Author's Note: Hey guys! Sorry I haven't updated for awhile, I've been really busy. I just wanted to say thanks for all the reviews and favorites, when I logged on today and saw I had 17 reviews I was just like, wow. So thanks so much, and here's chapter 4!

Tris' POV:

The next morning, Tobias is still on my mind. Why did he just run out? At first, I was convinced that he was jealous. But it couldn't be that. Luckily I found Christina right after he left so I wasn't alone at Zeke's party. I told her what happened and she went off to find him while I just went home.

It's a good thing I don't have work today, because even though I slept around 10 hours, I'm still tired. I pull the blankets off myself reluctantly and shudder as the cold hits my body, forming goosebumps. I hop into the shower and turn the water to cold even though I'm already freezing, hoping it'll wake me up.

I shampoo and condition my hair, then wash my body. I shut off the water and reach for a towel, wrapping it snuggly around me as I debate on what I should wear today. I finally settle on a black off the shoulder top that shows off my tattoos and a pair of dark blue skinny jeans. For shoe I slip on a pair of black leather boots that go up to my knee, and just skip makeup entirely. I can't make it look even half as good as when Christina does it, so why bother with it at all?

I leave my hair down and comb out the knots, and walk out of my room and towards the cafeteria. When I push open the door I'm surprised to see only Christina sitting at my usual table, instead of everyone else. I get a bad feeling in my gut when I see she looks worried.

Did she even find Tobias last night? I sit down next to her and wrack my mind for what question I should ask first, but Christina speaks before I even have a chance to say anything at all.

"The others are zip lining," she tells me, and I feel a sting of hurt at why they didn't invite me. I push it away and wait for her to say something about Tobias.

Christina seems to notice my anxiousness and gives me a small smile, but it's coated in worry. "I didn't find him last night. I have no idea where he is and it's scaring me to death, Tris!" she exclaims, tears forming in her perfect brown eyes.

Worry washes over me like water. She didn't find him last night? Where could he be? This isn't good, isn't good at all.

"Are you absolutely sure you looked everywhere?" I ask, hoping the answer will be no, that she forgot to look somewhere and that Tobias is sleeping safely in his room.

But Christina nods and now, I'm not just worried, I'm scared. But I'm also frustrated. I shouldn't even care that he's missing! I'm not his girlfriend, that's Christina's role. I'm just some initiate that he only socializes with because I'm his girlfriends best friend. Pain nips at me at that last part but I ignore it. I shouldn't feel any pain at the thought of him not liking me.

"I looked everywhere. I just have no idea where he could be," Christina's voice cracks and now tears are rolling down her cheeks.

I'm about to reply when Uriah walks in, and comes over to us. He sits on the opposite side of the table and smiles at me, but it disappears when he sees Christina's tear stained face.

"Hey, what's wrong?" he asks gently, and I fight the urge to smile. Uriah's always so kind to everyone, no matter who it is and what's going on. His life could be total crap but he's still gonna be cheerful and be nice to everyone else. That's why it's fantastic to be friends with him. I wonder why he didn't go zip lining.

Christina wipes her tears away, embarassed. "I can't find Four anywhere. He left Zeke's party last night and we haven't seen him since," she says, gesturing to me.

Uriah nods, but I can't help to notice that he doesn't look very worried. "Oh. Well, I'm sure he'll show up somewhere," he tells her with a smile.

I glance at him and feel annoyance bubbling up inside of me. Seriously? Christina is crying and that's all he can say? I'm sure he'll show up somewhere? I want to scream in frustration, but I can't lash out now.

"So, why didn't you go zip lining?" I question Uriah, trying to get my mind off Tobias.

Uriah shrugs. "I dunno. I didn't want to wake up early, I guess," he laughs.

I smile at him, but it's a lame attempt. Uriah doesn't seem to notice.

"I was wondering if you wanted to do something today?" he asks, a blush creeping onto his cheeks.

I bite my lip. I don't want to turn him down or hurt him, but I'm really not interested. I really wish he would just move on. The truth is, I would much rather search for Tobias.

"I can't, sorry. I already promised Christina I'd go shopping with her," I lie, glancing at Christina.

Christina looks confused, and then she smirks at me.

"Oh, yes. Tris just loves shopping," she says, holding back a laugh at how stupid the lie is.

Thankfully Uriah doesn't know me well enough to know that I hate shopping. I glare at Christina and turn back to Uriah, who looks dejected.

"Oh. Well, if anything clears up let me know," he says with a half smile.

I feel guilty for rejecting him as he walks away, and then I let out a sigh of relief once he's gone and turn to Christina, who's beaming at me.

"So, shopping?" she asks, arching an eyebrow.

I'm about to protest, but then I remember that her boyfriend is missing. This is the least I can do to cheer her up. And I do need some new clothes.

"Shopping it is," I agree, flinching as she squeals and hugs me.

I can't believe I agreed to this.

Author's Note: So, that was short, but I made myself get on the computer and type it out. Are you guys wondering where Tobias is? Wondering who Tris likes? Find out in the next chapter! :)