Hey guys.
Here's the 2nd chapter~
Usually, I have to think of ideas before I start typing, but then, while typing, an idea naturally came to me.
Just like the Panda Mistress (") !
Please enjoy~
Yukina woke up with a start when she heard loud knocking on the old gym doors. "Yukina-chan!" She heard a voice yell. Only one person would say 'chan' at the end of her name. Akira. She quickly got up, and when her hand had almost reached the doorknob, she hesitated. What will he say when he saw me run off after hearing that he and Mami were going out? Instead of opening the door, Yukina said the first two words that came to her mind:
"Go away."
She heard nothing on the other side of the door. A few moments passed before she heard 'Akira' say,
"...Yukina. Why did you run away after hearing what Mami said?"
Had I made a mistake? Was it not Akira on the other side of the door, but Shigure instead? She could not tell whose voice it was, since the doors were very big and blocked out the different-sounding voices. It could have been both Akira and Shigure. What should I do? She held her breath and didn't respond. A long silence.
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No longer able to bear with the silence anymore, she quietly pressed her ear to the door and strained to hear something. Anything. She heard nothing at first, but then, she heard a faint; faraway voice. "I thought you said you'd ... her!" She couldn't hear clearly, so she hadn't heard a part of the sentence. She pushed her ear harder onto the cold door. "Listen. Didn't I say ... And I have been ... Her! And, she clearly has feelings for ..." Who do they think I have feelings for? Frustrated that she hadn't heard the last part of the sentence, she turned around and slid her back against the door, until she was sitting on the floor, her head right under the door large, metal door knob. She silently sighed to herself. When are they going to leave so I can get out of here? Then a loud shout that she could hear clearly said,
"Get the teacher! Tell him to get the keys!"
Yukina panicked. She didn't want to be questioned unanswerable questions.
She quickly jumped up...
...Forgetting the large, metal door knob above her head, and all went completely black...
..."Yu..."
..."Yuki..."
..."Yukina-chan!"
Yukina quickly opened her eyes, and the first thing she saw was Akira's eyes glittering with concern (And, of course, how close his face was to hers).
"Yukina-chan! I'm glad you're awake!" Akira smiled.
"When we found you in the gym's storage room, you were passed out. I was so worried!"
Yukina was surprised at how much he was worried about her. Shouldn't he be with Mami? After all, he was going out with her. She took a look at her surroundings and found that she was in the infirmary. She was lying down on one of the beds. She pushed Akira gently away and sat up.
"...Akira. You don't need to worry about me. Where's Mami? You should go look for her instead of staying here with me. She might get mad."
Argh, I'm rambling on about him and Mami. I need to change the topic before he can answer!
"Wait, never mind about Mami." Yukina said quickly as she finished her last sentence. "Where's Shigure?"
Akira, not pretending to know that she wanted to change the subject, answered the first sentence she said.
"Of course I have to worry about you, Yukina-chan. You're my family, my cousin that I have grown up with." Akira said, softly putting his hand on her shoulder. "And Mami won't get mad. She knows that you're my family and that I have to check how you're doing." He smiled his warm, loving smile, completely ignoring the last question she asked. Yukina, angry when she heard that he now only thought of her as his family, thought:
"So, you came to visit me because you were worried about me because I'm your cousin? Not your lover?" Yukina blurted out, thinking she said it in her mind, but quickly realized what had just come out of her mouth. But she didn't say anything to stop him from answering. To be honest, she wanted to know the answer. Akira looked surprised when she had asked that question. He wasn't expecting her to say or even think about him being her lover anymore. He blushed a little pinkish-reddish blush. Yukina looked him straight in the eye expectantly.
"E-Ermm.."
He stuttered and fidgeted and then looked away, unable to keep eye contact with Yukina.
"Y-Yukina-chan... I thought you... Y-you know... You're lovers with Shigure a-and..." Yukina's heart started to flutter at the sight of his cute blush and his nervous stuttering. "To be honest... I r-really still l-lo-"
Just then, the door of the infirmary was pushed open and Shigure and Mami came in with serious looks on their faces. "I hope you weren't saying anything behind my back," Shigure said in a slightly agitated voice as his gaze fell upon Akira. Mami just stared at Akira and slightly moved her fingers, like a signal for him. But what would the signal do? Yukina thought as she saw Mami's fingers move in an unusual way. Akira saw her fingers move, and he quickly turned to Shigure.
"Oh, great timing. I was just about to tell Yukina how much I love her as my family." Akira's blush was completely gone and he, too, had a serious look on his face. "And nothing more than a family member." Yukina's fluttering heart had changed to horrible pain. She gripped her chest tightly.
"Everyone, get out! Leave me alone!" She yelled, and everybody froze.
Shigure, noticing her gripping her chest, put his arms around her slowly, like the first time he put his arms around her, and asked in his most genuinely concerned voice:
"Yukina! What's wrong? Do you need the nurse?!" He flashed a winning look at Akira, his eyes saying, "Back off. She's MY girlfriend, and yours is over THERE. Don't you even dare get close to her anymore."
Akira, who just stared at the way Shigure put his arms around Yukina so casually like they had done it so many times before (which they did) stood there, dumbstruck, and eventually noticed the look in Shigure's eyes. Akira, noticing Mami was staring at him, decided to give Shigure a defeated look to make Mami happy. Mami, noticing this, smiled happily, sure that he had no more feelings for Yukina, and grabbed his hand, dragging him out of the room.
"Let's leave them alone for now," Mami whispered to Akira a little too loudly, and Yukina, still gripping her chest, looked up and saw them leaving the room. Akira saw Yukina looking at him, and he gave her a painfully sad smile. Then his head was around the corner of the door, and Yukina was left alone in a room with Shigure. Shigure still had his arms around Yukina, and he called for the nurse. "Nurse, she's awake. Her chest appears to hurt. Do you know what the problem is?" Shigure asked the nurse, his arms now off of Yukina. "I'll check her after you go to class. Class is about to start, and you cannot miss it. Come back after school and I'll tell you how she is," replied the nurse. "Alright," Shigure nodded, one of his fake smiles plastered on his face, "I'll see you after school, Himuro-san!" And he walked out the door and went to class.
"All right, Himuro-chan. Tell me, when did the pain in your chest begin?" the nurse asked softly. Yukina let go of her chest, though it still hurt a little bit. "It started when Akira said he only thought of me as his family, and not as his lover," Yukina replied worriedly. "Do I have a weak heart? A heart disease of some sort?" Yukina cried desperately, scared that she really might have a heart sickness. The nurse just laughed. "Oh, dear, you don't have a heart disease of anything of that sort! What you're experiencing is sadness because Akira doesn't think of you as his lover. And if your heart hurts when he says something about you not being his lover, or him being with another girl, for example-then it just simply means you love him, and it hurts you badly, especially right here," the nurse explained, pointing at her chest. Her heart. I love Akira? No. It can't be. I chose Shigure because I thought I loved him! Why are my feelings for Akira starting to sprout?
Then it hit her.
Maybe I just thought I loved Shigure, but what I loved wasn't him, but they way he touches me, making my heart race. Maybe I had always loved Akira from the start, but I just didn't realize it until now...
"If what you say is true, then... I have just lost my chance with being Akira.." Her heart felt empty. There was nothing but a black hole in her heart.
"Honey, it's okay. You must be experiencing your first broken heart. Just lay down for now," the nurse said, pushing Yukina down until she was lying on the bed, "And you may be excused for the rest of the school day, so sleep and use this time to mend your heart." The nurse smiled and walked to the door. "Call me if you need anything else, sweetheart," and she walked out.
Yukina, did indeed use that time to mend her heart. She took out her notebook and pencil, and started drawing mini Akiras', Yukinas', Shigures', and Mamis', and started thinking of ways to get Mami and Akira to break up, along with her and Shigure breaking up. Oh, this was going to be Missions of Love, all right. This was going to be Secret Mission #1 - I order you to break up! Yukina smirked, and started planning away.
OHOHOHOHOHO.
It's time for the break up games to begin! :D
I had lots of fun writing this chapter! It's the first time ideas came to me like this!
I just go with the flow, asking myself what Yukina would do in certain situations.
Oh, I also apologize if Yukina or any of the characters are out of character...Or have a different personality.
I'm not good at those kinds of things.. (")
Anyways, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, Review and I'll see what I can so for the next chapter! ;3;
~Kawaii Dream
