Author's Note- Thank you so much for all of the feedback, it always encourages me to update sooner:) I didn't proofread this one before I uploaded it so I could get it out faster so I apologize if there are any errors. Hope you enjoy the chapter and please R&R.

Chp. 9

"Mer, Meredith please come out, it wasn't my fault you know that!" Addison pleaded through the locked on call room door.

"Just leave Addison. I just…I just need some time." Meredith choked out between sobs.

"Mer…"

"Just get the hell out Addison. I don't want to see you anymore so just leave!"

1 hour earlier

Meredith awoke to the smell of bacon and freshly cooked waffles drifting in from the kitchen. She slowly got out of Addison's bed and made her way towards the kitchen where she found Addison cooking in nothing but her Yale hoodie and a black, lacy thong. The blonde creeped over to the redhead and wrapped her arms around the neonatal surgeon's waist and placed soft kisses along her neck.

"Hey you." Addison said as she leaned back to meet Meredith's lips in a good morning kiss.

"Hey…You made breakfast?"

"Well yeah…I just figured since you haven't been able to keep down any of your food lately."

Meredith was two months pregnant and had a hard time keeping down much of anything.

"Well thank you." Meredith replied with a smile as she grabbed her plate off the counter.

"Hey Mer, try to be ready to go in half an hour so I can squeeze in your ultrasound before I have to see any patients."

"Okay, sounds good."

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Meredith and Addison drove in a comfortable silence on their way to the hospital.

"Mer, are you okay?" Addison asked hesitantly.

"Yeah baby, why?" Meredith pondered, as she reached for the redhead's hand across the center console.

"It's just…You just broke up with Derek and I don't want you to feel like I rushed you into anything. If you want some time to think…"

"Addison." Meredith interrupted, cutting the redhead's rant short. "there's nothing to think about, you're all I want. So lets get this ultrasound over with and maybe we can spend some more time before you have to operate, okay?"

"Okay." Addison replied with a smile.

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"It's gonna feel a little cold." Addison said out of habit as she spread the gel on Meredith's abdomen.

"I know." Meredith replied teasingly.

"Right." Addison said sheepishly.

"Okay so…" Addison started, but immediately stopped as she anxiously zoomed in on the fetus, hoping to god she was wrong.

"Addison, what's wrong, honey?" Meredith asked nervously.

"Nothing, nothing…I'm just gonna run some tests."

"Addison don't bullshit me. What's wrong with my baby?"

"I told you Mer, its just some precautionary tests"

"You know damn right that's a lie, Addison. Tell me what the fuck is going on!" Meredith demanded.

"I…I can't find a heartbeat."

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Author's Note- So, lots happening in this chapter…Will Meredith lose her baby? Are Addison and Meredith gonna stay together? Stay tuned to find out!:)