Derek felt tears stream down his face as he watched the medics shock her 4 times before her heart started beating again, Rossi put his hand on Dereks shoulder and said, "she is gonna be alright Morgan, she loves you and she will fight with everything in her to come back to you". JJ hugged Derek tight and said, "you need to stay strong for her Derek".
He wiped away a tear and said, "I'm trying but what if I lose her JJ"?, JJ put her hands on his face and pulled his face up so that he was looking at her and said, "you aren't gonna lose her". The medics quickly got her loaded into the ambulance and turned to say "we have room for one person", Derek jumped into the back and said, "I'm going with her".
Just before the ambulance doors closed JJ said, " we will be there as soon as we can", Derek nodded and sat down as the doors closed, he looked at the medic and said, "is it ok if I talk to her and hold her hand", the medic nodded his head and said, "yeah it is fine". Derek quickly put her hand in his and said, "baby girl I need you to hang on for me, please come back to me".
Reid walked over to Hotch and said, "are you alright"?, he looked up and said, "Foyet told me that he arranged the car accident that killed Haley", Reids mouth flew open and said, "do you think that is plausable"?, Hotch took a deep breath and said, "as delusional as he was, I definitely think it was plausable".
Rossi and JJ walked over to Hotch and Reid and said, "is there anyway that Doyle could have lived"?, Reid shook his head and said, "no he was definitely dead, he isn't gonna come back and hurt our family anymore". Rossi looked at Hotch and said, "what did he tell you in there Hotch"?, he looked at them and said, "he told me that he arranged for the accident that killed Haley and all because he blames me for the death of his wife and unborn child", he turned to head over to the SUV so they could get back to the hospital.
Emily stood over Jack and watched as he slept, she gently stroked his hair and smiled down at him, even though his biological father was a bastard Jack was a wonderful child and having Hotch as a dad was the best thing that could have happened to Jack. She leaned down and kissed his forehead and said, "I love you Jack, she moved his hair over and said, "mommy will always love you", she sighed as she sat down in the chair beside the bed and put his small hand in hers.
Derek watched as the medic kept checking her vitals, her blood pressure was 60/40 and her heart rate was 54, Derek kept talking to her the entire way to the hospital. He kept telling her how much he loved her and that he couldn't live without her, he would bring her hand up to his lips and gently kiss it and call her baby girl and goddess, just hoping that she would respond, but she never did.
After what seemed like hours the ambulance finally got the the hospital, Derek hopped out and ran in behind the gurney, once they got inside he tried to follow Pen and was stopped by the nurse. She said, "sir you can't go in there", Derek said, "please let me go in with her, she needs me", the nurse could tell that he was sincere about that but until Pen was stable she couldn't allow him to go in.
She put her hands on his shoulders and said, "you can't go in until they are able to stablize her", he leaned against the wall and slowly slid down to the floor with his head in his hands. A few minutes later the team came running through the door, Reid got on the floor beside Derek and said, "did they tell you anything yet"?, he wiped away the tears and nodded his head and said, "no they haven't told me a damn thing and they won't let me go in to her Reid and it's killing me", Reid wrapped his arms around Derek and hugged him tight and said, "I know it is, I know it is".
Hotch leaned in to Rossi and said, "I'm gonna go check on Jack and Emily and let her know what is happening", Rossi nodded his head in agreement as he watched Hotch walk towards the elevator. JJ saw how broken Derek was and she pulled out her cell and dialed Dereks mom, she had put Frans number in her phones memory after Derek got shot a year ago just in case she might need it again.
After a few rings Fran said, "hello", JJ said, "is this Fran Morgan"?, Fran felt her heart start to beat faster as she said, "yes it is, who is this please"?, JJ took a deep breath and said, "Mrs. Morgan, this is JJ, I work with your son". Fran smiled and said, "JJ is there something wrong with my baby boy"?, JJ sighed and said, "no he is physically fine"?, Fran said, "what's wrong"?, JJ said, "Derek really needs you right now Fran".
Fran could hear the urgency in her voice and said, "what's happened"?, she said, "Penelope was kidnapped and when we found her she had been stabbed and beaten". Fran covered her mouth and said, "ohhhhhhhh no, not Dereks baby girl", JJ said, "the amublance just brought her in a few minutes ago and right now he really needs to hear your voice".
Fran wiped away a few tears and said, "I will call him right now JJ, and then when we get off the phone I will be on the first plane out there", JJ smiled and said, "thank you Fran". Fran smiled and said, "no sweetie, thank you". Hotch walked into Jacks room and couldn't help but smile as he saw Emily in the bed with Jack with her arm wrapped protectively around him.
He pulled his cell out and took a picture and walked over and gently kissed them both before walking out the door and heading back downstairs to see if there had been any news on Penelope. Derek raised up and wiped his eyes and sighed as his cell rang, he pulled his phone out and saw MAMA flashing on the ID, he smiled and said, "I NEED YOU MAMA"