I am so so so so so so sorry that it has been so long. I have senior project in school, and sadly my great-grandmother just passed. It has been hectic. But I'm back. I already know what the next chapter is going to be, I just have to type it, which I will tomorrow when I get back from school.
I am going to try to update at lease once a week. I'm going to write as much as I can tomorrow, so all I have to do is upload them, that way it won't be so long of a wait.
This chapter is short, but I wanted to give you a little something before tomorrow.
The next chapter is going to give you some insight on why Sophia is mute.
Enjoy !
Recap:
"Sophia, I thought talking was a good thing, why do you look so afraid that you spoke?"
I shook my head NO. I didn't want to keep thinking of it. Keep thinking of HIM. I want to forget what happened. I REALLY want to forget. But how can I forget, when my absent voice is a consent reminder
After my little freak out Luke and I got dressed and ready for school. My mind was so filled with me speaking that I didn't even want to go. But I had no choice. Luke was going to drive us, so we got in the car and went to school.
When we arrived everyone was staring at us, because me, Sophia Donner, just got driven to school by the Lucas Cates. I started walking toward Sarah when I felt Luke's arm swing over my shoulder. Everyone had shocked faces on, and so did I. I knew me and Luke were getting closer, but I didn't think we were official, or public for that matter…. Were we?
"Baby, relax" I didn't realize how tense I was until he said that. He kissed the side of my neck and I immediately relaxed.
"That's it baby, relax." Relax? He wants me to relax? Between this morning.. Last night… and now this, how was I suppose to relax?
We walked through the halls until we got to my locker and we went separate ways. He went to his friends, and Sarah came over to me. But before he left he gave me a very long, public kiss. A kiss that I will be thinking about the rest of the day along with other things.
"So, Soph, anything you want to tell me?" Sarah asked as we walked to class."
All I did was smile. What else could I do. I was on cloud nine, and I was just getting higher and higher.
When we arrived to our class we took our seats and the teacher started to teach class. I wasn't really paying attention because I was thinking of this morning. I talked, I spoke, Words came out of my mouth !
What would happen now? What if I decided to speak? What if I spoke, and slipped out what happened, what he told me not to ever repeat?
That was my greatest fear. Of course I wanted to talk, but what would happen if I did?
The day passed, with little to no excitement. I didn't go to lunch because I went to the library to study for my math test. I didn't really study though. All I kept thinking about all day was my decision. To speak or not to speak?
At the end of the day Luke took me home, he couldn't stay because he had practice. Before I left he gave me a kiss and said he would be by later.
I was so exhausted that I went strait to my room and fell asleep, and that's when my nightmare started…
AHHHH! I'm so excited for next chapter!
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