AN: I highly doubt that I'm able to update tomorrow so I've decided to update now, hope you enjoy this chapter.
Logan's POV:
We're currently in the ice rink waiting for James to show up and of course the unexpected and unwanted guest Dak but only I knew about Dak showing up. I've decided not to tell Kendall after all…I mean he will just know when James and Dak walk through that door …therefore I won't be the one making him mad…but I'm really worried about him…I know that only me and my Carlitos know about him being hopelessly in love with the pretty boy that it kills him every time that he bullies him. I probably said too much already, all will be revealed in good time…At least I hope so.
James' POV:
I can't believe that Dak is going to help me, I can't believe that somebody in this hell hole is finally standing up to me. He's definitely going to earn my trust after the encounter in the ice rink. I don't know why but I keep having this heavy pain in my heart…feels like it's aching and telling me that I shouldn't fully trust Dak,I shouldn't let my guards down…but also which is weird my brain is agreeing with my heart for once….But whatever, I should just let him help me…what harm could it do if I felt loved and saved for once in my life even if it's a lie I won't care right now…I'm that desperate for a little affection and will do anything and I mean anything to have some.
"Are you okay?" Dak asked me interrupting my inner turmoil.
"Yes I am." I told him, I knew it was a lie but I couldn't just let him know that I can't fully trust him, I couldn't let him know that he's not the one to fill the void in my heart.
"That's awesome, I'm glad that I have you now." He said smiling sweetly at me so I returned a fake smile so he wouldn't be suspicious.
"Me too Dak, really." James you filthy liar no wonder you're a disowned gay unloved child, no wonder the love of your life hates your guts, no wonder that you don't deserve love you liar….I hate this voice in my head always poisoning my thoughts, always making me cry but I couldn't shed tears right now, not in front of Dak…
"That's good to hear." Said Dak with the exact same sweet smile, what a great guy, why do you like me Dak? You'll regret it eventually, everybody did, my so called parents, my so called friends …EVERYONE.
We made it to the ice rink, I was a bit shaking with fear but Dak patted my back encouraging me to open the door and go for it…and also telling me to go first so he would make his entrance a surprise for them.
"James, I knew you would come. But seriously, 5 minutes late…that isn't going to make us go easy on you as planned." Said Kendall with an evil smirk that made chills go down my spine back and forth.
"I don't care anymore, Kendall." I worked up some courage because I deep down knew that Dak was going to help me…anytime now.
"What the fuck did I say about not saying my fucking name ever ag-"Kendall said, voice dripping in venom but he was luckily interrupted by Dak.
"Shut it Knight." Said Dak as he made his entrance making me smile because he showed up as promised.
"D-Dak, what in the fuck's name are you doing here with this fag none the less?" Kendall sneered out saying the word fag as if it was the most disgusting word ever.
"I SAID SHUT IT, and he's not a fag. He's my boyfriend." Dak said possessiveness dripping within his words making my stomach churn in happiness.
"Boyfriend? What do you mean by boyfriend?" Carlos said hissing with complete rage and anger…looking like he just blew a gasket.
"Come on Carlos, I know that you're not the brightest crayon in the box, but are you really that dumb?" Dak said giving him an evil smile that said 'yeah I went there'….
"Don't call him dumb you Jackass." Logan said defending his friend?
"Awe, that's so sweet. You're defending your Carlitos, Logie-Bear?" Said Dak turning his sweet voice to suddenly an evil voice that made me think…he knows something that I don't.
"H-How?…W-Why?….W-What?" Stuttered Logan shaking with fear feeling like his most well hidden secret is exposed in front of Dak…Déjà vu.
"Are you gonna finish any of those questions ?" Said Dak sarcasm obvious in his voice.
"Dak…stop it already…why are you doing this?" Said Kendall while trying to comfort his friends.
"Simple my naïve little Kendall, Revenge…" Said Dak with a dark chuckle…okay I'm lost, let's rewind, he just said revenge… what the fuck is going on with Dak?
"Revenge?" Asked Kendall confused as hell just like I am…answers Dak…I need answers.
"Yes, revenge for breaking my sister's and my friend's hearts." Dak stated, I could detect evil in his voice…but now that I remember, Kendall did date Mercedes Dak's twin and also Jo Taylor Dak's best friend.
"What does that have to do with you intimidating my friends and mostly why should I care that you're dating that little bitch over there?" ….why kendall? Why do you always have to make me feel worse than I already feel why can't you just let me be for once…is me being gay really this bad, that it makes you hate me so much…but it's not like I can control it, I was born this way…why can't people just understand this fact?
"Cut the act Kendall, we both know pretty well that you love him." Love me? yeah right…maybe you do Dak but Kendall will never love me even if the hell freezes and the pigs fly.
"Love him? Don't make me laugh Dak…I wouldn't love him even if I were gay, I wouldn't even love him if he was the last person on earth…I mean how could I possibly love a guy with beautiful mesmerizing hazel eyes, with soft silky hazelnut hair, with amazingly build body, with a beautiful soft angelic voice… how could I love a sweet innocent guy that endured my bullying and my harsh insults for years…. How could I love a beautiful person inside and out, how could I love such guy? how could I love the amazing James Diamond"...what's going on am I dreaming did the Kendall Knight just said that…oh god..this is really happening…oh god oh god oh god….
"Kendall…"Said Logan trying to calm the rumbling blonde.
"WHAT?"
"You just…" Started Carlos but was immediately interrupted by Kendall.
"Oh now, J-James..I'm…I-I-I…." Said Kendall stuttering unable to find the right words in this current situation.
"It's fine, r-really….I'm fine…e-everything's fine…I-I gotta go….I will see you tomorrow Dak." I ran out the door without looking back still shocked of what just happened, of what I just heard and ignoring anyone calling my name to come back…but I couldn't because I had to go home now…this was too much for me to handle in only one day.
