Author: Despite strong beliefs out there, I am back lol it's like I said weird time grid. I ^.^ so allow this chapter to fill you up.

Disclaimer: I don't own these fussy characters, only bad *** Rain.

Heart Ain't for love

They're torture devices

devised by god

to keep

control

~~Cynic

Draco wondered if life's small surprises were meant to make his life miserable. Like for instance, Nott the bugger showing specifically were he wasn't wanted. "Oh look, it's the mud blood loving Malfoys." Ignoring him, Draco and his family continued, pushing their way through the crowds of Diagon Alley. His father, seem truly to have not heard what the little Nott, had called out since he was emulating, Hermione granger, by keeping his head in a book with the title, "Culture Shock: Muggle World".

Deciding he didn't want to embarrass his mother and father by ripping Nott's lips off. He directed them towards the book store. Separating at the front of the store, Draco wandered, letting his fingers play over the covers. He hummed, allowing his mind to wander to safer places. Hearing a crash behind him, he whipped around, his old instincts coming to the fore.

Standing in front of the store entrance, was not only Draco's father but apparently the Weaslys had picked the same day to go shopping. Inwardly groaning, he winced when his father threw the first punch. Some may assume his father wasn't the fighting type because of his suave image, but then again it was only an image. In Hogwarts, his father had often been the first to jump in to the scrimmages between Snape and The Marauders.

Grimacing, Draco, standing so far away immediately noticed when the bastard Nott slipped the journal in the Ginny's bucket. Deciding to pretend he hadn't seen it he walked, towards harry purposely tripping Nott as he went. "Gah!' Smirking Draco allowed himself too calmly watch the action.

"Do you feel anyguilt?" Draco coolly looked up, giving Rain a perturbed look. "And why would I feel that?" He leaned back in the love seat; they were currently in Rain's sitting room. After a hard day of 'Hiding' Draco came here to be …Herself.

"I just wonder if the fact that a young girl, will always have a piece of …him inside of her. Doesn't upsets you at all, honestly I'm a little bit impressed." Growling, Draco stood, "I'm not okay with it, but it has to happen in order for me to collect each dark piece of him. I have to allow some of the original parts to slip through."

He grabbed the cup off the table in front of him and quickly shot down the rest of the sherry. In frustration he threw it in to the fireplace, staring into it he felt his mental exhaustion. "I'm drainedevery single day, staring into the faces of those who betrayed me, or those I betrayed. Despite hours of reminding myself, that those memories are no longer real or valid in this life." Walking closer to the fireplace, he laid his palm on the Delgado's coat of arms. Despite the whirling emotions inside of him, he kept them locked behind his metallic eyes.

Whispering as if not to be heard by even the gods he confessed something that scared him far more. "Rain, the only thing in this world I fear, is the look of betrayal, I might soon see on Potters face. And the worst part is; he turned towards her his eyes stark; I will not be able to ever tell him the truth."

Inside his room, Draco stared at the orb on his desk. Inside its Depths Harry was laughing at something Ron had said. Draco, felt his heart clenched this emotion he was suffering from shouldn't be affecting him at all. Despite everything he knew the end was far from coming, and when it did. He wanted to have memories that he could look back on. Shutting it off, he stood and went to bad, and almost like a wish he said his prayers.

"Now I lay me down to sleep, if I should die before I wake, I pray my lord my soul you keep."

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