Tonight I Wanna Cry
This song is by Keith Urban... I got inspired so enjoy..
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"Bakura... please... I.. I'll be better.." Courtney begged, tears in her eyes.
Bakura stood at the door.
His wine colored orbs glared at her. "No. I'm done with you! You... you just make me so angry and I don't know why! We're through!"
Courtney grabbed his arm. "Please!"
Bakura snarled and backhanded her.
Courtney cried out.
With a sneer, Bakura spat at her. "JUST GO KILL YOURSELF!"
Then he left.
Courtney sat on the couch, watching TV. She had a bottle of wine in her lap was was drinking from it as she sniffled.
The TV wasn't on any channel in particular, it was just static.
Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on
The sound turned down
And a bottle of wine
Courtney stared at the walls.
Bakura.. why? Why did you have to leave?
There's pictures of you and I
On the walls around me
The way that it was
And could've been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walking away.
The drunken brunette stood up, bottle in her hands and stumbled up to one of the pictures and touched it.
It was a picture of them together at the dance in high school a couple of years ago.
Courtney traced Bakura's face. He looked so happy back then.
She fell to her knees, hands falling into her lap.
I've never been the kind
To ever let my feelings show
And I thought that being strong
Meant never losing your self-control
As tears clouded her eyes, threatening to fall, she covered her face.
But I'm just drunk enough
To let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain from my eyes
The tears continued to fall down her face as she stood up, drinking more out of the wine bottle.
Tonight I wanna cry.
Courtney stared at the picture for a long time.
Would it help if I turned
A sad song on
All by myself
Would sure hit me hard
Now that your gone
It was a while before her anger built up so much that she punched the picture.
Pain entered her system as the pain sensation of the glass piercing her fist caused red blood, almost as red as the wine she was drinking, to run down her arm.
Or maybe unfold
Some old yellow lost love letters
Its gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you
By hiding this way.
Courtney ignored the blood and the pain as she drank more, stumbling to her room.
She just didn't care anymore.
She just wanted to forget.
'Cause I've never been the kind
To ever let my feelings show
And I thought that being strong
Meant never losing self-control
Footsteps echoed as she stumbled to her room, tripping over the smallest things.
She fell to the ground, tripping over yet another picture.
More tears came.
But I'm just drunk enough
To let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain from my eyes
The brunette picked the picture up, her tears and blood mixing across the surface.
This just caused her to cry even more.
Bakura...
Tonight I wanna cry.
She then stood up.
Please Ra just make it all stop...
The pain.
Bakura...
She finally got to her room, her vision blurred.
Well I've never been the kind
To ever let my feelings show
I thought that being strong
Meant never losing self-control
She collapsed on her bed, staring up at the ceiling.
Her sobs echoed through the empty house.
Why did he leave?
Was I not good enough?
Was I not pretty enough? Does.. does he hate me?
At the thought of this, more tears came.
She began to hate this more and more as this went on.
It's obvious that he doesn't want me here anymore!
She looked at the wine bottle in disgust. She was tired of looking at it.
That was when the bottle was smashed against the wall, the red liquid flying everywhere.
As soon as it did, the glass flew everywhere.
A piece of glass landed beside her.
Courtney's glazed over brown eyes stared at it.
She picked it up, ignoring as it sliced her finger slightly.
But I'm just drunk enough
She played with it for a second.
Bakura...
She squeezed her eyes shut tightly.
Please.. I can't think of him anymore...
But still the image of his face came.
How angry it was...
To let go of my pain
More crimson red blood dripped down as her hands squeezed the glass.
"Bakura..." She mumbled. "I know that this is what you want.."
To hell with this pride
As the glass sliced her arm, making deep cuts, Courtney didn't feel pain or guilt.
She felt disappointed and sad.
With herself.
With Bakura.
With their relationship.
With the fact that nothing would ever happen between them again.
Because he hated her.
And this is what he wanted.
Let it fall like rain from my eyes
As Courtney's body fell to the floor, the glass beside her, she was still crying.
But her tears weren't tears of sadness...
They were tears of joy.
Tonight I wanna cry...
"Good-bye Bakura... I love you.." She mumbled as she took her last breath, eyes closing for the final time.
Never to open again.
~The Next Day~
Bakura was walking down the streets when he saw the headlines on the news.
"Courtney Azure took her life last night.. Detectives found no suicide note nor a reason for why she ever wanted to take her own life."
Bakura froze.
Courtney was... dead?
The whitette was silent as he took this in.
Why would she..?
"JUST GO KILL YOURSELF!"
His own words echoed through his head.
He covered his ears before beginning to cry.
Courtney was dead..
And it was all his fault.