I am so sorry this is so short and took so long to update, my life has been super busy and my inspiration has been nonexistent. I don't own anything. I hope you enjoy this and please review!

"Blaine!" Kurt ran into the room, which Blaine luckily hadn't locked. "Blaine, sweetie," Blaine had sunk to the floor, his knees pulled to his chest. Kurt kneeled in front of him, "Honey, I need you talk to me." Blaine didn't bother to wipe his eyes as he looked up at Kurt,

"I can't do it," he whispered. "I am fourteen years old, I can't be a father. I know nothing about raising kids, I have a terrible example for a father," Blaine hiccupped as tears continued to cry.

"Hey, look at me," Kurt ordered as Blaine buried his face back in his hands. "Blaine," he said softly, taking Blaine's hands and pushing them away from his face. "I'm not expecting you to do this, I will call them back and tell them we'll put our application on hold. I'm not going to do anything you aren't okay with. I wasn't expecting to get a call about a baby for at least a year and… so I didn't think it was necessary to say anything about it." Blaine looked at Kurt for a moment, it took less than a second for him to see the pure heartbreak in Kurt eyes.

"But you want it," Blaine reported. Kurt sighed and nodded,

"Yes, I do, but you aren't ready or able, so I will wait." Blaine looked up at him, studying carefully,

"And if I don't get my memory back?" Kurt sighed, wiping the tears off Blaine's face,

"Then I guess I'll just have to settle for you then won't I?" Kurt teased, smiling to make sure Blaine knew he was only picking at him. Blaine smiled sadly, his head ducked,

"How can you just do that?" Blaine said gently.

"Do what, Honey?" Kurt asked, no anger or disappointment in his voice, nothing but acceptance and love, which is exactly why Blaine knew what he had to do.

"Give up this baby, give up what could very well be your only chance of having a child" Kurt's heart ached at the words he knew his Blaine would have been incapable of saying. His Blaine would have been screaming and spinning around in ecstatic circles, kissing him until he was breathless, instead we was asking Kurt to give up something he just moments again felt would complete his life.

"Because you aren't able to be a part of it. Not really," Blaine shook his head,

"So you'd give up your dreams because I am screwed up?"

"You're not screwed up," Kurt reminded him, "But you are mentally 14 and I wasn't thinking when I got the call, I know you can't, I just…" he let of a small chuckle, "Forgot." Blaine looked at him, seeing the pain in Kurt's face, until Kurt laid his forehead on Blaine's. "And my dreams have come true already, I have you and my dream job, that was my dream."

"You're dream was to have a family, I know it was, don't try telling me it's not," Blaine scolded him, pulling his face away from Kurt's. He actually didn't know how he knew that was the truth, but he knew it was.

"You are my family," Kurt said, "So is Cooper, Rachel, Finn, my mom and dad, Mackie, Santana, Brittany, I have a family Blaine, okay?"

"You want more," Kurt let out a heavy sigh at Blaine's words, and Blaine nodded as if deciding something he couldn't say aloud.

"For now, I'm content," Kurt smiled a smile that was one of the most forced smiles Blaine could remember ever seeing.

"I'm going to call them back." He grabbed a quick kiss before pulling Blaine to his feet,

"I don't feel like going out with Cooper anymore, can I stay, please?" Blaine asked, his puppy dogs eyes firmly in place though there was no need.

"Of course, we'll order some dinner in, do want me to send Rachel and Cooper away and let it just be us or…" Blaine felt guilty even as he nodded, Kurt smiled weakly and nodded, kissing Blaine's temple softly. "Okay, let's go shoo away the mooch brother of yours and the insane sister-in-law of mine." Blaine chuckled lightly, but he could still see the pain in Kurt's eyes and he knew he had put it there, whether intentionally or not.

"Hey guys, can you head out, I'll call you both, we need some time," Kurt told Rachel and Cooper, both of whom looked worried and Cooper looked near tears.

"What are you—" Cooper started but at the look on Kurt's face he knew he didn't need to finish the sentence and nodded sadly, going to grab his keys and head out. Rachel was not so gracious,

"You think now is the time to be alone, I mean I think that it would be better I stayed, I don't have to be hovering, but…"

"Please just go," Blaine said, his voice a tone between begging and demanding. Rachel went to open her mouth but then suddenly Kurt glared at her,

"Rachel!" his voice left absolutely no room for argument and Rachel knew this.

"Come on, Mrs. Hudson," Cooper grabbed her arm gently, tugging her toward the door. "I'll call you guys tomorrow," Cooper met eyes with Kurt who mouthed 'thank you'. Cooper smiled softly and nodded, and Kurt had to blink back tears as he turned back to the room. The front door closed and Blaine froze for a moment before going after Cooper, opening the door and grabbing his shoulder. "BB, you okay?" Cooper asked, having released Rachel's arm, and turned quickly back to Blaine.

"Thank you, Coop, for… everything you've done recently, for staying with us and everything," Blaine said, looking so young Cooper could have cried.

"What else are big brother's for?" Cooper nudged him lightly, Blaine smiled weakly and shrugged,

"When we were younger it was driving me insane."

"That's not how I remember it squirt," Cooper teased, Blaine chuckled sadly and nodded. "Okay, you go talk to that husband of yours, and I'll talk to you tomorrow."

"Bye, see ya Rach," he nodded at Rachel who nodded back, they both watched as Blaine went back into the apartment.

Blaine could hear Kurt's voice coming from the kitchen, and walked nearly silently up to him.

"-No, nothing's happened, we just realized maybe we aren't as—" Blaine heard Kurt's voice crack, as if he were choking something back, Blaine knew he was. "We aren't as ready as we thought we were." Blaine's heart broke at the agony in Kurt's tone. There was a pause that Blaine assumed was the adoption agent speaking; he poked his head into the kitchen trying to remain unseen. It wasn't necessary to sneak; Kurt had his head hung on his chest, tears falling, falling straight to the floor. "Yes, ma'am, no, you will be the first person to know, thank you for understanding." There was another pause and Kurt's face crumpled before he inhaled shakily before answering, "I hope so too." Kurt smiled a tired, sad smiled before nodding, "Bye." Blaine backed out of the doorway, his back pressed against the wall, tears falling down his cheeks. It wasn't long until he heard Kurt sobbing softly and he could not have felt worse. He'd done this. Kurt quieted as quickly as he started and came out of the kitchen before Blaine could get away to make it look like he hadn't been ease dropping. Kurt looked at him, smiling softly, his eyes red and slightly puffy,

"Want some dinner?" How could Kurt be thinking about dinner at a time like this? Blaine shook his head and Kurt nodded, "I'm going to jump in the shower then."

"Don't slip and fall," Blaine said smiling sadly. Kurt looked at him confused and then he got the joke and chuckled lightly, smacking at him playfully,

"Dork." Blaine smiled until Kurt exited the room and he looked, relieved that Kurt had left his phone and he grabbed it carefully. He wasn't sure he should really be doing this. He really wasn't ready to have a child and six weeks was incredibly close, and it had already been 12 and he still didn't have his memory, so who was to say he'd get it before a baby came. Then he remembered Kurt's tears and he knew he had to, he couldn't let Kurt lose his dreams because of him. He found the most recent number and pressed SEND. It only rang twice before a voice came on the line,

"New Hope adoption, how can I help you?" Blaine inhaled sharply before speaking.

"Hi, my husband just called you, Kurt Hummel-Anderson."

"Oh yes, Blaine!" Blaine couldn't help but smile that he and Kurt were able to leave such an impression, and what seemed to be a good one if the woman's tone was anything to go by.

"That's right," Blaine nodded. "Um- I know he just called you and told you we couldn't take the baby girl, but I was wondering- is there any chance you can put our names back next to her name?" The woman was silent for a minute, before she spoke,

"What's happening? Kurt calls to say you can't take the baby and not two minutes later you call saying you can, I can't just flip back and forth, it doesn't work that way."

"Oh I'm so sorry, I know, it's making your life difficult, but Kurt just had a moment of cold feet and before I could stop him, he called you and… I don't understand it, he will make the best father in the entire world, but he just panicked I think, but please, once he gets used to the idea, he'll be fine. I wouldn't want a moment of fear to ruin our lives. Please," he begged, "We weren't expecting it so quickly and when it happened within months of putting in our application he got nervous, but please, you were giving us that little girl for a reason. So please reconsider and place her with us." There was once again silence on the other end and Blaine thought he had lost but then the woman came back on, her voice smiling,

"I was hoping he'd reconsider. So in six weeks you two will be new fathers, I'll call Kurt the day before you guys can come get her." Blaine let out a teary laugh,
"Thank you."

"Of course, sir, I have to say I have seen a lot of couples for my job, but when you two sat in front of me, I felt like I'd never see another couple and strong and in love as you two." Blaine blushed, smiling shyly,

"He's the best husband someone could ask for, he's gone through so much in his life and he just…" Blaine voice broke and he had to quickly gather himself before he spoke again. "He deserves nothing but happiness."

"You both do dear," the woman replied.

"Thank you again, I'll see you in six weeks,"

"Yes sir, I can't wait." Blaine smiled and ended the call, turning just in time to vomit into the trashcan. This could go so horribly wrong.

I honestly don't know when I will possibly get this updated, I hope sooner rather than later but… Also I don't think you could actually just call an adoption agency and say you didn't want a kid anymore. Nor do I think you could call and ask for it back. Just pretend. Thank you. Sooooo much love to all my readers. Please review. It's right there! So simple!