I thank the heavens everyday for finding this abandoned house. At least I have a roof over my head, and luckily now I'm not a homeless and I don't sleep on the streets which I used to before I found my new home.

It's time for school, I have a feeling that this day will suck badly. I mean I barely slept last night. I'm so not ready to get bullied today. Please god, I know my luck is terrible but help me avoid them for just today.

It's already lunch time and I haven't seen them, maybe my luck is getting better after all, maybe I won't go home beaten up today…maybe I-

"Hey Kendall, there's the fag."

Spoke too soon, I knew this was too good to be true. Well, it was nice while it lasted. Just brace yourself James.

"Oh yeah, how are you today cocksucker?" Kendall said as coldly as possible.

I chose not to answer which was a bad idea because Carlos slapped me as he spat at me:"He asked you a fucking question homo."

"I-I'm fine…" I managed to stutter out while looking at the ground not daring to look in their hatred filled eyes. I hated this so much. I fucking hate what they do to me. I fucking hate that I can't stand up to them. I fucking hate that I can't fight back but mostly I hate my fucking life.

"Wrong answer, pretty boy" Said Logan, laughing.

"Of course it's the wrong answer, you know why stupid? Because as long as you're a filthy faggot you're NEVER gonna be fine" Said Kendall through a harsh laughter soon joined by the students in the school lunchroom.

Ouch, that hurts, it hurts so bad knowing that Kendall was the one to say it. This proves that he won't ever love me like I love him, this means that I can just stop getting my hopes up, this means that I'm not worthy of him and never will be. By the time this thoughts poisoned my head, I was already crying.

"Awe, look guys the faggot is crying" Carlos said, laughing. I quickly shook my head trying to both say no and to stop the tears from falling.

"Don't cry you little bitch, we didn't even beat you …yet." Kendall sneered out while Logan and Carlos poked me commanding me to stand up.

"P-Please n-not t-t-today K-Kendall…" I stuttered out still unable to stop the tears from falling, I sounded so pathetic but I knew what was coming the second they started humiliating me. It always comes down to this. After their insults, they always beat me up leaving me black and blue with blood stained already rugged and torn clothes. I thought that after a year of this torment, I'll get used to it but my hopes were in vain because I'm still hurting.

"Shut your filthy mouth bitch. DON'T EVER SAY MY FUCKING NAME AGAIN, UNDERSTOOD?" Kendall yelled, making me flinch in fright. I chose to answer this time.

"Y-Yes." I whimpered scared shitless of what was going to happen next.

"Good boy, but just to make sure I'm gonna teach you a lesson you'll never forget." Kendall said with a dark chuckle that made my fast heart pace get even faster.

"Meet us in the ice rink after school pretty boy. Don't be late and don't you dare not show up…or else." Logan said, taunting me, as he also used the same dark chuckle as Kendall.

I didn't dare to question what 'or else' meant because I knew exactly what it meant, so I just nodded my head not daring to say another word.

"Great, see you later queer." Said Carlos right before the school bell rang.

AN: I'm still not completely sure where I'm going with this but I hope you like it so far otherwise I'll stop.