Hi guys, so I figured to post this one since it's already done. This chapter is a bit different. No interactions just POVs of main characters. Hopefully it answers some of your questions. Charlie's POV to follow because I gave him the whole chap 17 and I'm still working on the last part.. :)

Boringsiot: I agree with the Britt story line..Thanks for noticing. I'm always nervous when I include her.. kinda like her (a bit). LOL :D

On chapter 18, It's focused on Santana's life in NY, Fresh start for her. I'll probably post it tomorrow with chap 17.

Thanks again for the reviews. ^_^

SANTANA's POV

I glance at my bedside clock. It's already four pm which means the wedding is over. That was the hardest one hour of my life.

My whole body hurts. I can't even move my arms or legs. I just lie here on my bead and stare at the ceiling. Wishing that it would do the honor of crashing into me and end this shit.

I feel light headed. Is it because I just had pizza or haven't had enough sleep (did I? Shit! I can't remember if I slept or not) for two days?

Fuck! Is breathing really this hard? Every breathe I make feels like there's a dagger in my heart that plunges on every air I take in. I bit my lip because If I don't I'm gonna cry hard. And I did plenty of those since I arrived here in NY.

QUINN's POV

The wedding's over. The only thing that kept me going through this is the thought of my baby having a perfect family. The one that I didn't had. I gave up Beth and there is nothing I could do about it but this one, this is mine and I'm gonna do what is right by my child.

I considered leaving Charlie after that night San kissed me in my room. I showered early to go to her room and tell her my plan of going away with her. To tell her that I love her and I choose her. That I want to spend the rest of my life with my one true love, which is her.

But my life went crumbling down when I saw the pregnancy kit in the bathroom. I've been a week late but I don't mind since it happens most of the time. The weird thing is, it's like there is a force urging me to get one and try it. So I did and there's that feeling again when I found out that I was pregnant with Beth.

Britt's right. From that exact moment, I became Lucy again. I am scared, weak and pathetic.

None of my friends could understand but somehow Santana did. She knew how badly I needed this, for me to be whole again as a person.

RACHEL's POV

Finally watching this wedding is over. But I can't help but notice that there's something definitely off with Frannie and Charlie. I can't put my fingers into it but there is something for sure. I wanted to talk to her but I got so focused on Quinn that I forgot to ask her.

And now, Frannie's nowhere to be found, again! Suspicious, right? I should tell Kurt and Mercedes about this maybe they'll help me figure this out before we leave tonight.

When Santana told me that Quinn is pregnant I finally understand why she can't choose her. Shelby told me before that something inside her died when she gave me away to my dads. She said that all of the feelings she had, regret was the most unbearable. Every time she see a young girl she'll feel worse. But when she had Beth, suddenly that hole was patched.

Santana said that she could only complete Quinn as a person but this child will complete her as a woman. I couldn't believe how someone could know another so much. Unconditional love? Maybe.

BRITTANY's POV

After the wedding, Rachie and Kurt immediately went back to NY. And so are the others. Sanny need her friends and since she has Rachie and Kurt, I decided to stay behind to make sure that I am here for Lucy. Yeah, I know she'll be spending her time now with her husband but still, I am hoping she'll talk to me or whatever.

I know she's pregnant. I saw her yesterday subtly rubbing her tummy when she thought no one is looking at her. She did that before when she had Beth.

Sanny had this insecurity before of not being able to give Lucy a child in the future. She knew how she wants to be a mother, again. I spent weeks trying to ask Mr. Google (with the help of Mr. Tubbington), to find out if it is possible for Sanny to get her pregnant. But eventually I gave up when Mr. Google told me that no results are found which is related to this subject. What's that even mean?

I can't believe people ask him all the time. He's not that smart, you know. So going back to my two favorite girls in the whole wide world, I just wish that after Lucy has this child she'll finally be Q again so that Sanny and her will be forever with little Quinnie or Quinton.

That's what I want for my two besties. For them to be happy together but I think the time is not right, yet.

JUDY's POV

I imagined Quinn's wedding day very different from this. Yes I wanted for her to have a luxury wedding but I also expected her to be happy. But that bride I saw is way far from being happy. Her smiles don't even reach her eyes.

Unlike her smile when Santana come over at our house for study group or when she comes home from her house. That's my favorite smile of hers. It warms my heart seeing her that happy. But I got scared for her. I knew from that moment that my Quinnie is different when she's with Santana.

I saw how she secretly feels something for Santana. Since Lucy became Quinn, I never saw her cry. But then one night I saw her crying on her bed, face buried on her pillow and cursing Noah. I was about to go inside to scold her but then I heard what she said.

She hates Noah for taking Santana's virginity. That's when I realized that was not about Noah, it's about Santana giving it to another person. My daughter could be gay.

I've made some wrong decisions that time in attempt to hide what I thought was disappointment but the truth is I was just scared for her. Russell might do something terrible to her so I forced Quinnie to be active in our church, I let her be alone with that Finn kid at our house and then convince Russell that he is the best choice for our daughter.

Santana stopped coming to our house. Then Quinnie became pregnant. When Russell kicked her out, I was relieved. This is her chance to be herself. But she didn't, she went from one house to another. That's when I decided that I've had enough of it.

I've always known that Russell is cheating on me so I would drink to ease the pain. I said nothing because I want my daughters to have a normal family. I am her mother and Quinn needs me, so I divorced him and asked Quinnie to come home.

When she gave up Beth, she became different. I want to tell her that everything will be alright and I know how she feels toward Santana but I got scared it will only add to her misery.

I've never been a good mother to her and Frannie. I just watched her cry herself to sleep everytime she was hurt seeing Brittany and Santana together. Yes I knew about the two of them because I joined an anonymous group outside of Lima for parents with gay child, and Brittany's mom was the facilitator.

None of my daughters knew that I know their secret. I'm just glad that she could talk about it with Frannie. My eldest daughter is smart and I know she'll take care of Quinnie.

FRANNIE's POV

Damn him for pushing through this wedding! I kept silent for years about who he really is but I've had enough. I came a few days early so I could talk to Quinn about Charlie hoping she would call off the wedding, but then my sister got pregnant.

I've always hated Charlie. I hated his guts when I first saw him at a party that Russell (I stop calling him dad when he died) forced me to attend. But he was different with Quinn. I'll admit I think he really loves her. He became her best friend first then worked his way to get her trust.

Russell committed fraud against the Andersons so he 'offered' me as a payment. It turns out that the party was my engagement with Charlie. Great right? Russell was the worst father there could be.

I told Carl about it and the next day we got married and run away from Russell. It hurts to leave my mom and Quinnie with that monster but I have no choice. It's a blessing in disguise when Quinn got pregnant. The Anderson's lose interest in her, they saw her as a disgrace.

But then Russell became the worst monster there is, when he found out that he had cancer. He feared no one. I knew that he killed the Andersons and made it look like an accident.

Charlie gave him an ultimatum to pay or he will ruin Fabray's reputation. Russell's known for having a huge pride, so he blackmailed mom instead to get Quinn's attention.

I hated him so much but I cannot do something about it. I was selfish, yes because Carl is my life. So instead, I helped him with Quinn to agree with his plan.

We told Quinn that there is a rich young man who could help us. All she had to do is make him fall in love with her and use his money to save our mother from trouble. Quinn hesitates, so Russell found out the reason behind it. It was Santana. When Russell threatened to hurt Santana, Quinn didn't object anymore. We both know what he is capable of. So she did what she's told.

You may think its evil wishing for Russell to die? Could you blame us? We grew up trying to be perfect because we're scared of him. We're never a family.

We waited a year for him to die of his sickness, and then another year until Quinn lose hope. When Charlie proposed to her she accepted. It looks like that's the only thing Russell is waiting, because he died the same week he found out about it the engagement. Impossible right? It is the most twisted thing of faith.

Quinn made herself believe that she did all of that for our mom but the truth is its all for Santana. When Russell threatened the love of her life, she didn't think twice and agreed.

Quinn was braver before but now she's so scared to make decisions, always thinking she might do another mistake like before. That one biggest mistake she did when she let Russell win.

Hi there! So did I answer some of your questions or did I confuse you more? :D Sorry if I did. I still have one more chapter though so please bare with me..^_^

I'm so excited to start Santana's life in NY. Are you? hmm.. hope so. :)

herElle08 . sleepy now. Good night everyone! ^_^