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Chapter 18- Not So Sweet Home

"So what did you think kiddo?" Charlie asked. I sighed. "It was nice." I shrugged. "Bells. Are you alright sweetie?" Charlie asked with a hint of concern in his voice. "Its just I miss our old house." I told him.

"Me too. But we can't live off The Black's and Cullen's forever." Charlie stated. Speak for yourself. "Bella." Alice squealed. "So Charlie how did it go?" Alice asked in her usual perky tone.

"Uh. Good I'd say. Except Bella isn't really into the whole house hunting." Charlie said while scratching his head. Alice smiled at Charlie but her eyes flickered to mine. I knew I was going to hear it now.

"Well have a good day." Alice said. "Bye dad." I called out. Alice waved as Charlie pulled away. Three, two, one. "Bella." Alice snapped. "I know you miss Edward. But it isn't fair to Charlie." Alice reminded me.

"Alice. Its been a month. And there has been no word from Edward." I said. "He's fine." Alice assured me. "Alice. Why is he still there?" I asked desperately. "I know you're not telling me something." I accused.

Alice looked away and smiled. "Rosalie." Alice sang. "Alice. Bella." Rosalie said. "How about the three of us go shopping?" Alice mused. "You mean shop for me." I snickered. Rosalie giggled at my comment.

"Fine. Do you have a better idea?" Alice glared. "Actually I was planning on seeing Jacob." I said quickly. "Jacob. You mean the one you haven't talked to since Italy?" Alice said. "Yeah." I said. Alice pouted her lips and gave me a sad look.

"Fine." I huffed. "But after I'm going La Push." I said sternly. Alice jumped and down. "Let's go." She grinned. We headed toward Alice's car. "I call back seat." I informed them. "Silly Bella." Alice giggled.

"Ah. It took me quiet a deal to find you." Demetri said as he stood in front of me. "Demetri." I said in disbelief. Rosalie and Alice quickly stood by myside. "Buongiorno Alice." He greeted.

"What are you doing here?" Alice hissed. Rosalie and Alice placed themselves in front of me. "I'm only here to deliver a message for the girl." He said raising his hands. "A message?" Rosalie questioned.

"From Edward." He confirmed. "Edward." I whispered. I pushed my way to the front. "What is it?" I asked nervously. "I'm afraid I have to give you the message in private." He stated.

"Ok." I answered immediately. "No." Alice snarled. I turned around to face Alice. "Its for me. And I want to." I defended. "No. He's not to be trusted." Alice told me. "Rosalie." Alice said. "I'm sorry." She shrugged.

Rosalie grabbed my arms and restrained me. "Stop it!" I yelled. I couldn't explain my behavior but when it came to Edward I was desperate. "Tell us the message now or go back to Italy." Alice announced.

"Very well." He sighed. He pulled out a letter and handed it to Alice. "Till we meet again. Bella." Demetri smirked. Rosalie released me when he was long gone. "The letter." I pleaded. Alice handed me the letter. I tore the envelope open and began reading.

Dear Bella,

I'm afraid I won't be able to return to Forks ever. Aro has made me an offer I can not refuse. I want you to move on and start your life. The way you were intended to before I showed up and intervened. Forgive me Bella. By the time this letter reaches you, I shall no longer be in Italy. I do not wish to be found. Please don't do anything foolish. Charlie needs you and so does Jacob. Good Bye Bella.

I traced his letters as the meaning of the note was crystal clear. He didn't want me anymore. "Bella. What did he say?" Alice asked. "I have to go." I said softly. I ran toward my truck and started the engine. I needed to get away and clear my thoughts.

I sped off onto the highway as my vision became blurry. I wiped away the unwelcomed tears. They didn't stop pouring. I looked over at the letter on the seat. I sobbed as I continued driving. "Edward." I said.

I heard honking as I looked up. The sky was pouring and the sky was a dark gray. I signaled for the car to pass, the car zoomed by me. Breathing became difficult as I remembered the first time I saw Edward.

I knew I didn't deserve him but to lose him yet again was unbearable. My heart couldn't cope with the pain. I focused on the letter as I drove at a steady paste. I looked up at the road and gasped as a speeding car swerved crazily toward me.

I quickly turned the wheel hoping to dodge the car. The crash was inevitable as the road was narrow. The car hit the side of my truck. I gripped the steering wheel as my car flipped. The glass shattered as the car tumbled down.

I opened my eyes slowly as the car came to a stop. I tried to move my aching body. I looked around the destroyed vehicle. I cautiously tried to eject my seat belt. The car had landed sideways.

The drivers side was on the ground. I unbuckled the seat belt and winced as I applied pressure to my wrist. "Great. Broke again." I muttered to myself. I got up slowly and climbed to the passengers side. I pushed myself up as I climbed through the broken window.

My head was throbbing as I forced myself out of the car. I rested on the door as I inhaled the fresh air. I looked down at the road. The only way down was to jump.

I pulled out a piece of glass that dug into my side. I cringed as the glass hit the ground. I became dizzy as the smell of blood overwhelmed me. I touched my forehead and shuddered as I looked at my finger which was now covered in blood.

I felt weak as I tried to regulate my breathing. "Edward." I whispered weakly. My eyes became heavy and my hearing distant. I swayed side to side as maintaining a stable balance became impossible.

I bit my lower lip as I pulled another piece of glass from my hip. I threw the glass at the ground. I was far to weak to jump down. "Are you alright down there?" A man shouted. I opened my mouth to reply but my throat was dry.

I cleared my throat hoping to speak. "Help." I said soundless. I cringed as a sharp pain pierced my insides. I opened my sweater and winced. I pulled my sweater off and pressed it against my wounded hip.

I closed my eyes as the pain became excruciating. "I'm coming down there!" The man shouted. I tried to remain stable but it was pointless. I was losing too much blood. I fell backward and went through the broken window. I shrieked as my back hit the ground.

Great back where I started. I tried to move cautiously but my body demanded to be still. I honked the horn hoping to alert someone that I was alive. For now.

I heard a car approaching and the engine dying instantly. "Bella." A musical voice called. I smiled as I imagined Edward coming to my rescue. "Bella. I'm coming." The voice informed me. My eyes blinked uncontrollable as a pair of strong hands ripped the car door off.

"Bella!" They said terrified. "Edward." I said softly. My eyes shut against my will. The same pair of hands grabbed me and shielded me as they broke the windshield. They sprinted out and placed me on the ground gently.

"Bella. Can you hear me?" A velvet voice asked. "Bella." They cried. I forced my eyes open and try to make out the figure that held me. My eyes shut instantaneously. A few footsteps approached us as I layed unware of who's arms were holding me.