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Chapter 29
"So, how was your session?" Blaine asked as Kurt walked out of the doctor's office.
"It was okay, tell you over hot chocolate and cookies?" Kurt smiled, it had become a tradition for them of sorts, after every meeting with Kurt's psychiatrist, they would go and have hot chocolate and cookies - Blaine's treat of course. It was the only thing that got Kurt through the hour long sessions.
Once they arrived at the cafe, Kurt headed towards a table at the back and sat down with a smile, he liked these coffee dates, not that they were dates, but he liked them nonetheless. "Here we go." Blaine grinned, placing Kurt's mug of hot chocolate with cream and sprinkles in front of him, as well as a large plate of cookies for them to share. Kurt always felt like a pig after eating them, but Blaine always convinced him it was okay.
"You seem quiet today," Blaine said softly watching Kurt closely.
"I'm just..." Kurt shrugged and took a long sip of his hot chocolate. Blaine watched him, waiting for him to talk knowing not to rush him. "It's been a month Blaine. I thought there would be this drastic difference, but there isn't."
"Oh Kurt." Blaine reached across and rubbed his arm softly. "It's going to take time, what did the doctor say?"
"Said the same." Kurt sighed and looked down. "I know there is a difference, the voice...I hardly hear it. I feel better about myself too, I just thought I'd feel completely normal."
"You will Kurt. I know it seems like a long time away, but you'll feel better soon and the voice will go away completely and you can live your life."
"I know." Kurt nodded. "I'm just wishing it could go away now, I'm ready to live my life now,"
Blaine nodded, wishing he knew exactly what to say to him to make Kurt feel better. "Have a cookie."
Kurt looked at Blaine as he pushed the plate of cookies closer to him and he couldn't help but laugh. "A cookie won't make it go away." Kurt smiled, rolling his eyes but took the cookie anyway.
"I know but it helps." Blaine said, pleased that he had at least made Kurt smile. "I know that I can't make everything better but if you want to talk, you can."
"Thanks." Kurt smiled leaning back against the chair. "And for the record Blaine, you really do help."
"I'm glad." Blaine smiled.
"So, how are things with you and the boyfriend?" Burt asks that night at dinner. Blaine frowns and looks at Kurt's dad confused. "Kurt told me."
"He's not my boyfriend, we've been on three dates, It's not really working as I thought it would."
"Because you want someone else." Burt smiled as he set the food out on the table. It had become tradition that the three of them would have dinner after Kurt's therapy sessions. Kurt enjoyed spending time with the two of them, and they wouldn't deny him of that.
"I..." Blaine chewed his lip, surely this was getting a little bit awkward.
"I've told you both before, It's going to happen between you two sooner or later, yes I wish it was later preferably when Kurt is 30, but I know you're going to make him happy, and I'm glad that you're both waiting until he's finished school. Just don't wait too long, okay?"
"I won't." Blaine smiled. "Thank you Burt. For...For being so understanding, I know how much Kurt appreciates it."
"And I hope you do too." Burt smiled.
"I do." Blaine smiled.
The front door opened and Kurt walked in and grinned when he saw Blaine and Burt preparing dinner. He had popped into the college fair at the high school after he and Blaine had had coffee, Blaine had said he would see him later for dinner but he hadn't expected him to be helping his dad cook it. Normally Kurt cooked the dinner for them while the two men watched a game.
"Hey," Blaine smiled, watching as Kurt set the brochures he had collected down on the table. "How was the fair?"
"Okay." Kurt shrugged and grabbed a bottle of water. "A waste of time really."
"Why?" Burt frowned watching his son carefully. They hadn't really spoken about college, they had all been a little preoccupied with Kurt getting better and hadn't thought much about the future.
"I don't think I want to go to college." Kurt said and turned away from them. "I'm going to go and get changed." Kurt walked out of the kitchen and up to his bedroom.
Blaine frowned watching him go up to his room. "I'll be right back." Blaine said to Burt and followed Kurt to his room.
Blaine didn't knock, he just opened the door and gasped when he saw Kurt standing in front of his mirror wearing nothing but a pair of red boxers. He looked so grown up and not like the scared boy he had met months ago. Kurt bent down, unaware that Blaine was behind him and Blaine had to hold back a groan as Kurt bent over, he had the nicest ass he had ever seen and Blaine couldn't help but stare. Kurt pulled on a pair of jeans and a sweater and turned, jumping when he saw Blaine watching him.
"Blaine..."
"Sorry." Blaine breathed shaking his head.
"It's okay, are...what..." Kurt sucked his lip, his cheeks burning knowing Blaine had seen him with just his boxers on.
"I wanted to talk to you." Blaine said softly.
"What about?" Kurt asked, though he knew what Blaine wanted to talk to him about.
"Your decision to not go to college." Blaine said, sitting down on the bed. Kurt sat down beside him and sighed. "You can't not go to college."
"I don't want to go." Kurt stated matter of factly, though Blaine wasn't finished with the conversation yet.
"I think you need to go to college." Blaine said gently. "You'd be amazing there. You could do what you want to do, study something that makes you happy."
Kurt chewed his lip and looked down, he didn't want to talk about this any more. "Dinner's probably ready by now." Kurt whispered, desperate to avoid the conversation.
"Kurt I'm not finished talking to you about this," Blaine sighed.
"Too bad because I am." Kurt snapped and walked out of his bedroom leaving Blaine sat down on his bed alone completely confused.
