So, thank you to everyone who has stuck by me through my little story. You are all amazing, and I hope you enjoyed this last chapter. I loved writing it, and I am so proud of this, and would love to hear what you all thought :)

I have started a new story and it's called 'Behind Those Hazel Eyes' It's a story where Kurt has a child, and Blaine's the father. It happened after a one night stand, and Kurt couldn't find Blaine to tell him he was the father of a beautiful boy named Devon, when Blaine sees Kurt again can they make the perfect family that Kurt's always dreamed of? Or will life get in the way?

It will be up soon and I hope you all read it :D

A huge thank you to Shelly for being there from the start with this, she has really inspired and encouraged me to write more, so i wouldn't have been able to do this without her. :)

Chapter 38

"I just want to say Kurt, that I'm proud of the progress that you've made this past year." Kurt grinned at the words his doctor just said to him. It was his last therapy appointment. It could have been sooner, but Kurt had been scared and didn't want to stop coming. Having the doctor there to talk to was a constant reassurance that everything would be okay. But now, he didn't need that anymore. He was confident in himself, he was happy, he was living his life now, not being pushed down by the burden in his head.

"Thank you so much," Kurt whispered back, his happiness making his head feel light. "I couldn't have done it without you."

"I don't believe that for a second, you're stronger than you believe." His doctor grinned at him. "Now, you will have a repeat prescription for your tablets, I'm happy to say they are working extremely well, but you know my door is always open for you."

"I know." Kurt smiled. He took the card that he was offered and put it in his pocket, even though this was his last therapy session, he still felt relieved that he could come back if he needed to. Though he didn't think he would. Everything was going to be okay now. The two said their goodbyes and Kurt walked out into the reception area, a smile on his face. He was alone at his appointment today, it was very rare that this happened, normally his dad or Blaine, or both would join him and then they would go to lunch after. But neither knew that today was his last appointment, he wanted it to be a surprise.

Kurt made his way to his car and drove to the local grocery store, he had a lot to get done before his father arrived at his house for dinner. Kurt's stomach tied in knots with nerves as he thought about what he had to say tonight, not just to his father but to Blaine too. He spent half an hour in the store trying to find the perfect food, he decided to make a steak salad, it was his father's favourite yet still quite healthy. Once out of the store he packed everything up in the car and went home.

A year had passed since his father had shown him his new home, and he still couldn't believe that it belonged to him. At first he spent the days there, he had decorated it with the help of Blaine and his dad, and a part of him thought he would never live in it. He had been scared to spend the night alone. It wasn't until three months later that he spent the first night there on his own, Blaine had left at midnight, so Kurt had been pretty tired anyway, and the two had spent most of the night texting until Kurt had fallen asleep on his bed on his own. That's how Kurt got used to sleeping there on his own, Blaine eventually left a little earlier every time, and replied to texts a little longer apart, until Kurt was confident to spend the whole day and night there on his own.

Not that that happened any more. Blaine had unofficially moved in with him three months ago, and officially moved in with him last month when he told Kurt that his contract at his place was up. Kurt thought they had had a very mature conversation about what was right for them in their relationship and they had agreed to take the next step and Blaine would live with him now. Kurt had been scared at first, he thought maybe everything would change, but it hadn't. Blaine was just as much of a gentleman living with him, as he had been when he wasn't.

Kurt put his Ipod on and danced around in his kitchen getting ready for the meal, he put the meat to cook on slow, and then tidied up the kitchen. Not that it was messy, Blaine was a little bit of a neat freak; something Kurt loved teasing him about. He set the table, put fresh flowers from their garden in a vase and then prepared the salad. Once he was sure the kitchen looked perfect he headed up to the bathroom, he had a long shower before changing into a pair of cream chinos, a white shirt and a black waist coat. He did his hair and then stared at the bed. He grabbed some rose petals that he had brought and sprinkled them over the covers. They still hadn't had sex. Kurt could tell Blaine wanted to, every time they had a heated make out session and Kurt pulled away, Blaine would spend longer and longer in the bathroom cooling himself down. Kurt felt guilty every time Blaine came back into the room, his cheeks red and his pupils blown. That would change tonight. Kurt was ready. He took Blaine's outfit for tonight from the closet and placed it in the bathroom and locked the bedroom door.

"Kurt..." Blaine jumped when he heard Blaine's voice downstairs. He looked at the clock and wondered where the time had gone, it was already five. Kurt skipped downstairs and Blaine grinned at him, they embraced in a tight hug and Kurt pressed his lips against his cheek.

"Hey you." Kurt smiled, running his fingers through Blaine's hair.

"Hey yourself. Something smells amazing," Blaine grinned. "And I'm not talking about the steak."

Kurt rolled his eyes and giggled softly. "Dad will be here soon, you have an outfit in the bathroom. The bedroom is locked."

"Why is the bedroom locked?" Blaine frowned.

"Well last time dad was here he was snooping in our drawers." Kurt said quickly. "I thought it would be safer to lock it this time."

"Why would he be snooping in our drawers?" Blaine frowned.

"Well...Don't you think when our kid lives with someone for the first time you'd snoop through their drawers to make sure they're safe..." Kurt blushed when he realised what he had just said. Kids. They hadn't even mentioned kids. Blaine chuckled and stroked Kurt's cheek softly.

"I don't think our kid will be moving out until they're at least 30." Blaine grinned. "They wouldn't want to be parted from such awesome parents." Blaine kissed his nose softly. "I'm going to shower and get dressed then."

"Okay." Kurt smiled. Kids. Blaine said they would have kids too. Kurt felt like jumping up and down on the spot, he never thought he would be a dad, but Blaine had showed him that anything was possible.

Burt arrived at six and they sat around the kitchen table talking about their days, Kurt listened intently as his dad spoke about the shop and how it was getting busier, Kurt helped out sometimes at the desk but after getting a job at the local coffee store, he hadn't been around much to help. It was something he felt guilty about but his dad didn't mind. Blaine spoke about his kids at school and a fight that happened in his class because of yet another teenage affair. "What about your day?" Blaine smiled at Kurt, he could tell his boyfriend was itching to tell them something, he didn't know what but if Kurt was excited about it then so was he.

"I had a therapy session today." Kurt said.

"What? You didn't tell us, i would have come..." His dad started.

"I wanted to go on my own. It...It was my last one." Kurt chewed his lip, he was nervous. What if Blaine didn't think he was ready to not have professional help? What if he was scared he would go crazy now? Kurt shook his head, that was stupid. Blaine was grinning at him, and so was his dad.

"That's great kiddo." Burt stood up and pulled Kurt in his arms and hugged him. Blaine did the same and kissed him softly on the lips, whispering that he was proud of him.

"You never mentioned that it was your last one." Blaine said softly.

"I know, Are you mad?"

"No. Of course I'm not." Blaine smiled and pressed his lips to his cheek again. They sat down and Kurt looked up at them. "Is there something else...?"

"Yes." Kurt nodded, glad that Blaine knew him so well. "I thought that I might be a bit busy to go to my therapy sessions now, that's why I cancelled."

"Are you working more shifts at the coffee shop?" Blaine asked, his brow frowning with confusion.

"No, I quit actually." Kurt smiled. "I handed in my notice yesterday..."

"Okay?" Burt and Blaine exchanged looks of concern and confusion.

"I mean, I can't go to college and work, not straight away anyway." Kurt giggled.

"College?" Blaine grinned.

"You..." Burt frowned.

"I was looking at the college in Westerville, i wrote to them about my condition in the past year and i sent over some of my designs and they told me that i could start some classes next semester. I could take a few at first and then if I'm up to it i can do more classes."

"That's amazing Kurt." Burt smiled. He was so proud of his son.

Blaine took his hand and squeezed it, he couldn't describe how happy he was for him, but Kurt knew because he was looking at him with such love and wonder in his eyes.

"You did all of this on your own?" Burt asked.

"I did, I thought...I had to. Not that I thought you two wouldn't help or you wouldn't be supportive, I knew you two would be there. I just needed to do it on my own."

"I understand." Blaine smiled. "And I'm proud and happy for you."

"Thank you." Kurt smiled.

The rest of the dinner was spent talking about what classes Kurt was thinking of taking and saying he was going to drive up in a couple of days and have a meeting and look around, Kurt asked them to go with him and they had been happy to be included. His dad left a couple of hours later and Kurt was glad he had a nice time. He missed his dad so much, even though he made sure he saw him every day.

"I'm proud of you." Blaine said as he wrapped his arms around Kurt's waist. Kurt was at the sink washing up.

"Thank you." Kurt smiled leaning back against Blaine as he finished the dishes.

"Like really proud." Blaine hummed and pressed a soft kiss against his neck. "My boyfriend, a college student."

"Beats 'your boyfriend the lima bean worker?'" Kurt chuckled turning around and facing him.

"No." Blaine laughed. "My boyfriend Kurt the amazing boy wonder," Blaine pressed his lips to Kurt's, and the younger man melted against him. They kissed slowly and lazily for a few minutes before Kurt took his hand and pulled him upstairs. Kurt unlocked the door and grinned nervously when he heard Blaine gasp. Kurt had come up before Burt left and lit candles around the room.

"You..." Blaine stared at the room and then at Kurt. "It's beautiful Kurt."

"I wanted to thank you." Kurt whispered, taking Blaine's hand and leading him to the bed.

"Kurt..."

"I wanted to say that I love you." Kurt sat Blaine on the edge of the bed and sat on his lap facing him. "I wanted to say that you're amazing and that I love you more than I thought I could ever love someone." Kurt ran his hands up and down Blaine's shirt, popping the buttons as he did so.

"I love you too." Blaine whispered, wrapping Kurt in his arms and pulling him onto the bed more. Kurt pressed his lips against Blaine's, his tongue seeking entrance that was granted straight away. Their tongues moved slowly against each other, as if it was the first time they were meeting. Blaine's hands roamed Kurt's body slowly; he could never get enough of Kurt and how good his body felt against his.

"I'm ready, Blaine." Kurt whispered. Those three words sending shivers up and down Blaine's spine.

"Are you sure?" Blaine asked, his thumb stroking against Kurt's cheek softly, he loved the little purrs Kurt made whenever he did this.

"Yes." Kurt said, his eyes and voice confident as he stared at Blaine.

"Okay." Blaine nodded. He pulled Kurt closer and kissed him again. "We'll go slow. If you want to stop..."

"I know." Kurt nodded, he kissed him back, and their soft sweet kisses turned heated and passionate as Blaine started to take off Kurt's shirt.

Blaine stripped Kurt slowly, treasuring every inch of skin he saw and worshipping it with a kiss. Blaine's lips were soft and gentle against Kurt's chest, his fingers touching him as though he was a prized treasure. When it came to undoing Kurt's trousers he tensed a little. Blaine whispered gentle words against his skin making Kurt relax against him. "You're beautiful." Blaine told him, pressing a kiss against his belly button.

Kurt looked down at him nervously, Blaine was laying with his head so close to his groin, his tongue was tickling his skin and he was looking at him with such love in his eyes. "Blaine." He whimpered, though he didn't know what he wanted to say. Blaine's hands were slowly travelling up and down his thighs, slowly his trousers were pulled down and he heard the most erotic moan coming from Blaine as he stared at him. Blaine came back up so he was facing him and kissed him slowly, he moved his body over Kurt's and was grinding against him, their groins pressing hard against one another's.

"God, Kurt. You feel..." Blaine whimpered, he pressed his lips against him firmer, and gasped when he felt Kurt's hand on his ass, he was kneading him through his trousers so gentle and hesitant that it made Blaine harder. "I'm going to make you feel so good, okay," Blaine whispered against his lips.

"Okay," Kurt whispered shakily. "Blaine can..."

"Yeah baby?" Blaine asked, he would do anything for Kurt.

"Can you turn the lights off?" Blaine nodded at the request, he wanted to see Kurt come undone, he wanted to see Kurt glow with pleasure but he knew he had his whole life for that. Tonight he would do anything that Kurt wanted. He switched off the light and headed back to the bed. "And take off your trousers." Kurt added, a nervous giggle escaping his lip.

Blaine nodded and pulled his trousers off before climbing back on the bed. "I'm going to take your boxers off now, okay?" Blaine said softly. Kurt nodded and chewed his lip as Blaine's fingers slowly pulled at his waistband and took them off. Blaine ran a finger slowly down the length of Kurt's erection, he was perfect. "Remember, if you want me to stop..."

"I don't...I...Are you...Inside?" Kurt mumbled nervously. He was blushing so much he was glad that the lights were off so Blaine couldn't see.

"Do you want me to?" Blaine smiled, his fingers still getting to know every inch of Kurt.

"Yes." Kurt whispered. "Will...WIll it hurt?"

"A little at first. But I'll make you feel good, I promise. And we can stop anytime you want to."

"Okay." Kurt nodded. Blaine smiled and pressed a soft kiss to Kurt's thigh.

"Pass me a pillow?" Blaine whispered against his skin. Kurt did as Blaine asked, and lifted his hips as Blaine put the pillow beneath him. "Make you feel a little more comfortable." Blaine nodded. He reached into his bedside table and pulled out a tube of lube. "I saw you looking at it in the shops, I thought this day was coming so I..."

"It's okay." Kurt nodded, he ran a hand through Blaine's curls and gasped when he felt something hot and wet at the head of his cock. "Blaine." He moaned loudly when he realised just what Blaine was doing to him. Blaine's mouth was hot and tight around him, he couldn't believe how good this was feeling. He had never been so hard, never felt so on edge. Blaine parted Kurt's legs as his mouth stayed firmly on him, everything about Kurt was delicious, his scent, his taste, everything.

Blaine hummed around him knowing what the vibrations would do to Kurt. He opened the lube slowly and put a generous amount on one finger, he didn't want to hurt Kurt. He pressed his finger slowly against Kurt's hole as he pushed his tongue against Kurt's slit, moaning as Kurt bucked up against him. Kurt was so tight, and he could feel him tense around him. He licked up and down Kurt's shaft watching as he relaxed against him. Blaine pressed his finger inside of him more, slowly he twisted it, he didn't want to hurt him. He knew by the way Kurt's moans became louder that he found Kurt's prostate. He nudged his finger against him slowly, as he pressed more lube against Kurt's hole, slipping a second finger inside of him he took the head of his cock back inside his mouth and sucked harder. He wished desperately that he could see what Kurt looked like, knowing that he was sweating and panting against him was enough to make his own shaft leak with pleasure.

After what felt like hours of intensity, Kurt moaned needily when Blaine pulled his head away from him. There was no more tight heat around him and the air in the room was cold against him, making him buck up slowly. "You're ready now." Blaine whispered, his voice heated, he was holding back, Kurt could tell.

"I am." Kurt nodded. Blaine leaned down and pressed his lips hard against him. Kurt moaned when he could taste himself on Blaine's tongue. It was weird and salty but he loved the way Blaine kissed him. His tongue roaming against his mouth, his lips capturing his heatedly. Blaine took Kurt's legs and hooked them around his waist.

"It will hurt at first, but I promise not for long." Blaine whispered. "Tell me to stop and I will."

"I won't." Kurt breathed against him. "Can you kiss me as you..."

Blaine nodded and pressed his lips against Kurt's again, soft and sweet as he lined up against Kurt's entrance. He pressed in slowly, he kept on stopping every time Kurt winced, but Kurt told him to go and to stop stopping. It would be better that way. Blaine did as he was told and pressed in harder, a little faster. Kurt moaned against Blaine's lips, not sure if he was moaning in pain or in pleasure. He felt so complete with Blaine inside of him. He felt full and loved and it hurt but it was a good hurt. He rocked up slowly, Blaine slowly meeting his thrusts as he moved slowly against him.

"I love you." Blaine whispered against his lips.

"Love you." Kurt whimpered against him.

Blaine didn't know how long it lasted, he took his time, fighting against his need to slam in and out of him. He was slow and caring and he knew he wouldn't last much longer. Blaine brought his hand to Kurt's cock once more and slowly started to jerk him off matching the rhythm he was creating inside of him.

"I can't..." Kurt whined, his whole body felt as though it was on fire. He pressed up wanting to touch every inch of Blaine.

"Let go." Blaine whispered against his lips.

Kurt whimpered as Blaine moved faster, he lost complete control as his orgasm ripped through him, he saw white behind his eyes as his toes curled, his body spasming forward, clenching hard around Blaine who was making the most erotic of noises as he came too.

"That..." Kurt panted, his body felt tired, but lighter. He was so relaxed, so ready to fall asleep he was hardly aware of Blaine cleaning him up, or the slight ache in his lower half as Blaine pulled the pillow away and threw it on the floor.

"That was amazing." Blaine smiled and pulled Kurt into his arms.

"Mm." Kurt mumbled and settled against his chest.

"You're amazing." Blaine told him, knowing Kurt was a little more than out of it. "Sleep now."

"Love you." Kurt said tiredly, pressing a soft kiss against Blaine's heart before closing his eyes.

Blaine stayed awake a little longer just watching Kurt, he couldn't believe the change in Kurt. He thought back to the first time he watched him sleeping, the way his body was twitching as a nightmare took over. And now, how he slept peacefully against him. Blaine knew that he had played an important role in making Kurt better. "I'm so proud of you." Blaine whispered, pressing a kiss against his hair. "I'm never going to leave you Kurt. We're going to grow old together, have a family, you're going to be so happy." Blaine stroked Kurt's hair, he was smiling in his sleep as though he could hear him. Blaine hoped he could. "I love you." Blaine finished and closed his eyes, he wrapped his arms around Kurt tightly knowing he would never let him go. This was how he was going to fall asleep for the rest of his life and he couldn't wait.

Kurt was aware of a voice talking to him as he drifted off. At first he thought it was the voice in his head back to torment him when he finally felt as though he had gotten better. But he listened to the quiet whispers, someone was telling him that he would be happy, that he was loved. A smile spread across his face when he realised it was Blaine. He didn't have the angry, bitter voice anymore. He had something much better. He had Blaine and he knew that meant everything was going to be okay.

The End