"Hey." said Peyton walking through the front door

"Hey."

"Feeling any better?" asked Peyton sitting down next to me

"No. I umm... tried calling Lucas but everytime I call he doesnt answer."

"Im sorry." said Peyton

"Dont be. I deserve it."

"No one deserves what he's doing to you." said Peyton

"I just want to talk to him and he's just being so... difficult."

"Well, maybe he's not the one for you." said Peyton

"But what if Im the one for him?"

"Well, then just keep an open mind and I promise, everything's gonna be ok." said Peyton then hugs me

About an hour later, Peyton was gone and I hear my doorbell ring. I sit there, on my couch, and let it ring. But the person never got the message to leave.

So, I get up and open the door. Surprisely, it's Rachel.

"What are you doing here? Not enough guys so you thought you could get a little girl action?"

"No. But you could say I started my day off with a bang." said Rachel

"Tell me why Im not surprised."

"You know, you should become a clean teen with me." said Rachel

"Whats with the clean teen anyway? I mean, they should have a different slogan: "We break hearts. Not hymes."

"Why you say that?" asked Rachel

"Every person in that club, has either been heart broken or broke someone's heart."

"Then it'll be easy for you because you've done both. Well, you're still kinda heart broken." said Rachel

"You're such a bitch."

"Everyone needs their own bitch." said Rachel

"No matter how many clean teen clubs you join, you'll still look like a slut."

"And you'll still smell like a whore." said Rachel

"Look, Im not joining you're stupid clean teen."

"Fine. But.. just so you know, I hear there are some really cute clean teens. Cya." said Rachel then leaves

Then next day, while Im sleeping, I hear my computer beep. I sit up on my bed and grab my laptop. I shake the mouse and I got a email. From... LUCAS!

The email read, "Hey Brooke. This is Haley. Umm... In case you were calling Lucas, he's kinda hurt and mad. But anyway, it you want to contact him, you can email or skype me haleyjamesscott. If I dont answer, then try calling my phone: 312-364-2687 or the house phone: 619-296- 4087. Wish you a great day! Bye :)

After I read the email, I felt a big weight drop on me. Lucas is hurt and mad at me? I should be hurt and mad at him... Right?

So... today is Monday and it's time to go to school. Lord knows I dont wanna go but I gotta learn how to face the world and keep an open mind. Huh, open mind.

"Hey." said Peyton

"Hey."

"I have a question." said Peyton

"Ok. Shoot."

"Do you ever look past it, Brooke?"

"Past what?"

"All of it. Life itself." said Peyton

"Yeah. I mean, I think about the future sometimes and it scares me."

"What scares you the most?" asked Peyton

"Not being enough. That's what scares me the most."

"Your'e enough Brooke. And if some people dont realize that then that's their lost. Because you're pretty great." said Peyton

"Thanks Peyt."

"Come on." said Peyton then we began to walk to class

As I was laying in my bed that night, I heard my laptop beep. I pulled the laptop onto my bed and realized I got a email. The email was from some girl...umm... "TutorGirl." I clicked the email and began to read.

"Hi Brooke, in case you were wondering this is Haley. Look, Lucas is pretty upset right now so he doesnt really wanna talk to you. If it makes you feel any better, he doesnt wanna talk to me either. But if you ever need someone to talk to, Im a good listener. Well, talk to you later I hope. Bye :)" After reading the message, I decided to email her back but then I got a notice on my instagram. I clicked on it and Haley had posted a saying. It read, " clothesoverbros, Things arent always going to be fair in the real world. That's just the way it is. But for the most part, you get what you give. Rest of your life is being shaped right now. By the choices you make. The dreams you chase. And the person you decide to be. The rest of your life is a long time. And the rest of your life starts now." I sent an email to her and it says, "Thanks for the support. It really means alot. Have a great day Hales! :)"

The next day when I walking, I bumped into Rachel. Yay.

"Oh. Hi Brooke." said Rachel

"Hi."

"Peyton not around?" asked Rachel as if she really cared

"No she- wait. Why do you care?"

"Just getting through an awkward moment." said Rachel then starts to walk off

"Rachel." then Rachel turns around, "Still up for that Clean Teen thing?"

"I knew you'd change your mind. I know alot about you Brooke Davis." said Rachel

"I bet. What? Did Victoria tell you?"

"No. I havent talked to that bitch in forever." said Rachel

"That's one thing we have in common. We both thinks she's a bitch."

"We have alot in common Brooke. Alot." said Rachel

"Whatever. Where do I sign up?"

"Right. Over. There." said Rachel then we walk to the sign up table

"Hi. My name is Shelly. Clean Teen leader." said Shelly

"Yeah. Im Brooke and this is Rachel."

"I know." said Shelly

"Great. So.. can we sign up?" asked Rachel

"Oh, of course." said Shelly, "Now in order to be a Clean Teen, you must promise to never have sex again until marriage."

"Damn. Fine.. whatever." said Rachel

"Ok. I know pronouce you official Clean Teen members. Virgins For Life." said Shelly

"Yay. Whatever." said Rachel then looks at me, "I was right. You still smell like a whore."

"And you still look like a slut."

"Touche." said Rachel

Later on that evening, I went to Peyton's house because she was sick.

"Hey Blondie. How you feeling?"

"I feel fine but I look like Rudolph." said Peyton

"Your nose isnt that red." then Peyton looks at me, "Ok. Maybe it is."

"Anything happen at school today?" asked Peyton

"Nah. Normal. But umm... me and Rachel joined the Clean Teens."

"The clean whats?" asked Peyton

"Clean Teens. Virgins For Life."

"Wow. Good luck with that." said Peyton

"You should join with us."

"No thank you. See I have this thing where I dont pretend to be something Im not." said Peyton

"Whatever Peyton."

"I didnt mean to offend you. But.. what's the point?" asked Peyton

"I messed up with sex. And because of sex I lost the one guy I actually cared about. Im not doing that again Peyton."

"Then dont but you dont have to promise that to some girl. Believe it in your heart and that's all that matters." said Peyton

"Okay."

Sorry for such a short chapter. Hope you enjoyed it anyway. Thnx for the support. :)