I'm trying to finish this story and upload the rest of the chapters today (if I can) because I'm sure I will be very busy next week. So if you have any suggestions about the story better say it now because I'm already working on the next chapter.:)
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Anyways, here's another one.. Enjoy! ^_^
RACHEL's POV
"What happened?" I asked her as I found her sitting on the bench. "We saw you two very intense from there." I sat next to her.
"Just fuck off, Rach." She replied still looking at the beach while playing the sad with her feet.
"Noah said we should have a bonfire tonight and sing some silly songs like old times." trying to change the subject, allowing her to open up on her free will.
She just sighs then looks at my direction.
"Walk with me." I just nod then followed her.
We've been walking by the sea shore for more than fifteen minutes when finally she spoke.
"I don't know what to feel anymore." She let out a deep sigh. "I want her but its just fucking complicated!" She stops walking then sat on the sand. I did the same.
"Everything in life is complicated Santana." I commented while looking at the sea where the sky and ocean seams connected. "But it doesn't mean you need to give up."
"She's jealous with B." she laughs a little shaking her head. "Unbelievable, I just love Britt now as my best friend."
"I know." I'm starting to feel cold so I bend my knees and embrace myself. Santana did the same then rest her chin on top of her knees.
"I love it when you don't talk paragraphs." she gently elbowed my arm, we both laugh when I fell on the other side.
After I removed the sands on my other arm I sit straight then look back at her seriously. "That is because I am hoping that you would do all the talking." I smiled at her.
"You wish." She said back joking.
"No need, always works."She was about to say something but she was interrupted by the sound of my phone. I held out a finger at her to stop her from talking then I answered it.
"Rachel Berry." Santana just rolled her eyes. She hates how I answer my phone. She finds it inappropriate to tell the caller my entire name because according to her they obviously knew who they are calling in the first place. Well honestly I already broke that habit, I just want to tease her right now. I do that every time she's beside me when I have a call. "Yes, we're fine Quinn."
She looked at me when I mentioned Quinn's name. "We'll be back before dinner. Okay. Bye." I place back the phone in my pocket then turn to her. "She's worried."
"Don't care." She said coldly.
"Common San, her wedding is next week, aren't gonna do something about it." I told her a bit irritated.
"The more reason I shouldn't care and no." I just sigh.
I hate it when she's being stubborn. I reached for her arm so she would look at me. "Listen Santana, I know she hurt you before and it still hurts now, but believe me, that Quinn there is way far from being happy. She's hurting too and I could tell by the way she looks at you when she thought no one else was looking. I could see how she stops herself from attacking you and Britt every time you're with her." I said in a firm voice. She had this confuse look which means she's listening to every word I say.
"I love you both San and it would be great to see you together but I care about you more. I'm scared that both of you are denying yourselves with happiness."
She shook her head. "You don't know shit Berry."
"Then tell me." I challenged her. "Make me understand."
She breathes in and out. "She had the chance to come back to me three years ago but she didn't " her voice cracked. I was a bit taken a back with the information but kept quiet. "But instead she chooses to be with him, again." She continued while forcefully wiping her tear. My heart sank. I hate seeing her like this. "She can't fucking leave him because he had no one besides her."
I put my hand on her back and slowly rub circles on it. "I'm sorry." That's all I could say to her. I didn't know about this side of the story. Now I'm starting to get mad at Quinn now, although I know I don't have the right to be. Then suddenly I remembered what Quinn said to me when I went to meet her at New Haven.
"Help her to..f-forget me."Then that's what I'm going to do.
SANTANA's POV
Rachel has been quiet during our walk back at the house. Impossible, I know right? Should I be glad? But my Mexican-third eye tells me otherwise. She's not paying any attention to me but she would constantly shook her head then bit her lip. When finally we're few yards from the beach house, I grabbed her arm then make her stop walking.
"Seriously Berry, you're creeping me out." She looked at me questioningly. "You do realize that we just had fifteen minutes of quiet walk. Complete silence! "Emphasizing on the word.
She just laughs at me then took my hand. Now it's my turn to be confused on her action. We never hold hands. Never! But I didn't pulled it back, I'm more that curious to know what she's up to. I just let her guide us back inside.
"Hey guys, sorry. We didn't realize it's late already." Twelve pairs of confused eyes landed on us then down on our joined hands. All of them are gathered on the living room watching a movie.
When I pulled my hand from her, Kurt gave me a huge grin. What the fuck is going on with this two?!
"You should've called us." Quinn said seriously.
"Again sorry, Sanny and I were having so much fun lost track of the time." Rachel said matching Quinn's glare. Everyone noticed how Quinn's eyebrow arched. Seriously, if no one speak up and break the tension, we'll be in trouble. Angry Quinn is not everyone would like to see.
Puck whistled. "What kind of fun?" I just gave him a sharp look. He just shrugs grinning.
"I didn't know you're gay for Santana, Berry." Sam teased her but what surprised everyone is she didn't correct him. She just stood there grinning.
"Oh my! Rach are you blushing?" Blaine asked her. WTF! I decided to step in before this get worst.
"Stop with the interrogations. We're here safe, so drop it. Now preggy, scoop. I wants to sit my sexy ass on the couch." I said to Tina which I earned a scowl from her. She moved closer to Kurt. Quinn is sited on the small couch on our right while everyone else was sitting on the comforters spread on the carpet.
I'm ready to watch the movie when suddenly Rachel decided to sit on my lap. Everyone once again looked at us with huge grin on their faces. "The fuck, Rach!"
"I don't want to sit on the floor, besides you're more comfty." She sweetly said as she cling her arm on my neck then glances back at Quinn who's eyes are now flaming with anger.
"I told you Sanny, you're like a teddy bear comfty." Brittany added smiling at us.
"Hey Lezbro, How come I didn't know about that?" Puck said wiggling his eyebrows which makes everyone chuckle, except Quinn.
I threw a pillow at him then gave him a death glare.
"Coz you're a sweaty pig after." He just laughs.
"Okay enough with the gory sex comments, let's focus on the movie." Kurt said making anyone to turn back their attention to the movie. I took this as an opportunity to talk to Rachel.
"You owe me an explanation later, hobbit." I whispered to her ear making sure Tina or Quinn wouldn't hear me. She just chuckled quietly but still Quinn noticed.
"Meet me at my room after this." She just replied then winked at me. I shook my head smiling then just watch the rest of the movie.
I have a feeling what's going on here. You're so on Berry.
QUINNS's POV
Calm down Quinn. You know that Rachel would never do this on purpose. I thought trying to calm myself. I glanced again at them and see Rachel's hand playing with Santana's hair. I can't take this anymore. I looked away when a tear fell down. I'm very thankful that it's a bit dark here, so no one noticed.
I fell asleep in the middle of the movie, maybe because my eyes hurt after silently crying. When I looked around I saw everyone sleeping as well except for Santana and Rachel. I spring out of the couch nervously then looked for them at the kitchen. No one was there then I went to check every room downstairs but still no Santana or Rachel.
When I passed near the stairways, I heard some noise from upstairs. My heart skip a bit when I realized it was Rachel's giggles. I bit my lip as I walk upstairs.
"Please don't let it be them." I whispered as I walk towards Rachel's designated room.
I froze in front of the door when I heard Santana moan.
"Hmm, fuck Berry, harder!" that was San's voice. I gasp.
I covered my mouth with both of my hands to keep a sound from getting out. I slowly stepped back then ran straight to my room. My hands are trembling and I feel light headed. I opened the door of my room then lock it behind me. I leaned on the door for support as I cry. I don't care if they can hear me downstairs, all I know is my heart hurts very much.
I can't feel my legs anymore so I let myself slide on the floor slowly. I cried for hours until my eyes ran dry. After a minute I hear some footsteps then followed by soft knocks.
"Quinn, dinner's ready." Kurt said trying to turn the knob. "It's lock." I heard him talking to someone else. I did not respond hoping they would just give up and go away. Then I heard another footstep approaching them.
"You wouldn't guess who just did the walk of shame out of Berry's room!" It's Mercedes. I move my head closer at the door to listen to them. "And why are we standing here outside?"
"Quinn won't open up." So its Tina who's Kurt is talking to a while ago. "Is it Santana?"
I heard Kurt's and Tina's gasp.
"No way!" Kurt said.
"Yes way girl." Mercedes confirmed.
"She lives with the two of you right? You should've seen this one coming." Tina said to Kurt.
"Let's continue this in my room after dinner." Kurt whispered. Then again I heard footsteps but after few seconds the noises are gone.
I bit my lip hard trying to not mind the hurt I'm feeling in my chest. I'm so tired of crying. "Please make it stop!" I whispered with a crack voice. I don't want to hurt anymore.
I want to use Brittany to make Quinn jealous more but I don't have the heart to make sad in the end (I love Brittany so much) so I made a major change in my original plan.
I hope you still like it though. Well did you? *fingers crossed* ^_^
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