Undisclosed Desires Chapter 8: Training, Body Aches, and Massages, a twilight fanfic

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Chapter Eight

Training, Body Aches, and Massages

Alice's Pov

"You lose again." Bella replied as she pinned me down to the floor.

If you're wondering what we're doing, Bella is training me and Jamie to protect ourselves. Let me see, it's about a week before Valentine's Day, so we've been at this for about a month now. That also means that I've been living with Bella for almost two months now. I'm so lucky to have her in my life, and I'm so grateful that she doesn't press the whole sex issue. We've talked about it before, and she said that she wont pressure me into doing it, and that we'll take the next step when we're ready. I felt really bad about this, because I know for a fact that she's ready. I mean whenever we get into a heavy make out session, we have to stop because Bella doesn't want to scare me off with an erection. I think I'm ready to take it to the next level, it's just that I still have the night I got raped in the back of my mind all the time.

On the plus side, Bella called Angela and asked if she could change the strip club into just a regular club. Angela agreed, saying that she hated dealing with the nasty perverts who came into the strip club. So Angela and the Cullens worked out a deal, and now Angela own just a regular club called, Blackout. Instead of working there, I help Esme out with her Interior Designer job. She says that I have great potential, and I have Bella to thank for getting me the job. She had told me that Esme needed help picking out a color for a room in a new house she was building. Needless to say after that I've been hooked on it. And the pay is great, I'm making almost two grand on every house that I complete. So far I've done four houses in January, and off them I've made almost eight grand! Things were finally starting to look up for Jamie and me.

Jamie had gotten really close to Bella lately. It was so adorable, wherever Bella was Jamie was right there holding her hand. Bella has taught Jamie so many things within the past couple of weeks. She's taught her how to play basketball, baseball, and has taught her some basic self defense moves. Along with that, Bella's taught her how to avoid dangerous situations and how to deal with being made fun of. Jamie's just like a miniature Bella now. I came home one night after working really late with Esme at a house, and I found both of them lying on the living room couch. Jamie was sprawled out on top of Bella's chest, while Bella was sprawled out on the couch. They were both wearing the same pajamas, and their mouths were slightly parted opened. I took a picture of them and put it into the locket Bella gave me on our first date.

Training, on the other hand, has been hard but wonderful. I remember the first day I trained. I was so sore the next day that I couldn't get out of bed. You think that stripping makes you sore, ha! Being a stripper has got nothing on these workouts. After doing my first one, I felt like I did the Hawaiian Iron Man challenge. Bella was very sweet and supportive the day after though. She drew me a hot bath and put the jets on so that it would take the soreness out of my body. If I needed anything from downstairs, or if I was hungry, she would grab it for me and bring it to upstairs. We even watched a couple of my favorite Audrey Hepburn movies, and Bella told me how she met her in real life. I loved hearing about stories from Bella's past, I just found them so fascinating.

"Are you sure about that, Bella?" I asked. She smirked at me and nodded.

Looks like I'm going to have to knock that sexy little smirk right off of her face. My legs were on the outside of Bella's hips, so I thrust my hips up against her. She gasped, temporarily distracting her, leaving me with an opening to work with. I flipped her over so that I was on top, and then I pulled her right arm into an arm bar. She immediately tapped and looked at me wide eyed as she helped me up. Rosalie, Edward, Jasper, and Emmett were all staring at me with their mouths agape. I blushed and looked away from them as they started to clap.

"Alice, that was amazing! You've only been learning for a month and you already pinned Bella down!" Rosalie said and pulled me into a hug.

Another thing about training was that it built up my confidence so much. I knew that if I ever got into trouble with a guy, that I would be able to take him down no problem. I just didn't have one teacher teaching me though, I had five amazing people helping me out. Rosalie taught me that to use anything and everything in a fight. Jasper and Emmett created simulations for me to go through. And Bella and Edward taught me how to fight with weapons. Going through all of this training so far, I was able to see the others fighting styles. Rosalie liked to fight dirty, Edward fights like a boxer. Emmett likes to use wrestling techniques and bulldoze through his opponents. Jasper fights like a soldier, so he uses hand to hand combat a lot.

Then there's Bella, she fights like a ninja, using speed and stealth to her advantage. She told me that she left the family for a year and lived in Japan to learn these skills. She scared the shit out of me during a simulation that Jasper made. The setting was at night walking around the city. I didn't even take two steps before Bella had pinned me down. I got so scared that time that I kneed her in the groin, and she had to sit down for an hour with a bag of ice on her crotch. I don't know how many times I told her that I was sorry for what I did. Every time I did apologize though, she just laughed and said that she had it coming for scaring me like that.

After my fight with Bella, Emmett wanted to fight her, so they got into the MMA ring. They decided to go with five, five minute rounds. The first three rounds were tiring. They just kept throwing kicks and punches left and right nonstop until the round ended. Then in the fourth round Emmett managed to get Bella on the floor, but couldn't submit her fully. Then the fifth round and final round began. Emmett tried to catch Bella with a spinning back kick, but Bella blocked it, and while Emmett's back was turned to her, she pounced on him. She jumped onto his back and used her momentum to make them fall so that she was on her back on the floor. She already had her rear naked choke secured on Emmett, and was just waiting for him to tap. He struggled for about ten seconds before he realized that he couldn't get out of it, and then tapped. Then got up and out of the ring, causing Rosalie and me to run towards them. I jumped into Bella's arms and gave her a chaste kiss on the lips, while Rosalie patted Emmett on the back and gave him a peck on the cheek.

Everyone was tired after that, so we decided to head back to the house. Carlisle was at work, and Esme left us a note saying that she needed to go shopping for some groceries and took Jamie with her. So Bella and I headed upstairs to our room. I was feeling sore after the circuit training that we did today, and I could tell that Bella was sore, judging by the way she was walking. She looked as stiff as a board, and I wanted to help her out, so I thought of a wonderful idea.

"Hey Bella, why don't we go get cleaned up and then I could give you a massage to get all of your kinks out?" I asked.

"Only if I get to give you one too." she replied. I smiled at her and nodded. She smiled back and hurried into the shower. She came back out wearing a tank top and a pair of her boxer shorts, and then motioned for me to go ahead in the shower. When I finished washing up, I put on a pair of boxer shorts Bella had put on the counter along with one of my tank tops. I came out to the sound of Bella playing her guitar on the bed. She smiled and put it back on it's stand next to the bed by her closet. I walked over to her, rubbing my wet hair into the towel I had in my hands.

"What were you playing?" I asked as I climbed onto the bed, the towel discarded at the end of the bed.

"Just one of the songs that we're performing at the club tonight." Bella replied. Bella, Jasper, Edward, and Emmett were together in a band with each other, and offered to play at the club whenever Angela needed a music act to perform there. Tonight will be the first that I'll get to hear them play together. Esme and Carlisle had already said that they would Jamie for us tonight, so we were all set to go.

"I cant wait to hear you guys tonight. Now do you want to go first, or should I?" I asked.

"I'll give you a massage first, since you beat me." she answered. I nodded and faced the headboard while Bella went to go grab something out of the bathroom. I pulled of my tank top, leaving my torso bare as I rested on my stomach. She came back and settled on the bed, her knees resting just outside of my hips. I heard her open up what sounded like a bottle before setting it on the end table. I looked over at what it was and saw that it was the massage oil that we used on each other regularly. It smells like rain water and relaxes us completely whenever we use it.

I heard her rub her hands together to warm it, and then I felt her hands on my back. I moaned as she kneading out a couple of hard knots in my lower back. Then she worked her hands up my back and onto my neck and shoulders. She gently popped my neck and got all of the knots in my shoulder, before she went down to my legs. She massaged the burning and soreness out of them from all the running we did today. After she finished getting all the knots out of my body, I put my tank top back on before switching places with Bella. This was my first time giving her a massage, so hopefully I'll do a good job.

She took off her shirt, and I was met by the site of her silver hoop nipple piercings. I giggled and she flopped down on the bed, sprawled out on her stomach. I reached over and put some oil in my hands, and as I was warming it up in my hands I saw something that made tears spring to my eyes. She had a lot of thin white lines on her back, which I knew were scars. I gently traced the biggest one that was on her right shoulder.

"That scar was given to me when I got captured by the Volturi a few years ago. Aro Volturi's adopted son decided to stab me with a knife after I punched him in his face. The rest are either from when he whipped me, or they're from the belt my father used to beat me with." she said. I felt tears of anger fall down my face when I heard this. I'll get my revenge on the Volturi for what they did to my love.

Most of her scars had faded, except for a few. I moved her hair so that I could get a better view and was surprised again at what I saw. She had a small tattoo of a cross with her mother's name below it on the back of her neck. I gently pressed my lips to it, causing Bella to gasp. I then skimmed my lips across the two scars that made and an 'x' in the middle of her back. I felt her shiver and let a shaky breath as I did this. I then sat my ass down on top of hers and wiggled a little bit to get comfortable. I then moved my hands to her lower back and copied all of the movements she did on me. I noticed at one point when I wiggled that she bucked her hips into the bed. I thought that she was uncomfortable, so I stopped the massage and got off of her. She flipped over, and I saw that she had gotten an erection during my ministrations. She flushed a deep red color and tried to go into the bathroom, but I stopped her.

"Let me help you out, Bella." I said softly. Her eyes went wide in shock as I pushed her back down on the bed gently. Now I talked to Rosalie about what I should in a situation like this, because she did have a thing with Bella way back in the day. So I'm not completely inexperienced in this area because of Rosalie's bluntness, and full on descritptions on what I should do.

"Alice, you don't have to do this." Bella said. I gave her a quick kiss before moving my hand to play with the small patch of hair right above the waistband of her boxers.

"I know, Sweetheart, but I want to." I replied and then moved down the bed so that I could remove her boxers. I checked to make sure that the door was locked before moving back to the bed and pulled Bella's boxers down to her ankles. I was stunned when I took in her entire body. My eyes traveled from her chest down to her abs, and then down to the v of her hips, finally coming to rest on the rock hard flesh that was protruding from her. She was at least nine inches in length and two inches in girth.

I grabbed the towel that was still at the end of the bed and moved so that I resting against Bella's left side. I wrapped my hand around her, and heard Bella hiss out as I did so. I was astonished at how soft the flesh was when she was as hard as steel. The skin had a velvet feel to it as I slowly began to pump my hand up and down her shaft. She whimpered and buck her hips into my hand. My hand was still slick from the oil, so that helped out with her having enough friction. I focused most of my attention on her head though as pre-cum started to come from her slit.

"Ungh, Ali!" she cried out and fisted her hands into the bed's comforter. Her grip was so tight that I could see her knuckles turn ghost white. I gripped her a little tighter and pumped my hand faster. Her hips were bucking to the rhythm I had set, and it wasn't long before her bucking started to become erratic. She was panting heavily and I could see a small sheen of sweat make it's way on her body. Her back was beginning to arch slightly as her moans grew louder.

"Alice, I- I'm," she started to say between pants. I quickly placed the towel over top of her shaft so that it could catch her release, while continuing to bring her to the brink of ecstasy. I leaned over so my mouth was right next ear.

"It's okay, Bella. Just let go, Sweetheart." I whispered into her ear.

"Alice!" she screamed out, her head slamming back against the bed and her snapping shut. Her back shot off of the bed as her member jerked and released her load into the towel. I continued to stroke her, trying to give her as much pleasure as possible by prolonging her orgasm. I peppered butterfly kisses on her face and neck as she calmed down from her high. Her body was heaving as she tried to gain her breath back, while I cleaned her off with the towel and gently pulled her boxers back on. I threw the towel into the hamper in the bathroom and made my way back on the bed.

Bella had recovered her breathing fully as I laid down next to her. She looked at me through half lidded eyes as she pulled me up against her body. She turned on her side so that she could pull me closer. I felt her body thrum with her loud purring as she nuzzled her nose into my hair. I closed my eyes and let the sound of her purring relax me into almost a dream like state. I then remembered that we had to be at the club by seven so that we could get everything set up for tonight. I looked over at the clock and saw that it was almost six.

"Bella, we gotta go get ready for tonight." I said softly, stirring her awake. She nodded and we headed into her closet. She said that I could pick out what she wore tonight, so I grabbed a pair of her ripped up jeans, a tank top with graphics on it, and a long sleeved, black button up shirt to go over top of it. I also grabbed one of her silver studded belts along with a pair of her black DC shoes to complete the outfit. She got dressed quickly, and I helped put her hair into a ponytail for the night before I got dressed.

I put on a black v-neck t-shirt that revealed a little bit of cleavage, along with a pair of gray ripped skinny jeans. I put on my own pair of DC shoes that Bella had gotten for Christmas. I wore the necklace she had bought me too. I ran my hands through my hair a couple of times to get it to the right spiky consistency that I wanted. Bella wrapped her arms around me from behind and planted a kiss on my forehead.

"Alice, thank you for what you did for me. I want you to remember a couple of things for me. I will never let my love for you ever go. I will always be there to catch when you fall, and you will always find me by your side whenever you need me. I also wanted you to know that if my only chance to meet you was at the club, that I would've waited on you hand and foot for my entire life until I got to meet you." she said. I felt tears sting my eyes when I heard this. I turned around and pulled her into a tight hug. We hurried downstairs to meet the smirking faces of Bella's siblings.

"Looks like Bella got a little somethin' from Alice tonight, you guys." Emmett said. Rosalie of course smacked him on the head, and then smiled at us before dragging him by the ear into the garage.

"Thank you, Alice for doing that. I don't think that I could handle anymore of Bella's lustful emotions." he said and wrapped his arm around Edward's waist, leading him into the garage. I looked up at Bella and saw her blushing and scratching the back of her head sheepishly. I took her hand and brought her over to the Escalade. We all decided on just taking one car that way there wouldn't be any hassel to put stuff in everyone's individual car. Jasper, Edward, and Emmett sat up in the front, while I was seated in the middle between Bella and Rosalie in the second row.

It took us about an hour to get there and get all the equipment set up for the night. We met up with Paul, Sam, Jacob, and their girlfriends at the club. We grabbed ourselves a table right in front of the stage. We got ourselves a couple of drinks and danced a little bit to loosen ourselves up before that huge crowds started to roll in. I'm glad that Bella had decided to wear a pair of the boxers that I bought her, because girls started walking over to our table trying to steal our dates. Before we knew it, it was time for the band to perform. We watched as Angela hopped up on the stage with a mic.

"Alright everyone it's time for our live perfomance of the night." she said, causing a loud array of applauses and drunken applauses to erupt.

"Alice, remember what I said to you at the house." she said before giving me a quick kiss and headed up on stage. I didn't understand why she said what she did, but I listened to her anyways.

"Hey what's up everyone, we are Solar Skyline, and we're hear to rock the roof off this place. This first song that we're going to play is dedicated to the love of my life." Bella said. The girls erupted into a chorus of aww's, while the guys just rolled their eyes.

"Baby, you are the best thing that's ever happened to me and I want you to know it. This song also goes out to any couples in the building tonight. Cheers to a healthy and strong relationship." Bella said before taking a swig of her beer that was on a speaker next to her. Everyone at our table tapped glasses with each other, as well as a lot of people all around us. Bella quickly handed her beer to Rosalie, as Jasper started the intro. He was playing lead guitar and back up vocals. Edward was on the base, Emmett on the drums, leaving Bella on back up guitar with lead vocals.

AN: everything in parenthesis is Jasper singing.

Have faith in me
Cause there are things that I've seen I don't believe
So cling to what you know and never let go
You should know things aren't always what they seem

I said I'd never let you go, when I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

I'm going crazy
Cause there are things in the streets I don't believe
So we'll pretend it's alright (pretend it's alright)
and stay in for the night
Oh what a world
I'll keep you safe here with me (with me)

I said I'd never let you go, when I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

They've got me on the outside, looking in
But I can't see at all
With the weight of the world on my shoulders,
They just wanna see me fall

Have faith in me

I said I'd never let you go, when I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

I said I'd never let you go, when I never did (Go, Did)
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it (Fall, Meant It)
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

I said I'd never let you go, when I never did
I said I'd never let you go, when I never did
I said I'd never let you go, when I never did
I said I'd never let you go, when I never did

I understood now by what Bella's words meant back at the house. She'd put them into this song to make me remember the promises she made to me, and the night we first met each other. When the song finished everyone was screaming their applause for the song. They played a couple more songs and then got off stage getting a standing ovation from everyone in the club. The second Bella got off stage, I pulled her onto the dance floor and danced the rest of the night away. We went from grinding on each other a little, to slow dancing and swaying to love music put on for the couple's dance.

We left the club at around twelve at night. Bella and I wanted to get home before morning, so that Jamie wouldn't freak out on if she didn't see us if she woke up during the night. We grabbed all of the band equipment and stuck it in the trailer we had attached to the back of the Escalade. As we got into the car, I thought I saw something out of the corner of my by shook it off as nothing and slid into the seat next to Bella.

We got home at around twelve thirty, to a sleeping Jamie on the couch with a Power Rangers movie popped into the dvd player. Carlisle and Esme were sitting on one of the other couches keeping watch over her. Bella smiled at them and motioned for them to go upstairs to bed. They gave us all hugs before retiring upstairs for the night. We said goodnight to everyone, before Bella grabbed Jamie, as well as the dogs from the garage. We went up to our room, Bella laying Jamie down on the pull out bed, the dogs surrounding her. We got into our pajamas, and settled down in our bed. I thought back to what I thought I saw at the club, and could've sworn I saw a pair of eyes staring at all of us before we left. I clutched onto Bella's hand tighter and snuggled back into her body more as a sliver of fear made it's way into mind. It was soon thrown out when I felt Bella's body start to vibrate from her purring, causing me to fall into a peaceful slumber.

? Pov

I rounded the corner of the club and peered at the Cullen's from around the corner. I wanted to make that spiky little black haired girl feel the wrath of the pain I felt for her taking away the one person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. As I continued to watch them, I saw spiky's eyes meet mine for a split second before she got into the car and drove off. I sprinted back to the Volturi's headquaters, processing the information that I was going to tell Master Aro when I get back.

That stupid little fairy bitch has no idea what's about to hit her.

AN: Now who in the hell do you think this person is trying to threaten our favorite pixie. This is the first attempt I've ever done on writing a sex scene before. Let me know about what you think of the chapter, and who the mystery person is!

The song for this chapter is "Have Faith In Me," by A Day To Remeber. This song made me cry the first time I heard it, cause it reminds me of the girl that I love.