AN: I would like to say sorry for the long wait. I know it's been a LONG time. SORRY!
This chapter is very short... again sorry.
However, this chapter, gives you a little insight into what made Sophia mute.
Also, a little surprise to both Luke and Sophia.
Hope you enjoy :)
Recap:
"damn baby." Luke pulled me up to meet his lips
"Soph, damn, I don't even know what to say." Before I could get worried that I didn't do good, he spoke, his eyes still closed.
" I think that was the best blow job I ever had."
With that I was content. Luke went to the bathroom to clean up and than we both got dressed and went to sleep.
I woke up the next morning snuggled into Luke's side. I couldn't help but snuggle in closer. Feeling his body so close to mine. It was one of the best feelings, having him so close to me. Luke hugged me tighter. I tilted my head up to meet his eyes, which were now open.
Morning beautiful" I just smiled and gave him a soft, gentle kiss. A kiss that sent sparks through my body. "I could get use to this, waking up every morning with you by my side.""
"Me too" I thought. Luke made the weirdest face, and I just gave him the what are you looking at look.
"Sophia, you just spoke." Did he just say I spoke? Did I speak my thought without realizing it? I shook my head NO, cause I didn't, did I?
"Baby, yes you did.". NO, no I couldn't of. I can't. If I speak, that means he can come back, he can come back and hurt everyone I care about. Luke noticed my face, my very worried face.
"What's wrong?" I'm freaking out. He told me not to speak. Never speak of it he said. If I talk, I might slip up. I might slip up and everyone I love and care about will be hurt because of it. "Sophia !" Luke cuts me off while I'm having a war with in me. That's when I noticed that he's suspended above the bed. As he catches me off guard I see him fall to the bed. What's going on?
"Sophia, are you okay. Why are you so upset that you spoke. And I believe the element of wind is starting to come out." NO, I can't tell him. I stayed quiet all this time, I stayed quite for a reason. I can't talk. If I talk, people are hurt. What do I do. All the emotions running through me and I begin to cry. Luke cradles me on his lap, and rocks me back and forth.
"Shhhh, Sophia. Calm down baby. Shhhh…" He doesn't understand what can come of this. What do I do. I want to tell him I'm all right. That everything's fine. But I can't keep talking, and that would also be lying to him. It's not alright. Nothing's alright. As I'm with Luke, I'm getting more comfortable, and I'm wanting to talk. That's not good. But, I don't want to loose him. I CANT loose him. What do I do!
"Sophia, I thought talking was a good thing, why do you look so afraid that you spoke?"
I shook my head NO. I didn't want to keep thinking of it. Keep thinking of HIM. I want to forget what happened. I REALLY want to forget. But how can I forget, when my absent voice is a consent reminder
So who do you think this "HIM" is?
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