take control.

"It's okay!" I ran up to him and hugged him, my breasts pressing into his back. He shivered, and made a small noise, then turned and grabbed my shoulders, looking at me.

"There's nothing I can do… but the sooner I can stop phasing, the better." He pulled me in, grasping his hands on my upper ribs, making me shiver at the contact.

"I have to go." He almost-growls lowly. As he turns away, he lightly grazes my breast through my shirt.

"Can I go?" I ask suddenly. I'm not ready to leave him yet.

"Um, I guess, you could meet Emily." He picked up my bra, and then moved behind me, clipping it into place. He grazed his nose against my neck, before playfully biting it.

"Oh, wait," I turn to look at him, his neck, rather.

"It's gone." I whisper, touching my fingers to the skin on his neck.

"I know, I wish it wasn't thought. I wish I wasn't such a fast healer. I liked the thought of a little piece of you, there." He kissed me lightly, and then turned to leave as I finished getting dressed.

JPOV

After arriving at Sam's house, and dropping Bella off, I gingerly took off my clothes and phased.

Dude, no way she did that for you! You've been on a no-touch basis for months!

Oh my god, I'm leaving." I heard Leah

Seriously though? Really. She sucked you off?

Jared! I snarled. She's better than that, and I would never use that term. She gave me pleasure. And didn't let me return the favor…

What? She did that for you, and you didn't recuperate?

She didn't let me!

Why wouldn't she let you!

I don't know! We were both tired; I guess… she just wanted some sleep.

Well, you better do it tonight, if you want to get some again!

*A while later *

Maybe what they said was right. Why didn't Bella want me to do anything? I mean, she had willingly done things to me that felt amazing. I wanted to make her feel the same way.

I pulled on my shirt as I jogged into Sam and Emily's kitchen. Bella was sitting there, talking quietly with Emily, while her back was turned to the over, and popping muffins out of a tin.

She looked over her shoulder at me, holding one out, and I devoured It in seconds. Bella laughed at me, and took my hand in hers under the table.

I rubbed my thumb over the back of her hand and smiled, crumbs falling out of my mouth. She giggled, and pushed on my chest, then stood, trying to free herself for a moment, but I pulled her down onto my lap.

"Oh, no you don't!" I whispered in her ear, snapping my teeth together in a menacing growl. She blushed again, and settled back into my chest, her breathing in time with mine.

"Please." Emily smiled over at us, giving Bella an almost knowing look. Had she told her? Because I really preferred our private life to stay private…

Just then Sam walked in, and I went to stand up, bringing Bella with me.

"Jake." He said, eyeing me, and then lifting his eyes to the back room. I immediately knew to follow him, and gave Bella a light kiss on the cheek before doing so.

"What do you need?" I asked, and not in a snotty way. I respected him as the alpha.

"I know you want to quit the pack. Stop phasing. And now that the threat of Vampires is minimal, I think we'd have enough men to cover things.

My jaw dropped. This meant more to me that anything. I actually get to be with Bella now, in the time we have before we start College. Oh my God.

"Umm…" I stuttered. "I'd love to quit. I mean, I love you all as brothers, I don't want-"

"I know what you mean." He smirked, looking towards the other room. "I know how much Bella means to you, as you're imprint. Now the connection will still be there. You will always be a wolf in here," He poked my chest, causing me to stumble a little. "And you're always welcome here. Its not like we have to keep the secret from you." He smirked, and shooed my off.

BPOV

Jake told me in the car about the wolf thing. I gushed, and hugged him hard, letting him know that I supported his decision, and telling him how much I loved that we'd be spending more time together.

He suggested we go down to the beach for a walk to our favorite tree. When we reached it, I sat down, and he sat on the ground between my legs.

"Did you…. Tell Emily what we did?" I quirked an eyebrow.

"It kind of just… came out. I didn't mean to, though." She looked out towards the water, blushing.

"I don't mind you telling her, but in all honesty, I prefer our private… activities… to stay private from other people, if you don't mind." I smiled, and kissed the inside of her knee. She gasped slightly, and nodded. We sat in a comfortable silence until the sun started to go down. We made our way back to the car, and he drove me home in a peaceful silence, again, that I didn't mind. I knew he was still thinking about what had happened today, and I wanted to give him time to process his own happiness.

He dropped me off, leaning in for a passionate kiss before breaking away and saying, "I'll be back tonight." I shivered. Not because of the cold, but because of how much like Edward he sounded.

I made dinner for Charlie and I and then went upstairs to get ready for bed. Having little to wear for bed that wasn't ratty and gross, I settled on a green lace camisole, and black shorts, forgoing the bra. I took a shower, and lay in my bed, waiting.

Jacob didn't come soon like I thought he would, and I closed my eyes, remembering the things that happened earlier this morning. I bit my lip, imagining the way his hand curled around my breast, and before I knew it, my hand had found its way into my pants, gently rubbing myself over my panties. I gasped and moaned, almost silently and continued my ministrations.

JPOV

AS I scaled the side of Bella's house, I heard a small noise. Bella must already be asleep, talking again.

I muttered to myself, silently slipping into the window. And I stopped short at what I saw before me.

Bella was sitting there, in barley enough clothing. He head was tossing back and forth, and her quite sounds pulsed in my ear drums. Her hand moved rhythmically below her waist, under her pants. Before I knew what I was doing, I walked over to the bed swiftly, ripped the shorts from her body and leaned over her at the same time. I went in and kissed her heavily, before putting my hand over hers.

She gasped, her eyes popping open, and I smiled into her lips, before removing her hand carefully, continuing to rub over the cotton of her underwear. She moaned again into my mouth, saying my name along with some "Please" 's and "More". I gave into her, and she withered underneath me. I felt it coming, and before I knew it, she was quietly screaming in pleasure, whimpering as my hand continued throughout it. When she was done, I pulled her into me, and kissed he forehead.

"Jake-" she started, but I cut her off.

"I loved seeing you do that. It made me want you so bad." I growled into her ear, biting it as I spoke. "I loved making you come to a climax, and seeing the look on your face, hearing you; you are amazing."

We fell asleep that night curled in each others arms.

At about 2:30 in the morning, I heard her making noise, so I woke her up, almost forgetting that I had a question to ask her.

"Why didn't you want me to do that yesterday?" I questioned. She blushed, and looked down to my chest, drawing circles over the fabric.

"I was… on my period." She whispered, like she was emberresed to say It. I laughed a short bark, then kissed her forehead.

"I'm not into the girly stuff, but I know it appenes, and you shouldn't tell me something else. Go back to bed now, I'll see you soon."

She leaned u to kiss my mouth quickly, then snuggled back into my chest, falling into sleep.

I knew she was lying. I hadn't smelly her period on her yesterday.

BPOV

I didn't know how I could've lied to Jacob like that. I just didn't want to tell him how uncomfortable I was, having him see me like that…

A/N

So… how do you feel? I like you're input, and thank you to "someone" who suggested I add Sam and the pack. Please, give me any suggestions you have, and I'll try to do them!

Also, here's a story I found that I like very much! :

Rewriting History by luvinJ. I find it to be a very clumsy relationship that really warms the heart!

Love, Allisonnicolee 3