Hello Everyone! I just wanted to remind that I own nothing of this story, TBBT goes to Chuck Lorre and Bill Prady and their awesome team. Enjoy!

April 9th, 2013

Dear Diary,

So yesterday, Sheldon and I had sex. It was absolutely wonderful. I never knew Sheldon could be passionate. Despite being afraid of germs and wanting to be sanitary, he was great in bed. I wouldn't mind having sex with him again to be honest. It's weird, Amy and her 'posse' haven't seem to want to come around. I bet something will happen soon, I just have that gut feeling. Anyways, I have my play today and Sheldon and the gang is going to come and watch. I'm nervous as all hell. I have to get ready.

Honoria Lucine

Penny and I headed back down to the boys. I opened the door and grinned at them. "So, you guys done comparing because we have a few notes ourselves" Penny spoke as she smirked at them. "Well...um...both of you are great in bed?" Leonard and Sheldon both looked at each other before turning back to us. Penny and I rolled our eyes before sitting down. "Penny, I don't know about you but Sheldon is a great kisser and he knows how to leave hickies" I grinned as I turned to her innocently. She nodded as she turned towards Leonard then looked at me also with an innocent act. "Leonard's the same way, he knows how to eat out a girl too. Did Sheldon ever do that?" She asked me as I nodded. "He's good for someone who's never had sex before. I never knew how passionate he was. I couldn't believe it. The only thing that I would change is the foreplay, he needs to drag it on a little more but what can you do with impatient men?" I smirked at her then shrugged my shoulders with an nonchalant expression. "I only have one complaint, Leonard drags it on a little too long and when he doesn't, it's straight to sex. It's either a lot or none for me" Penny rolled her eyes. The boys turned and looked at each other before commenting. "Well you should see yourself when I drag it on too long, you yawn and don't even cum when I do!" Leonard exclaimed before grumbling under his breath.

"When I don't drag it out, it's because you're extremely beautiful and I can't help it, I want you then and there" Sheldon shrugged and smiled at me. I returned it before he brought up another point. "If I'm not mistake Honor, it's you who can be impairment, not me, at least sometimes when we have foreplay. But then you grow tired and we then we don't engage in coitus" Sheldon gave me a look that said 'you know I'm right'. I gave him a look before getting up and dragging him to our room. I called out to Penny and Leonard, "It's going to get noisy, suggest you go over to Penny's" Sheldon and I went into his room and locked the door, after putting a tie around the handle.

~~~Few days later~~~

It was the day of my Showcase and I was nervous. I seemed to be prepared but I'm so nervous that I might screw up. Sheldon and the gang came over to seem me not a couple minutes again as I got ready. They had called me and added to the play, not my lines, but the play in general so now I have to get there two hours earlier to go over the part that was added. I sighed for what seemed the millionth time that day and we finally left. Leonard drove us with Raj and Howard taking Raj's car. I fidgeted in the back with Sheldon holding my hand and whispering encouraging words in my ear to try to calm me.

We arrived at the building and walked in. The same judges were there so they let the gang in without a problem. The director went over the part with me as I acted it out. I had a minor mishap as I took the wrong step and fell on my ass. I sighed as I got back up again and finally got it right. I smiled at the director and he returned it before the rest of the cast showed up. We went through the play and then it was show time. The lights went down and we got into our respectful places.

~~About an Hour and Half later~~

The cast bowed and the lights went down once more before the house lights came on. I went back stage to get changed into my original clothes and walked out to meet the gang. Somehow Sheldon managed to sneak a boutique of roses pass me or that he or someone else, left without me knowing. I smiled as he and the others congratulated me. Sheldon kissed me cheek as he handed me the roses. I returned the favor and gave him a kiss on the cheek. "So who's up for celebrating?" Penny asked as she grinned at everyone. The director came up to me as we were getting ready to leave. "Honoria, how would you like a place in a TV sitcom?" he asked me with a smile. My eyes widened as I looked at my friends. They smiled and nodded before I turned back to the director and nodded. "We start auditions soon, the same board as this one, so we'll need to try you out for the parts. Plus we need a side character, a person who will play your character's friend" I grinned and turned to Penny before nodding at her. "I know someone who will be interested, considering she's already my best friend to begin with" I smiled at the director. He returned it before waving goodbye and left.

Once we stepped outside of the building, Penny squealed. "Really?! I hope I get the part with you Honor, that would be so awesome!" Penny squealed again as I smiled and laughed. "Yes that would be awesome, I do have a feeling you will get it too." I smiled at her as she linked arms with me and pulled me forward and out of Sheldon's grasp. Sheldon did not like that but he let it go, he knew I was glowing with happiness. The others smiled as Penny pulled me towards the car with the others in tow.

We arrived at the restaurant and ordered a round of drinks. Of course Sheldon didn't drink and neither did Leonard, he knew he was driving. Penny and I had a Sex on the Beach while Raj and Howard ordered a grasshopper and a Sex on the Beach as well. It wouldn't be long until all of us, minus Leonard and Sheldon, were shit faced and making a fool of ourselves. We didn't care until the one person I despise showed up...Amy Farrah Fowler.

I glared at her as I hugged Sheldon's arm before he put it around my shoulders. I snuggled up to his side, my glare never leaving Amy's face. "What do you want Amy?" Sheldon asked as he turned to take a drink of his water. I grabbed it before he could, I knew Amy did something to it. She smirked at me, she knew that I knew that she did something to his drink. He turned towards me and tilted his head. I sobered up some before I spoke again. "Can you please try not to drug my boyfriend, thanks" I glared at her as did everyone else. "Smart girl...at least for someone who just has a community college degree" I glared at her as she smirked. Sheldon turned and looked at me and asked if it was true. I nodded, the glare nor my eyes ever leaving Amy's face. "I wanted to go back to school to get my degree in physics. Transfer over to Cal tech but I know that won't happen" I clarified for him. Sheldon blinked as did everyone else as Penny turned back to glare at Amy again.

"Leave Amy or I'm calling the police" Penny threatened as she got up. I did as well before Amy grinned and walked away, not before pulling out a dart and hitting me in the shoulder with it. I glared as she walked away. I stumbled, my vision swam and my breathing hitched. What the hell was in that dark? I thought to myself as I pulled it out, it was a dart that held some type of liquid...poison. Sheldon was up in a second to catch me as I started to fall. I started panting as I laid in Sheldon's arms. "I hate hospitals" I muttered before I passed out.

Sheldon's POV

Why does Amy want me back so badly? She was the one who 'broke it off' I thought to myself as we drove to the hospital as fast as possible. Honor started to sweat and pant and it scared me. I carried her on my back as we went into the hospital. Leonard grabbed a nurse as I sat down with Honor in my lap. I held her close as the doctors brought the gurney out. I placed her on it before she was pulled out of my grasp. We had to sit out in the waiting room, nerve racking to say the least. I started pacing and panicking. "I hate hospitals...they have germs everywhere...but only they can help Honor..." I muttered to myself as I continued to pace. "Anyone here with Honoria Lucine?" a nurse called out causing me to jump in fright. We ran over to her as she told us to follow her. "She was poisoned by a odd mixture that no doctor, at least that I know of, has seen before. We're trying everything we can to keep her comfortable while we fine a cure for this." She stopped speaking when she reached Honor's door. I could hear panting and it broke my heart...she was in there because of me.

The nurse motioned for us to go inside and what I saw broke my heart even more. Honor had an oxygen mask on, sweat glistening down her forehead and sheets gripped into fists. I moved over to her as I sat down on the bed. "Honor..." I whispered as I touched her arm. She was hot...extremely so...no human should be that hot. She opened her eyes slightly, she must have heard my voice. "Honor...I'm so sorry..." my voice trailed as I had tears in my eyes. She turned and looked at me with a smile...at least one that was cracked. She moved her hand and gripped mine weakly. "it'll be okay" she spoke so softly that I had to lean in to hear her. I kissed her temple as she fell back asleep, breathing a little bit easier this time. I laced my fingers with hers and kissed the back on her hand with a sigh. Please get better Honor...i swear I'll get Amy back for this... my thoughts trailed as I watched over Honor while she slept.