Chapter 7
I had the worst morning ever. I had morning sickness 3 times! UGH! Pregnancy sucks. My life is over!
"Hey. How you feeling?" asked Peyton
"Like hell."
"You'll be ok." said Peyton
"Im scared, Peyton."
"I know. Im scared for you but it will be ok. I know it will." said Peyton then I humf
"Did you tell her? Victoria I mean." said Peyton
"No. I more scared to tell her than Lucas." said Brooke
"Tell me what?" asked Victoria
"That... I got an A?" asked Brooke
"Dont play dumb." said Victoria
"Im gonna go. I'll call you. Yeah... bye." said Peyton then leaves
"Tell me what?" asked Victoria
"Im pregnant." said Brooke then Victoria slaps her
"Ow." I yell, "You bitch!"
"ARE YOU THAT STUPID?!" yells Victoria
"Excuse me?"
"DONT YOU KNOW HOW TO KEEP YOUR LEGS CLOSED?! ARE YOU TRYING TO RUIN YOUR LIFE?!" she continues to yell
"No! I didnt want this."
"WELL YOU HAVE IT. YOU'RE SUCH A SLUT! You know what? Im not gonna let you ruin your or my life. You're having an abortion." said Victoria
"A WHAT?!"
"An abortion. We both know that you cant take care of a child. You cant even take care of yourself obviously. You're having an abortion... or you can leave." said Victoria then leaves the room
"I HATE HER!" I yell out of fustration
I thought about if for a moment and Victoria was right. I cant take care of a baby. I dont wanna kI'll it but I dont have a choice. I just cant believe what she said to me. If she was a mother, it would've hurt but it didnt. So.. this morning, I went and got the abortion. It was a girl. I thought about all the names I couldve named her. Ginger, Scarlett, Sophia, Jade. But the more I think about it, the more I hate myself for ending a life. But it was the right thing to do... right? Anyway, Ive decided to visit Lucas at his 's been blowing up my phone all day. I should go see him. He doesnt ceserve being avoided.
"Hey." said Lucas
"Hey."
"Ive been calling you." said Lucas
"I know."
"You ok?" asked Lucas
"Yeah."
"You look like you've been crying." said Lucas
"I don't like you to see me like this...vulnerable"
"It's how I always see you Brooke, that and your beauty" said Lucas
"It's just that, you're the first great guy I've dated and that really scares me because I never gave a rat's ass before. Ok, but I do now."
"That's good, because I give a rat's ass about you too." said Lucas then he and I laugh
"We are going to be a power couple! U're going to be a famous novelist, and I'm going to have a fabulous fashion line."
"But we are still going to have time to have a big family." said Lucas
"Two boys, and a girl"
"And I'll coach little league" said Lucas
"U! And I'll bake treats for the team, or buy them."
"And we will spend our summer in our beach house." said Lucas
"And winter in the southern France."
"It won't matter where we are, as long as we are together." Lucas
"Yeah."
"Well. You should probably get home. Its getting late." said Lucas
"I'll rather stay here and talk to you if you dont mind."
"I dont mind." said Lucas
I woke up the next morning to find myself laying in Lucas's bed. What happened?
"Morning." said Lucas
"Hey. What happned last night?"
"We were up talking and you got tired so I put you in my bed. I slept on the couch." said Lucas
"You didnt have to do that."
"Yeah, I know." said Lucas
"What time is it?"
"Umm... 8:30." said Lucas
"Well. I should go home and change."
"Can we meet up later?" asked Lucas
"Yeah. I'll call you."
"Ok. Bye." said Lucas
"Bye." then I kiss Lucas and leave
I came home and Victoria was sitting at the counter, reading the paper, and drinking coffee. I tried to ease my way pass her but... I failed.
"Out getting pregnant again?" asked Victoria
"I was with Peyton."
"I bet you were." said Victoria
"What's going on with the academy?"
"What acabemy?" asked Victoria
"The International Arts Academy."
"You know... at first I was happy that you were happy since you thought I registered you for that academy, because you didnt care about the past you just wanted to be my daughter but now I just dont care." said Victoria
"What do you mean I thought?"
"I never singed you up for that academy." said Victoria
"Then who did?"
"No one. It wasnt for you." said Victoria
"What do you mean? Im your only child."
"So you think." said Victoria
"What does that mean?"
"Your father died of a heartattack. I had told him 2 days before that I had a child from another man that I had been sending money to and we had a fight and he tried to live with that but he couldnt. He told me I was an ungrateful bitch. But I dont care." said Victoria
"I cant believe you."
"Believe it. I never wanted to get pregnant by the man. Having you was enough. Think I wanted you? But Im actually glad I have Rachel because she actually has something going for herself." said Victoria
"Wait. Did just say Rachel? As in Rachel Gatina?"
"Surprise bitch." said Victoria
"I shouldve known. Shes just like you except I dont like her but I hate you."
"Well get over it." said Victoria
"Im going to Peyton's."
"Toodles." said Victoria