Jalizza's POV:

As soon as I looked at Demi, I knew who she was instantly but I didn't want to say anything. I understand because celebrities don't like screaming fans. But then again she is my idol... She came here to do a job, so I just have to let her and then fan-girl after. As she begins to tell her story, even though I've heard it over 10 million times I can't help but cry. From her explaining her estranged relationship with her father to getting help. I couldn't take it anymore and Ms. Smith just looked at me and told me to take a walk. I then shut the door and start running down the hall.

I hear someone chase me. It's none of their god damn business what the hell I'm gonna do. Not like they have any problems. Not like they feel my pain. I run down the stairs and back into the bathroom. I lock the door and sink to the ground. I need to do this to feel better. I won't get the negative thoughts out until I do. I then hear a knock on the door. I say, "Go away!

The voice says, "I know what your gonna do. It's not the way to solve the pain. Let me in."
I say, "How do you know, and you have no idea what your talking about! You have no idea what pain I am going through. You have no idea about my past. You have no idea of my secrets."

The voice, "I saw your cutts. I might not your story but I know mine. I did this to. It made it feel better for a little while but it only stays for a little. It's like novicane the numbness only stays for a lil but then you are back to feeling the pain but worse."

I laugh and say, "I don't do it to numb my pain, I do it to make myself feel alive. I am dead inside. All of the times you've seen me happy, it's because I've done this. It makes me feel like I have a purpose."

The voice get more panicked, "Please stop, what if one day you go too far?"

I laugh again, "What if I do. It's not like anyone will miss me. It's not like anyone will really care. I know I won't. I'll finally be at peace. I want it to go dark. When I sleep it's the best. Then I wake up everyday being mad that I did. I want to be in the light, I wanna be with my grandmother." That was the first time I thought about her in a while. It's been 2 and a half years since she's been gone and it still feels like yesterday.

And then their is even more pain and I start shakeing, I grab my needle and stab real hard into my skin. I drag it across. And repeat a few more times. I hear the voice yelling, but I can't hear it. The pain made me feel alive, and then all of a sudden I get really lightheaded. The room is spinning, and the walls are caving in. I realize that this is it, somehow I manage to get out the words good bye.

Demi's POV:

I'm so scared. I'm yelling but she isn't answering. I see some guy that looks like a janitor and tell him to unlock the door. He gets out the key and unlocks it. That's when I see her. She is laying on the ground with blood all over. I run over to her yelling for help. When I get to her I hold her. The blood is oozing on my new jacket, but I don't care. I'm trying my hardest to keep pressure but I can't.

What if she dies? It will be all my fault, I couldn't stop her! I am her idol, and she wouldn't listen! All of a sudden I hear a scream behind me. I slightly turn and see two girls. They are freaking out, I say, "Calm down! Now listen, go to your principal. Tell him this girl tried to commit suicide and we already called an ambulance but to put the school under lock down. Do you know her name?"

One nods and says, "That's my girlfriend." I didn't quite understand at first seeing I didn't know Jalizza was a lesbian. "You gotta save her! She is the first person I ever actually loved. I don't know what I would without her." This girl seems to be two or three years older but she looks like she really means it.

I just say, "Leave now before the paramedics come in!" The tears are pouring down our faces.

The girl says, "I don't wanna leave her."

The other girl says, "Tara, stay." Tara nods and the other girl gives her a hug, looks at Jalizza and walks away.

Tara still crying her eyes out says, "Is there anyway I can help?"

I shake my head and say, "The only way you can help is by saying a prayer."

Tara nods, puts her hands together, looks up and says, "Lord please give Jalizza the strength to fight to stay alive. This world would not be the same without her. I will give you anything you want just to keep her. She might've tried to die, but she didn't really want to. Don't let the fact that none of us tried saveing her against her. She is the most kind and caring indivual that just got lost on her way. And if she does, let her become an angel watching over us."

I'm now shakeing, and we hear an ambulance siren. When they come they take her, not saying how she is. I don't want to leave her but I know I will have to. I look at Tara and ask, "You wanna ride with me?" She nods and we run down the hallway, down the stairs, and out into my car.