Ashley POV

I ran into Josh Perrodo , The boy I threw my phone at.

" Hey Ashley . " Josh said all cheery

" Why are you in America nevermind Miami , Florida ? "

" I live in Miami with my brother Dez. " Josh reply

" You brother with Dizzy. " I stated

Josh nodded " How did you know that his nickname ? "

" Cause He hang out with my brother everyday. " I said glumly

" What wrong Lee Lee ? " He said concerned

He grabbed my hand small shock going through and started dragging me toward his house.

" Well , ...It kinda a long story " I said as I see Dez coming our way.

" Josh hide , It Dez He gonna take me back to Austin " I said as I left go of his hand and hid behind a bush.

" Josh , How you seen Ashley ? . She ran away when She though Austin hated her. " Dez said seriously

" Nope , Never Saw Her. " Josh lied.

Dez soon left looking for me . As , soon as He was a block away. I came out and We continue our journey. We arrived at Josh's unseen. We greeted his mother and went to his room.

" Lee Lee are you hurting yourself again . " Josh asked me

I nodded blinking back tears.

" I thought you stop after you left England . "

I shooked my head. " I did , but when I got home Austin was talking about Ally and He left me for Ally. I was so upset and mad so I put on my rubberbands and snapped them until I bled. Then I realized He must hate cause I am too fat , soon later that night He wanted me to get Ice cream with him. I denied saying I hate ice cream then I told him I was fat . This morning , I was hungry and went downstair to see Ally . All he cares about is Ally . He defended her and then He tried to make me eat. I denied saying I wasn't humgry but then my stomach growl. He knew I was lying and started to yell at me. He never yell at me before. He hate me . " I sob at the end.

Josh hugged me letting me cried until his shirt.I soon stop and Josh said " Lee Lee you are not are skinny, Austin doesn't hate you. "

" Then why ...why He never hang out with me anymore ? We were suppose to be Team A&A Austin and Ashley not Austin and Ally. "

" He ...I don't know. He trying to make it big by himself with Ally. Why would He cares about a girl He likes over his own blood. "

I didn't belive him but I just nodded my head.

" Here, I don't want these. " I said as I gave him my rubberbands.

My bruises was very gross looking and bloody.

We headed into the bathroom in complete silence until Josh spoke up

" I know how you feel. When , I came home He was talking about Trish. Not hanging out with on dates with Trish. But, I never hurt myself. "

Finally Some kinda understands .

We started to leaned into each other then ...