Kyes POV
"Shes gone...She's gone for good and it's all my fault..." I think to myself. If I couldn't of been such an idiot. We would be inging and laughing and she would be alive and well. But no, I had to be stupid and kiss that girl! I break down in hysterics and sit down right there on the floor by her cold body. Then they start to take her away. "NO!" I cry,"DON'T TAKE HER AWAY! DON'T MAKE HER LEAVE ME!" They take me by my arm and drag me outside.
I look up at the hospital. Austere Hospital, the place where the girl of my dreams died in. i continue to cry until they all come out with tears still in their eyes. Dad is the first one to talk,"Kye...They can never revive her...She's gone..." I let silent tears flow, too sad to talk...Actually...I can't talk at all, my voice isn't working...I think it's what's referred to as being a mental avox...Whatever I don't want to talk anyway.
"Kye...Please talk to us..." Mom says after a silent car ride home. I just stare blankly at the wall as I sit on the couch unmoving. "Please Kye...We need to know what pills she took..." I look at my mom dead in the eye and she knows exactly what I want to say. "The hidden nightlock pills...The ones in-case of invasions..." I silently stand up and go to my room. I crawl into the passage and go right above Haileys room where I let myself to sob as loud as I can. Here I can mourn in peace.
I look down at her room and see a single word on her computer screen, austere. She obviously planned this so she must of written down the hospital name on her laptop, god knows why though. As I sit up here sobbing I think about things I could have done better...Things I could have done to keep her alive. Number one, not kiss that girl in front of the car. Number two, not abandon her at lunch on her first day. Number three, not excist.
I miss her so much already...I just want her back with all of my heart. Why am I such an idiot...I killed her! I killed the one girl I ever loved! Hell even though she's dead I'm still in love with her! I'm in love with a corpse! I start sobbing even harder. I'm in love with a corpse, to others she nothing but a memory, but to me...She's the light at the end of the tunnel, the fire that reaches the darkest corners of my life, the girl who stole my heart with one song. She is Hailey Mellark, the most beautiful girl I have ever met and I am not forgetting her ever. Even if it causes me to never love someone ever again.
I hear someone knock at my bedroom door so I rush out of the passage and dry my eyes before opening the door. There stands the girl that I kissed in front of the car. The girl who is related to the girl who was killed by bugs, tracker jackers to be exact. There stands Glimmer Rambins neice with a wicked smile and an evil gleam in her eye. "So Kye...How's the girlfriend?"