Point o' No Return – 31st December 2011
Those idjits, Gabriel and Balthazar got Cas high. An' are findin' it very funny! They came into me cabin giggling an' left me with Cas who declared, 'I think I feel it happening' before raiding me supplies. I didn't mind that too much till he started blathering about the purity of the universe and the sanctity of life. I never did like listening to the god squad's ramblings about higher powers. Eventually I got bored an' told Cas about how much Dean wanted to hear about the flight pattern of a bumblebee, I can't say I felt guilty about sending the stoner his way either, 'till it all kicked off. Eventually I heard Dean shouting at Cas for 'not shutting the hell up' and Cas shout back, 'You don't care anymore. You aren't my friend! I wish I never raised you from…' I wheeled my way outside in time to see Cas struggle to say perdition and run into Chuck's cabin. Dean kinda looked torn for a bit before bellowing 'I wish you didn't too' grab the nearest beer and head back inside his cabin.
Sometimes I have to agree with Cas and I wish Dean hadn't been brought back, he hasn't been the same since, but leavin' him there wouldn't fix anything, he broke the first seal to free Lucifer before he got out and he's certainly saved our asses more times 'n I can count. The kid jus' needs a little guidance sometimes. In a way Sam was his conscious, the ying to his yang, that didn't sound as stupid in my head, but it's true. Cas 'n I are all he has left now, an' I'll be damned if I let them drift apart because of pig headedness.
Bobby Singer