I own nothing of TBBT, everything does to Chuck Lorre and Bill Prady

Penny's POV

It's been a week and still no cure found. I swear Amy is dead for this, I thought to myself as I went to work. I wanted to call in but I can't afford to miss anymore days. Honor wanted her diary but none of us knew where it was at, at least she's awake. She's been sleeping a lot lately which has scared all of us. Sheldon hasn't left her side, except to shower and eat but he stayed at the hospital. He called into work or Leonard would tell their boss he wouldn't be coming in due to emergency issues. I walked out from the back, I just gave the chef someone's order and lo and behold, Amy Farrah Fowler was sitting at one of my tables. I went over to her and in a fake, sweet voice, asked what she wanted. It didn't surprise me when she said that she wanted Sheldon.

"Well Amy, sorry to burst your la-la land bubble but he's happy with Honoria, much more so than he was with you. Just leave them alone and let them be happy!" I glared at her as she ordered a slice of chocolate cheesecake. When I came back with her order I noticed something off about her, like she was having an internal battle with herself. "I have her diary you know, such sweet words she has for Sheldon...it's sickening" Amy grinned evilly as she held up the small book. I glared at her before trying to snatch it. She moved it away with a grin and a waggle of her finger, "ah ah, there's a price that comes with this diary dear bestie" her evil smile returned as I glared at her. "First off, we're no longer 'besties' and second, if you don't give me that diary, I'll make sure your life is a living hell" I whispered to her in a dangerous voice. I saw fear flash through her eyes but it settled into anger. "If you want to diary so bad, here, take it but be warned Penny...what you may find in there might disturb you" She finished her cheese cake and left as I put the diary in my apron pocket.

Soon my shift ended and I drove quickly to the hospital. I ran up to Honor's room before bursting in. I took note of Honor's condition, it was worsening. I held back the tears as I handed Sheldon her diary silently. He took it with care as he didn't move from Honor's side. She was sleeping at the moment so I whispered in his ear. "Amy was just at the factory and she told me that there were some disturbing things in there, things I never want to see." I moved away from Sheldon as he stared at me with wide eyes. He turned and looked at Honor before kissing her cheek and whispered something in her ear. I sat next to Leonard in an empty seat while Raj and Howard were sitting on the couch. We all watched as Sheldon opened the diary and started reading.

Sheldon's POV

I hope Honor forgives me but I need to find out what was written down. I flipped past all of her diary entries until I came to one that was in Amy's handwriting.

Dear Honor,

I bet you're wondering why I have your diary? Well the thing is, I did more with Sheldon than you have and I will have what I want. I know what you're thinking, never will you have Sheldon, well sorry but I will, even if I have to kill you. That doesn't sound like a bad idea. Too bad that poison isn't reversible, yet there is only one thing that can fix it. Hurry up Sheldon, little Honor is dying and there's only one person who has the antidote...me. Unless you want her to die, you'll come to alley behind the hospital at 8 PM tonight and bring no one with you. If I find someone sneaking out and helping you then I'll break the vial that has the antidote in it.

With Love,

Amy Farrah Fowler

My eyes widened as I reread the entry. I looked up at my friends before I handed Leonard the diary and he read it out loud. My Honor was in pain and I bet Amy won't hand that vial without a payment. Leonard looked up at me with a sad expression. "We'll call the cops Sheldon, you won't do this alone. We'll tell them that she has the cure for Honor and to move in quietly and not put their sirens on." Leonard tried to soothe my fears but it didn't help, I was still frightened for Honor and the cure. I looked up at the clock...7:45 PM. I looked back at everyone before nodding. I went down to the front desk and called the police but warned them of their sirens and to not have them on, I wanted to ambush Amy before she can drop the vial. The Police officer responded with an okay before I told him the time that this was planned. He, again, responded with an okay.

I sighed and looked up at the clock once more...7:55. I headed to the alley around the hospital. I noticed Amy there with a small glass vial with what looked like a pink liquid of some sort. "What is it that you want no Amy Farrah Fowler..." my voice trailed as I eyed the vial and then looked up at the girl standing before me. "Why Sheldon, that's easy...I want you..." She grinned seductively, or at least tried to but it didn't work. I noticed the police arriving before I pulled Amy close. Once I had my hand on the vial, the police pulled her away and cuffed her, reading her the rights she has before she was taken away. She glared at me from the back seat window as I headed back inside. I ran up to Honor's room before bursting into the room. The doctor was unhook the machines, her pulse was gone. "No! Here's the antidote, please try to save her!" I exclaimed as the doctor shook his head and walked past me and out the door. I stared at the lifeless girl I had come to love. Everyone had tears in their eyes, Penny has them streaming down her face.

I glared at them before going over to Honor and sitting her up before pushing the vial against her cold lips and forced it down her throat. "It's no use Sheldon, she's gone..." Penny cried as she turned towards Leonard and into his arms. "No! I refuse to believe that!" I exclaimed, my own tears threatening to spill. I hooked her heart monitor back up to her before I waited. It wouldn't be very long until there was a weak pulse. I kissed her cheeks and forehead before kissing her lips. I begged her to wake up, whispered into her ear how much I loved her and that...I wanted to marry her.

Penny ran out the door and called for a nurse or a doctor. It wasn't a few seconds later before a nurse ran in. I pointed to her heart monitor which was slowly beating to the normal heart rate. The nurse yelled for a doctor from the hall and went about hook her back up. We were all shoved out of the room as they set to work. I started to pace, I didn't like being away from Honor too long.

~~Two days later~~

I went downstairs to grab something to eat and when I came back, Honor was slowly opening her eyes. I set my food down and moved over to her side. She turned towards me before I put my hand on hers. " Sheldon..." she had tears streaming down her face. "I love you Honoria, I know I'm not good at this but it's true" I kissed her cheek as the others came running in once I had texted them that Honor might wake up today. Penny had tears in her eyes, instead of sadness she had happiness shining through the tears. Honor tried to squeeze my hand but it was weak. "i want to go home Sheldon..." she voice trailed as she coughed. The doctors said it would be a side effect but it would go away eventually. "I wish I could take you home Honor but I can't. The doctors haven't cleared you yet." I knew she would frown before sighing. Instead of the mask, she had the oxygen tubes that are stuck up her nose. I smiled as she moved her hand to kiss mine.

"Honor, you need to get better so we can go to the comic book store" I smiled gently at her as she laughed. It wasn't weak but full of heart. She tried to sit up, I helped her due to the fact that she couldn't do it on her own. Once she was sitting up, she held her head for a moment. " I feel like a ton of bricks had hit me after a truck ran over me. What happened?" I turned from Sheldon to the others before looking back at Sheldon. "Well, Amy poisoned you and you died. She had the antidote and I got it, the police took her away in cuffs and I gave you the antidote." I spoke in order that I remembered. She frowned then smiled as she kissed my cheek. "I knew you wouldn't let me die" she whispered softly.

~~two weeks later~~

Honor's POV

It felt good to get out of that bed. They released me today but warned the gang and me that someone needed to be with me at all times, considering I wasn't up to snuff just yet. We nodded before I slowly walked out of the hospital. I got into the car with Sheldon in the back and Leonard and Penny up front. "Leonard, the comic book store" Sheldon spoke with authority before Leonard smiled and nodded. I wonder why we were going there. I guess I'll find out when I get there. I was kind of scared of all three grinning to themselves. Why do I have a weird feeling something that something major is going to happen?