To Green Oak… wherever you are,

It's been a month since you left; everyone else has moved on. Except me.

I know you told me to live on, and I apologize. I haven't figured out how to do that yet. Ever since you left I haven't found the strength to laugh, or even give a smile.

I know everyone's worried about me. It's just that…when I saw you for the last time on that day…as you disappeared, I felt like my own heart and soul had been taken away with you.

Will I ever be the same, Green?

I can still hear your voice echoing in my mind saying, "Obnoxious woman" and "Pesky girl". I wish I could smile, I really do. But every time I hear those words in my mind…I start to cry.

I desperately want to hear those words again; see your smile again; see you again.

Even so, I promise I'll figure out away to make your last wish a reality. I promise I'll find some way to live on happily. I think it might take a while, though.

It's so hard, Green. It's so hard to let you go.

But enough about me; I want to hear about you.

How's life up there? Is it nice? Do you miss me at all?

…

I just realized that I'm tearing up again. I'm going to cry if I continue for much longer.

Where is your shoulder when I need it?

I always end these letters this way; on the verge of tears, remembering you, regretting not sacrificing myself before you did.

But I can't say no to you. Now I have to live on.

Why, Green? Why did you do it? Why did you tell me your last wish?

Why am I asking questions that can never be answered?

Ohh, now tears are dripping down my face.

I have to go, Green. I don't want you to see me crying.

I'll talk to you soon. And I promise to try hard to live on.

Love,

Blue.

P.S. If you're reading this, thank you for everything you've ever done. I love you, Green.

Blue wiped some of the tears off her face before folding the paper in third and standing up to get an envelope. She licked the brim of the envelope with her delicate tongue, and pressed it down to the paper underneath.

She opened her drawer slowly, looking at the stacks of letters she wrote to the one she lost so recently.

Blue held the paper to her chest, pretending that he would actually receive her message.

After kissing the envelope with her soft, pink lips, Blue put it at the top of the pile of letters, and closed the drawer with a sigh and a few more heavy tears.

Dearest Blue,

It seems like forever since I last saw you. But maybe the times are different here than they are there.

Sorry for making you sad. I didn't intend for it to be this way.

But I had to protect you.

I wish you could be happy again. Even if I may not see it, I want you to smile, and be that pesky, obnoxious girl once again.

It would definitely make me happy.

I want to be there, to wipe away all your tears, and offer you my shoulder…

It seems like all love ends up this way, ending with a tragedy.

Of course I miss you. I miss my entire life on Earth. It's not so bad up here, though. It's a pretty nice place, actually.

But it's not even close to how nice it was when I was around you.

You have to live on, Blue. I'll be very happy if you do.

…Did I really break your heart that much?

I'm so sorry.

Don't regret anything. Remember that I did that by choice.

And don't act like it's your fault, because it's not.

Please don't cry. Be happy, please? Just remember that your sorrow is my sorrow, and your happiness is my happiness.

So let's both try to be happy, okay?

I'm not very good at expressing my feelings, as you know, but I hope you understand what I mean.

Don't worry, Blue; we'll see each other again.

As long as you promise to live on.

Sincerely,

Green.

P.S. You're the greatest person I know, Blue, and I would do anything for you.

Because…I love you too.

Thanks for the request pokeperson1000!

I hope this floats your boat.

I totally failed at Green's letter though… (AquaStarlight: No she didn't. She's a liar.)

Anyway, thanks for reading! Love you all!