AN: I am actually kind of freaking out. Laura tweeted that she hopes Riker would feel better. And he tweeted her and told her Thanks smiley face! I know it's lame but seriously Riaura has become my otp
Chapter 30
Laura was still upset, so she decided to not go home. She needed space from Riker. Laura knew she could possibly be over reacting about Riker having eaten with Maia. But it wasn't just that, it was just a long list of things that happened since Maia announced her pregnancy. She knew Riker would never intentionally hurt her, but he has. Now some may say that Laura choose to intentionally hurt him. And they would be right. And as irrational that t sounds, she doesn't regret it. Because even though Riker may have not tried to, he did shatter her heart with every broken promise, so it was only fair that he got his turn too.
Laura sighed.
Damn she sounds like a very bitter person, and that was not who she was. Laura was a happy carefree person that cared for everyone's happiness.
She was just so tired of feeling that she wasn't important to him. He always use to make her feel like she was a queen with all the attention that he would give her, and the way he made her feel. Laura isn't completely selfish, she knows that he has to put the baby first, and she wants that. It is his kid after all and that is the responsibility of being a parent.
Now if only Maia didn't have to come into that package. Then she could probably deal. Hell if Riker had gotten anyone other than Maia pregnant, she would have been hurt but she could have dealt. But after all that Maia had done to his family he is being nice to her.
Maia had won. She got the baby, and as far as Laura was concerned, she ended up with Riker too. Maybe Laura should bow out and let the little happy family be together.
Having enough of these thoughts, Laura walked down to the hotel bar. Thank god she brought her fake id. She was tired of being the sensible responsible one. She was going to forget her troubles for one night. And whoever got hurt deserved it.
She was done with Riker Lynch and his bastard child with that slut Maia.
Riker didn't even bother to sleep; He was worried as all hell about Laura. After putting his phone back together, he tried leaving messages for her to call him back. But so far after 15 messages he gave up.
She hasn't called him back.
Riker sighed.
Was this it? Was this the point were Laura reached her limit with him and this situation? Riker really hoped that wasn't the case. But he had a very sinking feeling that it was.
He didn't want to lose her, How could she doubt his love for her. Didn't she realize that all he wants is her and his baby to be a family? Of course the perfect situation would be for Laura to be the biological mother. He wanted that so much but unfortunately that wasn't the cards that they were dealt with.
Maia was the mother, and he hated it so much. But at this point it is too late to do anything about it. He knows that Laura thinks his feelings for Maia have changed, but they really haven't. He just couldn't have his child be in-between the war with his parents. It wouldn't be fair to the innocent child to deal with that. So he decided to make an effort with Maia just for the baby's sake.
And he thought Laura understood that. Wasn't she the one to tell him that she wanted to be by his side through this whole ordeal? She was the one to calm his fears about them being together after everything that happened. Laura was the one to say that she wanted him and that nothing else mattered as long as they were together.
Did she change her mind?
Because if she had, he would be pissed. How could she make him think that they still had a shot of being together, something that the two of them so desperately wanted. And she walks away from that?
Riker knows this situation isn't ideal. It wasn't like he asked for it too. And he thought she understood that. He thought she understood that he is going to have to put the baby first. Isn't that what parents do? Laura said she was fine with it. That is why he thought she would understand when he had to cancel on her for the doctors' appointments. She said she had understood. Riker had every intention to make it up to her. Starting with tonight's dinner, but that ended up going to hell. He really didn't mean to ruin it, the doctors were backed up and it ran longer than expected and he really was starving. He had thought if he grabbed something he would still be hungry for dinner tonight, and what was he supposed to do not buy Maia anything when she is carrying his child.
But to Laura, he guessed that was way too much and she stormed out. And now he was being ignored by the only girl that he wants.
Riker sighs.
Rocky was in shock. Ratliff and Ross were together as in a couple? Or were they just hooking up due to loneless? Rocky doesn't think he can get the metal image out of his head, not even bleach would work he thinks.
It wasn't that he thought what they were doing was wrong. Love is love and you cannot really judge on who you fall for. He just was wondering how long this was going on. And how come they didn't want anyone to know.
Rocky was cool with it as long as Ross was happy, and Ratliff was too. But if Ratliff hurts Ross then all bets are off.
This is going to shock everybody. Rocky couldn't help but wonder what his parents will do. Riker, Rydel and Ryland too what will be their reactions? Disney? Raini,Calum?
Now he knows why they probably were keeping it on the down low for.
Ugh
What is it with his siblings and their love lives?
Could nothing really be just simple and easy?
Rocky just sighed. He turned on the TV to try and take his mind off it, when Ratliff and Ross came in. The two of them tried to walk not as closely together, not realizing that their secret has been exposed to another person.
"Hey Rocky, what's up?" Ratliff asked.
Rocky raised his eyebrow. " Really?"
Ratliff and Ross just turned and looked at each other.
" What is up with you dude?" Ross asked.
" The question is what is up with you two? Anything different with you guys? News that you guys want to share?"
Both of their faces were white as a ghost. Rocky didn't know, there was no possible way was there? Did Laura tell him?
" No nothing why do you ask? Did Laura say anything?" Ross asked his voice almost sounding like a chipmunk he was that nervous.
Rocky just laughed. Wait did Laura know about Rosslington? Shaking his head when he realized that it wasn't important
" No Laura didn't say anything to me why?" Rocky asked
" No Reason." Both Ratliff and Ross answered.
" Now you two seem nervous? Is everything going okay?"
" Umm rocky why are you asking all these questions?" Ratliff asked.
" No reason, now Ratliff I am amazed you are able to move your mouth, I mean after the workout it gave to Ross's cock, I am amazed that you are able to talk."
Rocky would have died laughing from the looks on their faces. Ladies and Gentlemen that is the definition of Busted=Ross Lynch and Ellington Ratliff.
" Rocky what are you trying to say?" Ross asked praying like hell he didn't hear what his brother just said.
" Do you want me to say it? Fine I was just making sure Ratliff mouth was still working after he have you a blowjob, now Ross I hope you gave him one in return, it would be rude if you didn't."
Ross wanted to die, Ratliff was almost dead if his blush on his face didn't kill him.
Rocky couldn't help it anymore, he busted out laughing.
Ross was pissed.
" How the fuck did you find out? Were you spying on us?" he exploded.
Rocky figured it was a good time to stop laughing. The looks on his brother's face as well as his friends almost broke his heart. The fear of rejection was on them, Rocky didn't mean to make them feel that way, he wanted to have a little fun before he congratulated them.
" Look I'm sorry okay I heard noises coming from your room and I went to go make sure you were alright, and that is what I saw. Believe me I want to bleach my eyes out dudes, but it isn't because you guys are together like that. It's just weird that your brother is having sex you know? I would have felt the same way if I walked in on Riker and Laura."
" So are you okay with this? With me and Ross together?" Ratliff asked.
" Yeah I am, I will be worried for you guys because the world is a messed up place but as long as you guys are happy then I am too. Just make sure you lock the door next time okay?"
Ratliff and Ross both blushed.
" Thanks bro." Ross said.
" No Problem."
" So have you heard from Laura?" Ratliff asked.
Rocky nodded sadly. " No I haven't. she must be really pissed off to storm out like that after going off on Riker. The situation must be really getting to her."
Ross was pissed at the whole thing. Laura was his best friend in the entire world and for her to get hurt was something he hated.
" You know this is all Maia's damn fault, it would be so better if she was just dead or she lost that baby." Ross sneered.
" Now Ross don't say that." Ratliff said.
" No it is true! Maia raped Riker by drugging his drink and she ruined everything! I knew Laura took Riker back too soon, she really wasn't ready to get back in a relationship with him. Maia would totally have it coming if she lost the baby because lets face it, all that child is to her is a meal ticket."
" But do you really have to say the baby should die?" Ratliff asked.
Ross just sighed.
" Yeah that was tacky and a horrible thing to say wasn't it? I am just so frustrated for Laura and why she is the one who always seems to have to hurt." Ross replied sadly.
Ratliff just wrapped his arms around Ross and placed a kiss on his lips. " No worries babe, I know how you feel, Laura is my friend too and it sucks that Maia seems to be winning."
Rocky felt like gagging. " Now I am happy for you but please dont kiss around me like Riker and Laura do, I don't need two couples being lovey dovey."
" Well you may not have to worry about Riker and Laura, since it seems like she is going to dump his ass." Ross said.
" Ross." Ratliff and Rocky said.
" My bad." Ross said sadly.
" Yeah your bad."
Rocky, Ross and Ratliff turned their head to find a pissed looking Riker.
" Hey Riker…." Ross said nervously.
Riker rolled his eyes.
" Did you hear everything?" Ratliff asked.
" I just heard Ross here say so equlity here that Laura was going to dump my ass, why was there more?" Riker asked.
" NO." Ross shouted. The other three just looked at him. Ross blushed.
" Well any ways." Riker said as he made his way into the kitchen.
Rocky just glared at his younger brother. " Ratliff you better take your boyfriend here and get him out before he puts his other foot in his mouth." He whispered to the two of them.
" That is what I was thinking, babe come on." Ratliff glared at Ross and dragged him out the door.
Rocky just rolled his eyes. He swore Ross was a natural born jackass. He got up to go into the kitchen.
" You know Ross is a jackass right?"
" Um duh." Riker said.
" Look Laura isn't going to break up with you. She just needs space. This whole situation is a lot tougher then she thought it would be." Rocky said.
Riker rolled his eyes.
" It is tough on me too, you know. But you don't see me running from it. She said to me that it would be all worth it because we would be together, doesn't that mean anything? I know I hurt and I am sorry. But tonight she hurt me, I mean she didn't even let me make it up to her and explain how sorry I was before she chooses to leave." Riker said.
Rocky sighed.
" Dude you know there is no time table for her to get over having to deal with you having a child with someone who that isn't here. Now we know Yo didn't plan it or want it to happen, we get that but Laura has a legitimate right to be pissed, and then take into consideration that you have been blowing her off for Maia."
" I WASN'T FUCKING BLOWINGER OFF!" Riker shouted as he threw his glass against the wall. The noise of the glass shattering shook Rocky.
" Dude you need to calm down like now, it will not give you anything but pain and grief." Rocky said.
Riker sighed. He knew Rocky was right, but he was just so freaking frustrated. Why was it that everybody always was aware of Laura's feelings and not his. Did they forget that he was the one violated and now has to face the responsibility of a child? Did anyone think about how unfair it was to him, didn't they know that all he wanted was to be with Laura? But he was also responsible for a child that didn't ask to be created. Did they ask how he was doing or felt? Riker felt like he was torn in half and it sucked. On one hand he had a baby that he wanted to take care off, but then the other half belonged to Laura, and all he wanted to do was love her. But after tonight he is wondering if he could have them both.
Laura had reassured him that she would be there for him, that she wanted him. But tonight he saw a side to her that he didn't like very much. Yes he knows he had his part to play into that side, but didn't she know his heart and that it only wanted her, that she was the only one that he was in love with?
But it seems like all she wants to do is punish him. Punish him for something that he really didn't ask for. Maybe it wasn't fair to blame her or place Laura in that situation. And he really didn't. But why was it that it seemed that his feelings could be ignored when someone brings up Maia. She was the last person that he would ever want to have a child with.
Riker just sighed. " I know you right Rocky, I am just so pissed at this situation. I am pissed at Maia for doing this in the first place and I am pissed that I wasn't strong enough to stop and realize what I was doing. And I am even pissed at Laura, I know I hurt her, I know that and everyone likes to point out that I am to blame for her heartache, Like I didn't realize that or something. I even tried to let her go, so she could move on with her life after she found out and broke up with me. But she was the one who told me that she would rather be with me, then not to be with me. And what does she do at the first sign of trouble? She yells at me and storms out on us. Yes I know I wasn't really attentive to her for the past few months, but that wasn't because I wanted to be that way. I have a baby that I need to make sure is taken care off. And I am sorry as much as I love Laura, my child has to become first with me. And I thought Laura knew that. If she really was going to have an issue with it, then she really shouldn't have gotten back together with me."
Rocky was silent.
" And yes I just realised what I just said was an ass thing to say, but I am at the end of my rope, I tried calling Laura , hell I left messages on her phone were I am crying out to her. All I want is for her to come home to me and to fix this. But it seems that she is hell bent on punishing me, for having a baby. I swear to God Rocky everytime I think about it it makes me sick. But what can I do? If I want Laura does that mean I have to turn my back on my child? Or if I want to get to know my child, I have to lose Laura? I am in a lose lose situation here and it is unfair and I hate it." Riker said.
" I am sorry man, this situation really sucks for you. But I am sure Laura will realize how much you love her when she calms down. I know you are hurting too Riker, But the situation is different for Laura despite what you said. Because she is going to have to see you raise a child with someone else. That in itself is a hell of her own. So you may not like it, and it is unfair but you will have to give her time to get over it and let her frustrations out. But you also need to let her know what you are feeling too, and not let it go so you can try and avoid fighting. Because look at how well that turned out. Look Laura probably needs a night to herself and she will be back in the morning. But you need to ask yourself one thing."
" What's that?" Riker asked
" If you really want Laura, you will have to do to keep her, and if it costs you your child, then maybe you and Laura should really reevaluate on being together."