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I consider myself an orphan even though I'm just disowned by my parents. You're probably wondering why. It's simply because I like dicks and not tits, I like guys and not girls. It's because I'm gay. I'm a disgusting faggot, their words not mine.

I got kicked out of my house when I was 15 and now I'm now 17 years old. It was hard to live on my own at first but you get used to being homeless and lonely with the time.

I used to have friends, plenty of them, but it turned out that they only liked me for my money or better yet my parents' money and my looks. None of them liked me for me which is why they left me on my own the second they knew about my sexual orientation and me being disowned.

I now go to a public high school instead of a private one. And though nobody here knows about me being disowned and gay, I still get bullied and tormented for my appearance and of course being 'Too pretty to be a boy' by mostly the three hockey players who rule this high school. Kendall Knight, Logan Mitchell and Carlos Garcia.

In this hell hole, I'm just considered their play thing, their punching bag and according to what they say it's all I'm good for and even though I know it's not true, those words hurt more than their kicks and punches ever could.

Kendall Knight is the tallest of them; he is about 5'9. He has beautiful soft blonde hair, with shining green eyes to match. He also has pale skin that literally shines in the sunlight. He is every gay guy and every girl walking wet dream .His voice is the softest voice I've ever heard in my life which makes me always wonder if he likes singing like me.

Logan Mitchell is around 5'5 .He has spiked black hair and chocolate-brown eyes, he is very pale. It kind of suits him but not like my Kendall. He is very smart but unfortunately he uses that for his own advantages.

And lastly, Carlos Garcia, the shortest one of them, he is about 5'4. He has short black hair, with brown eyes. He also has caramel skin. He's like addicted to doing stunts which is probably why he is always wearing his hockey helmet.

No one could ever be compared to Kendall Knight, in my eyes he was perfection despite him being a complete douche bag.

I seriously have no idea what I did to provoke the three of them; I don't know what I did to make them hate me so much. I swear I could see pure hatred in their eyes which brings me nightmares when I sleep that is if I ever sleep at all. I really want to end this misery and just kill myself, I mean it's not like anybody would miss the homeless gay kid, but I refuse to give them the satisfaction by giving them what they want. I'll fight and I'll do my best to be remembered in this world by not the homeless disowned gay kid but by James Diamond the guy who fought and won a rough battle and became the most successful homosexual he could ever be.

But for now, all I can do is manage to get through high school and then of course follow my undying dream of being a singer. With these thoughts in mind, I pulled my blanket and with a smile upon my lips tried to get some sleep so I can face a harsh school day tomorrow praying to make it alive for yet another day.