AN: Well everyone, here's the second chapter of Undisclosed Desires. This would have been posted yesterday, but I found out that a very good friend of mine had been molested, so I was plotting revenge all night long. After school today I ended up beating the shit out of the guy. So yeah I had some stuff to deal with. Now to answer some of you guys' questions.

DaPhoenix: Yes I am using Kristen Stewart as Bella. After seeing her in the Runaways, how could I not!

Mizzylora: I think that Bella's character is ten times better if she's tough and not the weak inferior being she's portrayed as.

Miluvrox: You're getting a little bit ahead of me in the story lol! But don't worry there will hopefully be some steamy scenes coming up! As for Emmett, he's just a big momma's boy. Oh by the way, I like your corny jokes XD

ShEfReAk: Thank you so much for your review, it made my day! The reaction that you're talking about is going to appear in the next chapter, so hopefully Bella will know how to handle it.

Now, for everyone who asked me if this is an all human fic, here's your answer… YOU'LL JUST HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE! (I'm such a little stinker aren't I XD)

I want to say thanks to everyone who reviewed, it's makes my day get better and better when I read them.

Disclaimer: Honestly, Alice would have killed Dickward the second she found out he left Bella in the woods after breaking her heart.

Chapter Two

Will You Be My Friend?

Bella's Pov

Flashback

I was hiding under my bed so that Charlie wouldn't find me. I could hear him beating up my mom, causing me to cry in fear and frustration. Suddenly, I heard the blows stop. I felt my heart stop as I heard his heavy footsteps come up the stairs.

"Where are you, you little shit!" he yelled. I held my breath as he began knock things over and slam my closet door shut as he started to search for me. My tears began to fall faster as I saw his feet stop right in front of my face.

I screamed when I felt his hand grab my hair and pull me out from under my safety zone. I whimpered when he let go of my hair, only to grab both my wrists in stronger grip in his hand. My eyes widened in fear when I saw him holding up his handcuffs. I struggled for my life as he began to cackle and lower the handcuffs to my wrists.

"No, Charlie, please don't!" I yelled as he cuffed one of my hands. He brought me over to the front of my bed and wrapped the other side of the cuffs around one of the dowel rods in my bed's frame. He locked in my other wrist so that I was facing away from him, exposing my entire back.

"I'm going to enjoy this." he whispered in my ear, causing me to whimper. He ripped my shirt off, and I heard his belt unbuckle. The last thing I remember before blacking out was his belt cutting into my flesh.

End Flashback

I bolted upright in bed from my nightmare, when I heard a loud clap of thunder crackle outside. I was panting heavily trying to catch my breath. My shirt was sticking to me because it was soaked in my sweat. I got up and went into my closet to go change my shirt. I was just about to turn around and go back to bed, when I heard another loud clap of thunder and felt something attach itself to my leg. I turned my closet light and looked down. I saw Jamie clutching on to my leg and crying into my pants. I felt my heart ache when I heard her tiny sobs. I immediately knelt in front of her, causing her to unwrap her arms from me.

"What's wrong, Jamie?" I asked quietly.

"I'm s-scawed of s-stowms and I d-didn't w-want to w-wake up M-Mommy." she said in between her cries. When another clap of thunder sounded throughout the room, Jamie squealed and ran into my arms. I cradled her to my body tightly as she buried her head into the crook of my neck. I rubbed her back and told her that everything was going to be alright, but it didn't work at all.

"Hey Jamie, I have to go do something really quick, can you help me out?" I asked. She nodded her head, so I started heading down to the garage. I chuckled when I saw Jamie leaning her head on my chest with her thumb in her mouth. When we got to the door leading into the garage, I heard my dogs whimpering on the other side.

"What's that?" Jamie asked while looking up at me with her curious blue eyes. I opened the door, and in came running my dog, Midnight, and her puppies. I laughed when I heard Jamie squeal in excitement. She looked up at me with happiness and joy written all over her face.

"Bewwa, you have doggies!" she said happily.

"Yep, and they're going to come up to the room with us." I replied. She squealed again, and we went back up the stairs, leadings the dogs into my room. Normally they slept in my room, but since Alice and Jamie were living in there now I decided to leave them in the garage.

As soon as we got upstairs, I saw pacing Alice back and forth in my room like a madwoman. She looked up at us, and I could tell that she didn't get much sleep at all. Her eyes were bloodshot and her cheeks were red with tear streaks running down them. She ran over to us and ripped Jamie out of my arms.

"Oh my God! Jamie where were you!" she said and held Jamie close to her body. Jamie wrapped her arms around Alice's neck.

"I was scawed of the stowm and I didn't want to wake you up and Bewwa was awake, so I went to her instead. And then she said that she needed help, so we went downstaiws and she opened up the gawage door, and in came her doggies." I couldn't help but smile as she told Alice what happened.

I saw Alice smile down at her daughter, and once again just like at the club, I couldn't stop staring at her. She was so beautiful that she rivaled the goddesses in Greek mythology. Seconds later I felt Alice's arms wrap themselves around me. I felt sparks shoot throughout my body and butterflies erupt in my stomach.

"Thank you." she whispered. I pulled her closer to my body, loving the way her body fit perfectly against mine. I breathed in her wonderful scent as I rested my nose in her hair. She smelt like vanilla and rain combined together. I moved my lips so they were right by her ear.

"No problem, Alice." I whispered directly into her ear. I heard her breath hitch, and felt her shiver in my arms. I pulled away and saw that her cheeks were tinted a bright red, making her even more beautiful. All of a sudden her eyes caught mine into a stare down, and it was like we were the only two people on the planet. That is until we heard a giggle erupt from behind us on the bed.

We both turned around and saw the cutest scene in the world. Midnight was curled up around Jamie, who was leaning back against her. Then all you could see were four little balls of fur jumping all around her, and taking turns on licking her face. Alice and I went over and joined her on the bed. The puppies broke away from each other, the all black one and silver one came over to me, while the all white one stayed with Jamie and the russet colored one went over to Alice.

"What type of dogs are these, Bella?" Alice asked as she scratched her puppy's stomach. His tongue was lolling outside of his mouth with his tail wagging uncontrollably.

"Actually they're wolves. I found Midnight injured one day while I was walking in the woods. She was already pregnant with her pups, and her foot was caught in a snare trap. I carried her back to the house and patched her up. We were on rocky terms when we first met, but we've become inseparable over the past couple of months." I replied stroking Midnight's fur. She nuzzled her head into my hand as scratched behind her ear, her weak spot. I looked over at Jamie and saw her bright, blue, eyes shining like she won the lottery.

"You wike wooves too!" she exclaimed and crawled onto my lap. I smiled at her eagerness to know what my answer was.

"Yes, but my favorite animal is a tiger." I replied. Her eyes went wide in amazement.

"That's my Mommy's favowite animal too!" I looked up at Alice and smirked at her, causing her cute little blush to appear again.

"Really?" I asked her. All she did was nod her head.

I looked over at my alarm clock on my table and saw that it was almost six in the morning. I gave Jamie over to Alice and went into my closet to get dressed for my work out with the gang. I put on a pair of red basketball shorts, and a black tank top. It took me about five minutes before I went back out into my bedroom to see Alice and Jamie looking at me with confusion written across their faces. But I could also see Alice's eyes roaming my body. It actually felt nice knowing that she liked me after I told her that I wasn't just a woman. I'm just wondering if she would run away if I told her anything else from my past.

"I work out every morning with all of the guys from last night, including Jasper. We have to be prepared if anything happens with the Volturi. You guys are welcome to come watch if you want to. And Esme usually serves breakfast in there anyways, so you guys can grab a bite to eat while we challenge each other to do stupid things." I said. Alice laughed, her wind chime, tinkling, laughter, and got up with Jamie in her arms. She took Jamie into the bathroom closet to get dressed. When she came back out, she was wearing a t-shirt and a pair of jeans, and Jamie was wearing a purple track suit.

I led them into the home gym that we had built. I watched as Alice's mouth opened and closed like a fish's would, and I could understand why. We had a pool and spa built inside with a full on basketball court, with both being surround by an indoor track. Behind the basketball court was an MMA ring with all the martial arts and boxing gear a person could dream of. And then upstairs is where all of the weightlifting equipment and treadmills are with a wall of glass surround it, so that we could see anything going on downstairs. And since we have pool parties in here, there's a full on kitchen in corner of the place.

I looked over and saw the guys stretching and getting ready for our power work out today. I was also surprised to see the other girls from the club, except for Rosalie. We kind of had a thing back in the day, but it was over the second that she saw Emmett. All of the girls were sitting at one of the tables that we had beside the pool. I gently nudged her in the direction of the table and smiled when she looked up at me. I saw a smile make its way across her face, and I knew that she was okay. I went over to the guys and began stretching with them. We decided on having a couple of races first, and then we would play a nice long game of basketball.

Alice's Pov

The first two races started off with Jacob against Jasper, and Paul against Sam. Jacob started off really strong, but his endurance gave out on the final lap, allowing Jasper to capture the win. Paul and Sam were neck and neck in their race, but Paul won by an arm, and I literally mean by an arm. He extended his arm across the finish line and got the win. During the races, the girls were going crazy including Edward when Jasper was racing. Now it was time for the main event. It was Emmett versus Bella, and apparently the race to watch.

"I got twenty on Emmett, anybody want in?" I heard Sam ask.

"I'll take that bet. Dude, Bella is going to wipe the floor with Emmett." Jacob replied. They shook each other's hands to settle the bet. Jasper walked over to them with a handkerchief like they used to start the other races. He stood on the side line and began to tell the the rules.

"As you guys know, the first one to make it across the finish line after four laps is the winner. When this flag touches the ground you may take off, but you will restart if you leave before it hits. Racers take your marks." he finished.

I watched how Bella got set in the usual track runners stance. Her legs contracted like they were ready to pounce. Jasper let the handkerchief fly, and as soon as it hit the ground, they were off. The first three laps they looked like they were holding back, but now that I think about, it looked like everyone held back, even on the final lap. But anyways, Emmett and Bella were neck and neck, but Bella won by a foot. Her's crossed like a tenth of a second before Emmett's earning her the victory. I saw Sam hand over a twenty dollar bill over to Jacob.

Next they split up into teams of three for basketball. The teams were Bella, Paul, and Jasper versus Emmett, Sam, and Jacob. They decided on playing two thirty minute halves full court. But then they decided to play shirts against skins, and guess what. Bella ended up being a skin! I felt like a total schoolgirl and hormonal teenager as I saw her tanned, toned, body run up and down the court. By the end of the game, Bella's team won by a last second shot by Jasper. During the game Esme and Carlisle had come down and made breakfast for everyone, and let me tell you Esme is one damn fine cook! I could live off of her food for the rest of my life if I wanted too.

After everyone had eaten, they all went their separate ways. Most of them ended up going home with each other. Emmett and Rosalie went out on a date, reminding me about my own date that I had coming up in two days. Bella had gone upstairs to take a shower, while Esme asked me and Jamie to join her in her garden. She said that she wanted to talk to me, which made me immensely nervous. When we arrived at the garden, my eyes went wide over the beauty of it. It was and indoor garden, but it looked more like a jungle of exotic flowers combined together. As Jamie went off running to go see the different arrays of flowers, Esme and I decided to have our conversation.

"So Alice, it seems that Bella has taken a liking to you." she said, causing me to blush. But then all the negative thoughts started pouring into my head. Why would she like me when she could probably have anyone she wants. Why would she even consider me datable material. I'm a nineteen year old single mom who would just end up tying her down in the first place. Hell, I already am!

"Why would she like me? She's amazing and has everything going for her, and I'll only tie her down in the long run."

Esme stopped and turned to look at me with the 'mother' look that I havent seen in five years. She put her hands on her hips and blocked my path in front of me, causing me to look directly at her.

"I don't know if you can see it, but whenever Bella looks at you, it's like you're the only person in the room. I have never seen her look at anyone like the way she does at you. She looks at you like you're the answer she's been looking for, for her entire life. I can see the unconditional love and compassion already in her eyes for you. Alice, the look in her eyes when she looks at you is like she would be willing to give up everything just to have you by her side." I felt tears start well up in my eyes. I looked up and saw Esme's eyes fill up with tears as she continued.

"What's so amazing to me, is that you don't care about what she was born as. Every other person that ever found out ended up avoiding her like she had a disease. You should've seen her when she would come home from school. She was always bullied for being different. She was constantly picked on, and it got so bad that she would get beat up by the other kids. She would come home and just sit up her room being as quiet as a mouse. She would never cry, she would just stare out her window or read. Alice, I swear she looked like she just wanted to die, like she was waiting for someone to come take it away."

I was full on crying by now. Just because she's different doesn't mean that they had to treat her like some animal and kick her to the curb. Esme pulled me into a hug and began to stroke my hair. It was so comforting, and it reminded me of the days when I was little and my parents actually cared about me.

"I don't know what you did, Alice, and I don't care. All I'm asking is that you continue to remain in my daughter's life, so that she can be happy for once." I pulled away from her and nodded. If Bella could make me feel loved and protected, than I would do anything to be the same for her.

We continued to talk and got to know each other. I learned that Carlisle had saved Esme from an abusive relationship with her husband. She told me how she fell in love with him in no time at all, because of the way he took care of Emmett while she was in the hospital. And the fact that Emmett started to call him dad when he was around him. They began to date right away and got married three months later.

I told her my story, except for the rape part, and she pretty much had the same reaction that Bella did. She was angry at my parents for kicking me out, and I found it kind of funny but scary at the way she was planning her payback against them. It was cute hearing her mutter everything that she was going to do to them under her breath though.

We eventually found Jamie, who was currently staring at a yellow rose bush. She ran over to us and grabbed our hands, and then tried to pull us over there. We went with her and stood behind her while she kept staring. She turned back around and tugged on Esme's pant leg.

"Mrs. Esme, can I give one of those to Bewwa?" she asked. I was really going to have to help her on her pronunciation with l's and r's. Esme nodded and picked up a pair of clippers that were on a little table next to the bush. She reached over and very carefully cut it's stem. She gave the flower to Jamie who was so excited to have it in her hands.

"You know that flower is a sign of friendship right, Jamie." she said. I was surprised when she said yes.

"At pweschool, my teacher got one fwom one of the kids. He asked her to be his fwiend and she said yes." she replied. I saw Esme's hand go to her mouth in order to keep her tears at bay from falling.

We headed back inside to the kitchen. By now it was almost noon, and Jamie was hungry. So while Esme made her some lunch, I went upstairs to go check and see how much money I had for Christmas. I walked into Bella's room, and began to search for my purse, then I remembered that it was in the bathroom closet. Being me, I didn't even remember that Bella might've still been in the shower. So the second I open the door, I'm faced with a naked Bella who has a towel slung low around her waist to obviously hide something! I don't know if it was the sight of Bella's amazing body being covered with beads of water that dripped down her torso, or if it was the fact that Bella turned around and saw me, but I felt my face heat up so bad I thought I was I purple. I turned back around and slammed the door shut behind me.

"I'm so sorry, Bella!" I yelled from outside of the door. I heard some shuffling a ruffling from inside, and then suddenly felt my head pressed against a warm, rock hard, torso. It was then that I realized that Bella had opened the door and that I fell into her arms. She pulled me into a hug, and I was hit with the full force of her scent. She smelled like a rainforest with pine, and all spice thrown into the mix. She also smelled a little bit like sweet cigars, but all in all, it was the best scent that I had ever smelled.

"It's okay, Alice." she said calmly and stroked my hair. It felt so good, it was like she was massaging my head with her hand. I leaned my head onto her chest, because it was as far as I could reach with my height. I then felt Bella's breath against my ear and I shivered. Then she kissed my cheek and pulled away. Holy crap she actually kissed me! I looked up at her and touched the spot on my face where she kissed it. I saw her warm, gentle, eyes display a look of uncertainty in them. I stood up on my tiptoes and was able to reach her face with my hand. I cupped her cheek and caressed it with my thumb. I felt her lean into my touch and nuzzle my hand. Then all of a sudden I heard a rumbling noise come from her chest and realized that she was purring.

"So what did you need to come into the bathroom for?" she asked after I pulled my hand away.

"I needed to see how much money I have to buy presents for Jamie. This is the first year I think I wont have enough to buy her anything, because of my rent and bills." I replied. I was suddenly hit by picture of Jamie crying, because I wasn't able to buy her anything. I felt tears sting my eyes. I wanted to give her the world, but I just didn't have the finances to support it.

"Not to brag or anything, but my family are like multi billionares, and we hardly make a dent in it when we buy anything. Why don't I take you shopping tomorrow, and I'll pay for everything."

My eyes went wide at the offer. I could give Jamie the best Christmas ever, but I couldn't accept it. She already has done so much for me, I don't want to go spending her money like I was some fucking golddigger.

"As nice as that sounds, I cant accept it, Bella." I heard her chuckle and grab my hand. I felt the familiar shock go through my body as she did so.

"I don't recall giving you a choice in the matter did I, Ms. Alice." she said in her husky voice that I loved so much.

Damn she's as sly as a fucking fox, but I love it! We began to laugh a little until we heard someone knock on the door. We saw Jamie standing in the doorway with her hands behind her back. She walked up to Bella and looked up at her shyly. Bella crouched down so that she was at eye level with her. Jamie slowly removed her hands from behind her back and showed Bella the flower.

"Bewwa, will you be my fwiend?" she asked quietly and looked down at the floor. I saw tears well up in Bella's eyes as she gently lifted Jamie's head with her hand so that she could see her eyes.

"Sweetie, you didn't even have to ask." she replied and grabbed the rose out of Jamie's hand. Jamie ran into Bella and gave her a hug. Bella hugged her back tightly and pulled back.

"I've never had a fwiend before." she said.

"Neither have I." Bella replied. I saw Jamie look up at her in confusion.

"But I thought Mommy said that you were her fwiend?"

"Your mommy is a special friend of mine. And you're my best friend."

"What's a best fwiend and special fwiend?"

"Well a best friend is someone who will always be there, all they have to do is ask. And a special friend, well I tell you what that is when you get a little bit older." Bella finished. Jamie nodded and gave Bella one last hug before pulling away from her and asking me to hold her. Bella finished getting dressed, she ended up wearing a pair of jeans with holes ripped in the knees and a white polo shirt that contrasted her tan skin. It also showed off some of her amazing muscle that she had. We went back downstairs with Bella carrying Jamie. We heard someone singing and playing the guitar in the living room. It turns out that the entire family was downstairs listening to Jasper sing. He ended up finishing just as we got into the living room. He looked up at Bella and smiled at her, while motioning for her to grab the other guitar that was there.

"Bella, will you play a song for us please." Esme begged. I was eager to her sing too, so I took Jamie and sat down next to Edward. He smiled at me and scooted over a little bit to make more room for me. Bella sat next to Jasper and began tuning the guitar. When she finished, she bent over and whispered something in his ear. He grinned at her and nodded.

It's four AM, I'm waking up to your perfume
Don't get up, I'll get through on my own
I don't know if I'm home
Or if I lost the way into your room
I'm spiraling into my doom
I'm feeling half alive but I know one day
You and I will be free,

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive,and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

Well excuse me while I get killed softly,
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you
I'm okay At least 'til yesterday,
You know you got me off my highest guard,
Believe me when I say it's hard.
We'll get through this tonight
And I know one day you and I will be free

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

And you touch my hand ever so slightly
(Girl we're not ready for this yet)
And the deadly look she cast upon me
I won't regret, I won't regret
I won't regret. I won't regret...

And I was trying to disappear,
But you got me wrapped around you
I can hardly breathe without you
I was trying to disappear
But I got lost in your eyes now,
You brought me down to size now.

I'm almost alive
And I need you to try and save me.
It's okay that we're dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonight
Tonight...

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.
I need to survive tonight, tonight

Throughout the entire song Bella would make eyed contact with me. I swear I just fell for her right then and there. Her voice was so beautiful, and when Jasper harmonized with her, it was fantastic. The words are what got me though. Did she really need me to save her? For some reason I feel like she's hiding something from me. I have two options, either pry it out of her, or let her tell me when she's ready. All I could think about though were those lyrics in her song.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try And save me. It's okay that we're dying, But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

AN: For some reason I feel like this chapter was a little bit incomplete. Please tell me your views on it. The song is "Half Alive" by Secondhand Serenade.