Kendall's POV :
The pain was beating on me like a drum. I guess I just bottled up my emotions for too long that I couldn't hold it in anymore. I wasn't able to control what came out of my mouth. It seemed like Dak pushed me too far that I confessed to James without even having the ability to stop myself from talking. I just kept my feelings hidden in my heart for too long, I've never fell hard for anyone before but I knew it was love at first sight ever since I laid my eyes on the beautiful James Diamond.
The poor guy was way too shocked that he ran away in tears, I can't say that I blame him due to the fact that I've been hurting the one I love deeply and truly for too long, always pushing him to crying and constantly insulting him. But in my defense I was forced to do so because I couldn't possibly ruin my reputation and my mostly my family image by being gay because according to them homosexuals should be dead and burned in hell. I feel like shit because I have to be perfect for them, I have to obey them. It's like I'm living just to please them. They would get rid of me as soon as they know about my sexual preference. I would be homeless and I couldn't possibly handle that. No teenager alive could live through the pain of being disowned by his own parents and obliged to live on the streets. My dream of being a famous hockey player would go down the drain and I just can't endure , I have to make things right.I have to apologize to James. No matter how hard it's going to be this must be done.
AN: There's a lot more to come. I'm sorry that this is way too short for your liking. I just wanted to update so bad and my mom keeps telling to shut down my computer and go to sleep because it's 'a school night'….anyways please review, it would make me happy.