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Wolf Bella Chapter 17

Bella's POV

I left Emily's with a dish for Charlie. Emily is such a good friend. When I got home, I noticed that Charlie was home and I walked in and to the kitchen. I say "Charlie Emily sent home some pasta and meat sauce. Are you hungry?"

"Yes, Bells." Charlie said.

"Okay I will heat up some for you. I already had dinner at Emily's in la push." I said as I got some on a plate and heated it up for him.

"Okay, Bells." Charlie said.

After I heated up some food for Charlie I gave to him. Then I walked upstairs for a shower. I walked into my bathroom and ran the water for a bath. I added some bubble bath into the water and waited. I undressed and stepped into the tub. I hit play on my iPod and "back to December" started to play. I relaxed in the tub. I sang along with the song.

Bella singing:

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier then ever.
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why.

Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
Realized that I loved you in the fall.
Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind.
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night.
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right,
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December turn around and make it alright.
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time.

When the song ended a new song come on as I was getting out of the tub. I wrapped a towel around my body and hit the power button on my iPod to off. Then I walked out into my bedroom to get dressed.