A/U Sorry for the wait!
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Rachel's P.O.V
I look up into his soft calming eyes. His hair sits so gently on the top of his head. I can feel his fingertips tracing my back, tickles my arms and I give a slight calm smile.
"I love you Rachel Berry" He says propping his head on his elbow.
My smile fades and I'm brought back to reality. Yes we've been dating for over 2 years but I don't want him to say it. Not yet…not ever.
Two nights ago we became engaged. For reasons I didn't even want to disturb. I would love more than anything to say those 3 words back but I refuse, I can't. My heart is telling me otherwise.
I have to change the subject but nothing too off.
"We have to start planning" I giggle making it appear that I do too but I want to focus on something else.
"Well when do you want to put us?" He asks, the word us makes me shudder and cringe. My heart realising that this man is not for me but I can't go back on my word and even so, I've been with him for over 2 years, that's got to mean something.
"As soon as" I reply, wanting to get this thing over and done with and then I can focus on getting my way and being able to have the family that I'm desperate for.
"In 3 weeks then?" The idea sounds absurd but the sooner the better and we're going to need to get those invitations out.
I gasp but continue. "Who's coming then?" I ask, let's get the names down.
"Well my darling Rachel you go ahead and invite whoever you want" There is no limit to my fiancé's money.
"Ok Mr. Moneybags" I laugh as he does, confused at first but then getting the half disgusting joke that I just made.
Once we're both up and ready and deciding that we shouldn't do anything today we both sit down with a pen and a piece of paper each ready to put down the names of whoever we want and then finally deciding.
"Let's make a game" Jesse says to me flipping out his iPhone and clicking on apps. He taps on the timer and I can see where he's going with this. He sets it on the table and decide to join in.
"Oh it's on" I yell, he gives me a challenging look and sets the timer for 2 minutes.
Once I get cracking and counting the names of all the guests that are a possibility almost certainly coming, I debate with myself if or if not to invite both my dad's. I am daddy's little girl and they should accept who I am. Not everything can go their way. I'll send and invitation and if they don't come then of course they'll just have to miss out. I'm not changing my interests because of them.
Once the timer sounds the alarm we then take a look at each other's lists and at the top I see a anme that will haunt me. There is a rubber on the end of my pencil and I will just have to do it.
"I'm just going to the toilet" He says and I comment a lovely.
"Ok sure" I reply on the end. Now is my chance and I've got to do it. Soon after hearing the toilet flush I hear his business tone and realise he's probably on the phone to the name I just rubbed out. Britania Perez is all I can hear. Of course he would be.
Frankly I'm a little mad, but I won't go to extreme measures for it. I stay calm and hand over the list once he renters the room.
"Done!" I say, keeping in mind the amount of guests we have. A grand, and spot on total of 100.
"That's great baby but I have to go tend to Britania. I'll be back after lunch I'm having it out. You go ahead and select a design for the invites I'll send you a link to a good website" Jesse says to me. I feel like I've just hit the roof, but I don't show it. Today we were supposed to be spending time alone not going out with others.
"That's ok baby, have a good day" I say dismissing who he's seeing and knowing what I'm going to do today.
"Great see you later" He says coming over and giving me a peck on the cheeks before exiting the room and closing the door behind him, giving me one last smile.
I rush over to my bag and fill it with my daily needs for today. I'm going to go shopping…with his credit card. I feel a pang of excitement as I exit the door just has he did and I walk down the hallway, descending the stairs and aiming for the door before I bump into someone.
"Oh I'm so sorry I didn't see where I was going" I yell still trying to recollect my self and gather my things from the floor.
I look up and see the giant that I met yesterday! It Finn and boy am I glad to see him, but why is he here?
"Oh hey, sorry, but why are you here?" I ask him, dismissing his stressed face.
"Um maybe because I'm staying here? You?" He replies and I realise the stupid question that I just asked.
"Sorry and same. Hey what are you doing today?" I ask again. Full of questions me!
"Um well I wa…" He tried to say but I interrupted him.
"Perfect! Come with me!" I squealed. He hesitated but then grew to the idea of me linking on his arm, dragging him through all the foreign shops. I have an idea and it's going to be the best.
I am going to buy new clothes. Or maybe even the best wedding dress yet. So expensive it will run his card out.
We are about to enter a massive mall until I see a cute little wedding shop on the corner.
"Let's go this way" I say dragging him yet again so he stumbles and topples on to me. We're looking at each other, eyes locked. Hearts beating against each other, although mine might be beating faster because I'm under pressure with his weight on top of me.
Before it can even happen before I can do anything, our lips lock for a good minute we are pressed completely, him giving in more than me. It was natural and not supposed to happen, but it did and we can't erase that.
A sensation tingles through my body and spine and when he pulls away I lust for more but I know it's wrong. I'm engaged for god's sake! He has a pregnant girlfriend!
"Sorry that shouldn't have happened" He said to me getting up and turning to face the beautiful mountains that stand peacefully.
"No no it's fine" I say trying to sound apologetic at the same time. I get up and stand behind him. Although I've got my heels on I still can't see past his shoulder. I get around and face him. He looks at me with his amber eyes and I'm immediately indulged in his face.
"Honestly…" I try to say again but my breath his taken away. It's shocking how I met this guy. He's handsome and really…well…fit I guess, sexy.
"Um I have to get ba…" He tries to say but being Rachel I yet again I interrupted him.
"No please stay" I plead and he gives into my eyes which are trying to be adorable.
"Fine where are we going?" He asks after a short silence. I point towards the shop but barely knowing it's wrong that I just kissed a guy and I'm about to buy a dress that won't even be his to look at.
"Ok" I say linking again giving a little giggle as we stride towards the shop. Once we enter he looks at me in disgust as if I've just done something wrong.
"So you kiss me and then you bring me in here why?" He asks his face full of disappointment.
"Because I'm getting married and he's just gone off with one of his clients which may I remind you is Britania and she keeps stealing him away from me, so I went out today to feel better, but it's not worked until we kissed, so please, leave if you don't't want to be here or you can tend to your pregnant girlfriend, Who by the way I've seen with another guy. But I could be wrong. Who knows?" I yell to him feeling sorry after everything I've said and deciding to turn around and take a look at the pure white dresses.
Finn's P.O.V
I feel sorry for her I do but what she just said was clearly an aim or stab at me. Whatever but the fact is that Quinn was seen with another guy? But Rachel has never seen Quinn, unless she saw a pregnant woman…or knows her.
Quinn's not pregnant anymore though, I was on my way to see her than Rachel came out of nowhere and dragged me here! Still I can't stop thinking that Quinn was with another guy!
"I need to go but I promise I'll make it up to you" I said to Rachel as she continued to glare at me still stroking the material in front of her. I run out, across the road and straight back to the hotel.
I'm not out of breath yet but that must be from training on the football team, which I didn't even think they had in France.
Once I get to the hotel room I hear talking and giggling, there's a guy's voice in there and I begin to get suspicious. I ram through the door nearly breaking it down but I don't give bull as I see Quinn lying on the bed holding my daughter in her arms and the room service man smiling at my blonde girlfriend, mother of my child.
"So you're cheating on me?" I yell, they noticed me as soon as I entered.
"Wait, what?!" Quinn is stunned putting Beth in a made bed out of pillows, on the bed.
"You're cheating on me?" I say trying to get the truth.
"Um, No?" Quinn says she sounds confused but I ignore it.
"Is this him?" I say walking in pace over to the room service guy who looks kinda shocked standing there staring at the both of us.
I'm actually angry at Quinn, to think I was going to get engaged to her.
"Finn, nothing's going on between Will and I" She says, stepping in my direction.
"Will! Will!? You know his name? Jeez Quinn you know I came back here tonight to take you and Beth out and then I was going to give you this stupid ring and get married to you" I shout throwing the box on the bed and storming out.
I can't go back in the room. I won't. I start my pace towards the front door and decide to go snowboarding. I go to the keeper room and grab my kit and board. I head outside and see Rachel. She's crossing the road and I don't know if I should go to her or avoid. We didn't really have a fight but we didn't really get along after the talk.
"Hey Rachel" I shout. She looks upset and she's carrying a white suit bag. I guess she bought the dress.
"Hey Finn" She looks a little happier now. She stops right in front of me and we both just stand here looking at each other. She's amazing in her white cardigan and I can only just think that she will look beautiful in the dress she's holding.
"Finn, we can't do this, I'm engaged, you're a dad, it would be wrong" She says sort of breaking me as she does.
"Yeah well I'm being cheated on" I say wanting to just run and hide. Her phone makes a wooden sound and she looks down at it. Losing her breath as she clicks on the link and looks at Twitter.
"Um…can you take me to my place?" Rachel says looking up with tears in her eyes and her mouth pursed…I think.
"Y...Yeah sure" I reply, knowing I have nothing to do. Once we get to her place all I can smell is perfume but Rachel's wearing a different one today.
She turns around and suddenly hugs me, I hug back trying to hold on but she lets go and looks up at me, then kissing me. I kiss her back after being in shock and then we hear a noise.
A girls giggle almost. We look back at each other and then I start towards the room that the sound came from. I rest my hand on the door handle and look back at Rachel for permission to open the door. She nods and I open straight away, hearing a scream and looking at Jesse right in the face.
He's lying next to Brit..ania? I think and Jesse looks at her as I do.
"Don't tell Rachel" He mutters and I look back pretending Rachel isn't there, she shakes her head with her hand over her mouth and I turn back to reply to Jesse.
"I won't, but she'll be back soon I just came to get something for her" I say hearing the front room door silently shut and then I close the bedroom door and follow after Rachel.
That might have been the smartest thing I've done. When I get outside I see Puck but he doesn't see me. I don't know where Rachel went so I might as well follow him.
We're heading back to my room. Once he sees the hallway is clear he goes in. I press the side of my face to the door getting excited that I'm actually spying. Wow I'm an amazing guy! I can barely hear the conversation but it's understandable.
"How is she" Puck says.
"Great, I named her Beth, like we agreed" Quinn says. They agreed on her name? I didn't get a choice on naming my own daughter.
"She's cute, where's Finn today?" Puck says.
"Oh he caught me with the room service guy who was admiring Beth then he thought I was cheating on him, he through an engagement ring at me and then ran out, and I don't know what to do" Quinn says.
"Quinn I'd definitely think you were cheating on me with the room service guy but I'd be jealous if another man is staring at my daughter, which Finn is and Quinn…you said you'd tell him, you said that after our baby was born you'd break it off with him…" Puck replies. Wait what…'after our baby' 'our baby'
I can hear footsteps coming closer and closer and at this point I think I should get away and hide but instead I'll open the door. As I do, I'm angry so it nearly breaks off the hinges but when I do I hear a thump and realise I've knocked Quinn out by smacking her with the door.
"Finn?!" Puck yells, holding Beth in his arms. "You just knocked out Quinn!" He yells again, I quickly turn to see Quinn on the floor with a bloody nose "Oops" I say and turn back Puck. He puts Beth on the bed and I punch him. It was deserved.
Now I have to knocked out people with no answers. Beth makes baby sounds and I look at her. "What do you want" I ask, picking her up. This is the most soft I'll ever see myself.
I walk around the room staring down into Beth's blue eyes and I walk out the room closing it behind me and pacing down the hallway. I bump into a woman and say I'm sorry but carry on.
"Finn?" The familiar voice says and then I turn. Rachel. She's crying, I'm crying. Wow I've really let myself down today. I was a ninja, secret agent and now I'm crying, with a baby in my arms and in front of a girl. Dammit!
"She's not mine" I say still looking at Beth. She's beautiful, just like her mother but when I can see Puck in her I get angry.
Why is this happening to me?
"Finn…I..I'm sorr…" Rachel tries to say but I cut her off, yelling.
"No Rachel, don't say you sorry, it won't make me feel better, so I've been cheated on twice, my girlfriend's baby isn't mine and now I'm screwed" I say, Rachel looks a little angry.
"Yeah! Well my fiancé is cheating on me! We get married in 3 weeks here in Canada, he even invited her to the wedding!" Rachel says. Ok I guess we both win but still.
"So before you think about yourself, think about others as well" She says and storms off. I didn't mean to get her all worked up.
"Rachel, wait" I say, she stops, it always works when I call after a girl.
I run up to her carefully trying not to wake a sleeping Beth and I lock my lips on hers.
"Please stay" I whisper, she nods.
Rachel's P.O.V
"This is so messed up" I say to him. I'm lying next to him in my bed that I share with Jesse but he went out after Finn walked in on him and Britania. Beth is lying between us gurgling sweetly.
"I know but it would be so much better if we were naked" He says, I giggle.
"That was your call not mine" I reply.
"I was being a gentleman…plus we have a baby in between us" He smiles, caressing Beth's face.
"What's funny is I'm getting married in 3 weeks…or not, you have a girlfriend with a baby that's not yours and we're both being cheated on" I point out. I think he understands but from what I know…it's Finn. In the month I've known him. A month already.
"Well how long are you staying?" He asks.
"As long as I want, it might be after the wedding, we could stay here. You?" I reply.
"I have no idea anymore. I came here to get away from my family because they were disappointed in the fact that I became a young dad, but seeing as she's not mine I guess I could go back and survive. Except I like it out here" He says looking down at Beth and I can see his eyes welling up.
"Stay…you've been managing and I need help" I say, he looks up at me.
"But I can't pay for my stay" He says with a confused look.
"Jesse can pay, he deserves a financial break down, plus I have his credit cards" I smile at him and he smiles back.
Looks like this is going to be a long vacation.