A/N: Sorry for the delay! I was trying to do one a day, but we had inventory at work which messed with my scheduling. Hoping to get back on track today!
Dearest and Darling Albus,
Is that too much? That's probably too much. I just don't really know what's going to change between us. I don't know how you want me to act around you. Or if you want me to treat you different. All I know is that you kissed me.
That was my first kiss, did you know that? I'm sure you knew. I'm sure that's why you were smiling like that at me. Like a cat who'd pinned its prey. Or like…maybe you'd finally achieved the one thing you had always wanted in life. I can't be that one thing, right?
I'm pretty sure that wasn't your first kiss. You never talked about it. I don't know why you never talked about it. That date with Pammy Arlen? Sorry, she doesn't like to be called Pammy anymore. Pam-just-strictly-Pam Arlen. You never said anything but 'it went fine'. But I'm sure the two of you kissed. I don't think people can escape Madam Puddifoot's unkissed. And that's just the one date I knew about. Fourth year, you were definitely trying to get around. With girls. Never with other boys. Am I your first boy?
I hope I am.
I hope I'm the only boy you have ever wanted to kiss. I know that might make me temporary…if you don't like boys like that. We've never really talked about it. We still haven't really talked about it. You kissed me and then you looked around to make sure no one saw. Dad was out; I don't know who would've seen. And then you kissed me again – long and intimate. Then made sure to tell me that you don't want anyone to know. Which only makes me feel even more temporary, to be honest. But I think I've decided I don't care.
Albus Severus Potter – I won't tell no one about that kiss. As long as you can promise me you won't stop kissing me. Is that a deal we can agree upon?
Please tell me it is,
Scor
