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Where's Kankri

Shh. . . don't worry.

Where's mommy

She took Kankri out while you were napping, Lets take a bath

I don't want to

Please don't make me!

I promise I won't be dirty. . .

Stop. . . please. It hurts...

I shot out of Gamzee's bed accidentally waking him as my eyes flooded with tears, I tried to breath steadily only to choke on my sobs as they streamed down my cheeks. Again, again with that fucking nightmare.

"Whoa what's wrong motherfucker?"

"Nothing!" I shouted, barely able to catch my breath.

"Karbro. . ."

"It was my fault."

"What?'

"It was all my fault." I hicced. Gamzee's expression became serious, he sat up holding my shoulders, forcing me to look into those shocking eyes even in the barely lit room.

"What happened?"

"The dream. . . I was." I couldn't say it, I felt like I was going to be sick. "Where's your bathroom?" I rushed, he pointed to the door to his own bathroom which I ran over to, spilling my guts in. He didn't find it gross, or at least I don't think so considering he came over and held my bangs back and patted my back. . .

He opened a toothbrush from under his sink and handed it to me along with the toothpaste, I nodded thanking him before scrubbing the taste of bile out of my mouth.

I sighed in relief, at least the stomach ache was gone but a head ache erupted soon after, especially when I saw him there sitting on the bed it was no longer dark, the light was on but of course this asshole clothes weren't.

He was kind enough to cover himself a bit.

"Karkat." I glanced up, "You're gonna tell me everything."

"No."

"No?"

"No." I repeated.

"Why?"

I didn't really have a reason. I kind of shrugged, he patted his bed and I sat next to him, he pulled me close.

"When I was little," He started, "I was alone. . . I hadn't any friends. . . I hadn't any close family." I glanced up at him, "My mom was always out and my dad was always working, I stayed home alone a lot. . . not that I minded, I mean dad says it helped me learn to take care of myself. . ." He glanced down, "They gave me money and bought me crap to keep me quiet. . . one day I had enough so, I went all up and tried to kill myself, thinkin' 'Hey, no one would be around to notice. . . and when I'm gone no one will be around to miss me. . .'" He glanced down at me, "Not like they loved me they barely knew me. . . so, I took all these pills and just woke up in a hospital."

He glanced down, playing with his own hands, "My dad got all mad. . . said if I kept it up, he'd all up and send me away. . . what a motherfucker." He laughed halfheartedly, "Mom was more of the 'why me' type in that situation. . . neither of em bothered to ask what was wrong, they didn't care. . . But I wanted to try so I tried talking to him and you know what my dad tells me?"

I shook my head.

"Says, 'Graham, that's selfish, we're out working so you can have all these nice things' I never asked for the stuff. . . they just thought it'd shut me up, so then he tells me, 'you're weak minded, if you wanted to have a psychiatrist prescribe you pills to get high we've already given you plenty of money.' I didn't bother trying after that, I knew they'd never understand me, y'know. . . so I use my money to get high."

I sighed, holding him close, "Gamzee. . . I want to be it."

"Be what?"

"That. . . love that you've always kind of needed. I mean yeah my life sucks, I'm not going to compare it to yours, I'm not going to judge any of your privilege. . . I just know that it's kind of hard without love. . If I didn't have Kankri I'd be fucked.."

"I have love..One love, my brother Kurloz."

Well don't I feel like an idiot.

"Guess we both have two loves now. . ." he laughed.

"Guess so."

"Does this mean you're in love with me?" He smirked.

"Bitch I might be."

A/N I'm sorry, I had to 3