EDIT: THE STORY HAS BEEN ADOPTED BY nina amina SO IF YOU'RE INTERESTED IN CONTINUING TO READ THE HGXAPH CROSSOVER, GO CHECK OUT HER PROFILE ^^

Hello.

I know that it might be sudden and sound like a bad joke or a hasty decision, but it's neither. I gave it a lot of thought, and decided that it would be the best option.

I have decided to discontinue this series. I know it's very rude and annoying of me to do such a thing, seeing as it hasn't ended yet, but I honestly have no will left to write it. Writing next chapters for this series stopped bringing me enjoyment a little bit ago, and I think that it's one of the most important things for an author. Enjoying writing his or hers stories.

I've been thinking about abandoning this series since around March, when I was still busy with my studies. Around that time, I've had my first doubts about continuing it, but my friend kept me motivated to write it. Recently, though, it became harder and harder, and instead of writing chapters for this story, I ended up writing various oneshots for many characters and pairings from many fandoms, which made me really happy and satisfied, but also guilty for not writing anything for Bloody Games.

I talked with someone who is like a sister figure to me, and also one of my absolute best friends, about my feelings and the situation. She's also been reading this, and she said that even though it makes her a bit sad, if writing this doesn't make me happy, then I won't be able to bring out the absolute best of both the storyline and characters. And I agree with her.

At first, I really, really enjoyed that. It was amazing and I typed so fast, and the ideas just kept flowing into my head. But not with the latest chapters. I grew bored, to be honest. It might not be very professional of me as an author, but it just happened. It's my fault, I realize, and I'm sorry.

I know that some people liked this, and it makes me very happy, honestly, to know that someone liked reading this. There's nothing more flattering for an author than people's enjoyment over their works. Which is also why I would like to apologize with my whole heart, for being such a failure. I just can't do it, no matter how hard I urge myself to. I've been writing the next chapter for over a week now. In comparison, I wrote a story for my friend in less than three hours, not much shorter than a chapter of Bloody Games. And that's because I enjoyed myself, and felt comfortable writing that.

I don't regret starting this story, even though not being able to finish it is a big failure on my part. Thanks to this story, I met many amazing people, who supported me and talked with me. I don't think I would have been able to meet them otherwise.

You guys have every right to be mad at me. Heck, I am mad at myself. I understand completely. There's nothing worse than an author abandoning their work, with an exception of maybe discontinuing it without telling anyone. Which is why I decided to let you know beforehand, and not leave you in the dark. You are my very precious readers, who deserve my apologizes and explanations.

I won't delete Bloody Games from my profile, since it's kind of where I met my friends, as I said already, and I'm that sentimental. If there is someone out there who would be interested, I'm ready to give the story to adoption. If you're interested, just let me know and I'll follow you and read it ^^.

I think that it's about everything I could have said.

Once again, I'm terribly sorry for disappointing all of you. I might not deserve it, but I'd like to ask for forgiveness. Thank you for reading and being with me to this point. Anyone that would still like to talk with me, I'm always on this profile, so I'll definitely respond ^^.

Thank you, I'm sorry, and till the next time.

Fekete