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Chp. 4

"Did you not just hear a word I said? I'm pouring my heart out here! Geez, it's all about you isn't it? Everything's about Addison..."

"I think I have feelings for Meredith Grey."

"The floor is all yours."

"I had lunch with her today and that was the best half hour that I've had in a long time and I kind of just I didn't want it to end and I get this fluttery feeling whenever she touches me and she just makes me happy...and I don't know why or when I started feeling these things for her but all I know is that it hit me like a ton of bricks and I can't make it go away." Addison explained.

"Have you tried talking to her about it?"

"No, and I don't plan to... I'm just going to wait it out and wait until they go away. Besides, she's with Derek." Addison stated as the shrieking of her pager made her jump. "I've gotta go." Addison said as she walked out of her office.

"Talk to her Addison!" Callie yelled as the redhead dashed out of her office, even though she was sure the redhead wouldn't.

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Meredith sat playing with the hem of her scrub top nervously as she sat in Addison's office.

"Hey." Meredith greeted as the neonatal surgeon stepped into the office.

"Hi, Meredith..." Addison replied a bit surprised to see the very person she was trying to avoid sitting on her desk.

"I was wondering if maybe you wanted to go to Joe's with me for a drink?"

"I umm... actually I uh, have some paperwork to finish up but thanks for asking." Addison said with a smile as she tried to avoid making eye contact with the blonde because she was sure that if she did, she would tackle the blonde down on her desk and rip all her clothes off.

"Oh okay..." Meredith said as she tried to mask the disappointment she felt. "Maybe tomorrow?"

"Actually I'm busy tomorrow too...Sorry." Addison lied.

"What's wrong with you Addison? Ever since we had lunch you've been avoiding me like the plague... You barely spoke to me during surgery and now you're making up excuses so you don't have to be with me!" Meredith finished.

"Nothing I'm just...busy."

"Seriously what is wrong with you?"

"Just drop it Meredith!" Addison yelled.

"What is your problem Addiso-" Meredith was cut off as Addison's lips crashed against her own.

"That is my problem Meredith!" Addison mumbled as Meredith put her hands on the redhead's shoulders. "What are you doi-" was all Addison could get out before the intern had pinned her to the wall.

Meredith kissed the redhead feverishly and slid her tongue into Addison's mouth as her hands slid down Addison's sides. The blonde's kisses moved down to Addison's neck then to her collarbone as she started unbuttoning the attending's blouse.

"Meredith." Addison managed to say between ragged breaths.

"Come home with me." Meredith said as she moved her hands behind Addison's back to unclip her bra.

"What?"

"Come home with me."

"I umm... I don't know that that's such a good idea... I mean you're with Derek and...Jesus Christ Meredith!" Addison yelped as the blonde teased Addison's hardened nipples.

"You still so sure it's a bad idea?" Meredith said in a husky voice as the redhead squirmed beneath her.

"Okay...Meet me at my hotel."

"Perfect." The blonde said as she picked up her bag from the couch and sauntered out of the office... It was going to be a good night.

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