Sorry for it being just another Author's Note... I realized I haven't posted anything in a long long time... and I received a message from an avid reader today who brought it up wondering if I was alright... I'll give you the message I sent them.
"No I haven't abandoned it... It's been a really bad time here for me and my family... Long story short...
My mother had a triple bypass, then had to go back under for more stints (stents sp?) due to blockages to her new arteries... we found out she has a hole in her eye that will probably need surgery also..
My husband started a new job and that same day I totaled the car by getting into an accident with a deer (I'm fine though, so don't worry.)
I had 4 new doctor appointments for my chronic migraines
my parents have been fighting, making thoughts of separation/divorce pop up...
my brother lost his license because of his boss, in turn losing his job...
we had a break in at our home where me, my son, and my two brother-in-laws were home and I had to be a witness in court...
This stuff is just so crazy it just can NOT be made up... and it ALL happened within the span of the last update... I swear my LIFE could be a fanfiction... without the fiction.
Anyway, with all of it happening I ended up sitting at my computer staring at my word document and just couldn't get anything to pop into my head... So basically I had to take a break... I probably should've posted something saying what was going on... I think I'll do that next so no one freaks out thinking I died or something...
I'm sorry to have made you wonder. I hope to have something up when my life calms down some.
Talk to you later."
So yeah, I hope no one gets upset that I haven't been around... I just really haven't been in the right frame of mind to write lately and I really don't think anyone would want to read what I would write at this point because with the way my mind has been going I'd probably be so angry at life I'd just end up killing Bella off quickly or having Edward go insane from waiting and make him a jumper, and go over the hospital building into a vat of boiling oil or something to mess up his perrrty face..
And we all don't want that, now do we?
SOOOO yeah... I just need a break for a little bit guys and dolls until my head can stop screaming at me with all the things going on in my life... I hope you all understand.
See you next time!