Okay so this isn't exactly what I was expecting to write, but I still like it and hope you do too!

For the song they sing:

Italics is Puck

Bold is Blaine

Both is both

Underlined is Tina

All three is all three.

***Warning: Talks of suicide***

"Honey, are you breathing?" Kurt murmured to his partner as they entered the school's doors. Blaine slowly let out the breath that he had been holding since they stepped out of the car. Kurt chuckled lightly and kissed Blaine's hair, "B.B. it's going to be fine."

Blaine appreciated the effort but he wasn't sure it was doing his nerves much good.

"I've forgotten everything I've learned, I spent most of the night studying and I can't remember anything," Blaine whimpered. Kurt squeezed his hand tightly,

"The only thing you have to remember is me, I am right here, okay?" Blaine took in a huge breath, and nodded slowly, trusting Kurt even though he hadn't wanted to disappoint him. "That's my boy," Kurt smiled and led him to the gym. Blaine looked around, it was decorated classily, the way he thought a 10-year reunion should.

"BLAINE!" a voice yelled, Blaine turned and smiled in relief when he recognized the face that ran towards them. He was suddenly picked up and spun by the built man, he felt no fear, because he knew Puck wouldn't hurt him.

"Hi Puck," Blaine chuckled as he was released. Puck laughed happily,

"I knew you'd remember me, I'm amazing."

"He knows who you are because he's spent the last week memorizing names and faces," Kurt replied, rolling his eyes affectionately as Puck pulled him into a hug.

"Mmhmm, you're just jealous," Puck teased, knowing good and well whom Blaine would remember first, and it certainly wasn't him. Kurt smirked, but reattached his hand with Blaine's,

"So who else is here?"

"All the usual suspects, Mercedes and Todd, Tina and Mike, Santana and Brit are here, Sam and Nikki are here, they got here just a few minutes before you did. And uh, Quinn is here," Puck smirked and Kurt's eyes widened,

"Good god, Puck, you can't keep it in your pants one night?" Puck shrugged unashamed,

"Puckzilla is an uncontainable monster, Kurt, he's got to fed." Kurt made what Blaine assumed were fake gagging noises.

"Kurt, I thought you said Puck and Quinn—" Blaine began but Kurt shook his head,

"They did." Blaine was so confused, isn't this the couple that had a baby in high school? Didn't they learn their lesson the first time?

"Didn't they-?"

"Yes," Kurt sighed in exasperation, "Some people never learn." He said this pointedly at Puck who smiled sheepishly and put his arm around Blaine's shoulders,

"So how are you Blainers? When I heard what happen I nearly bought a ticket to NYC that day."

"I'm glad you didn't," Blaine said quickly, for a moment Puck looked hurt but Blaine continued, "I was making enough of a fool of myself with you having to witness it." Both Puck and Kurt rolled their eyes but smiled lovingly.

"I'm sure you were doing your best, you always do," Puck claimed. Kurt smiled wider and nodded,

"He was." Puck then turned his attention to Kurt,

"So how are you doing, Porcelain, you look like shit."

"Hey!" Blaine scolded, looking confused at Puck before looking at Kurt. To him, Kurt looked stunning and he was positive he would have the most beautiful date that night.

"Thank you, for so kindly pointing that out." Kurt said sarcastically, smiling at Blaine for attempting to defend him. "I'm fine," he lied.

"Oh yeah, you look it," Puck replied, rolling his eyes. Blaine studied Kurt closely, he couldn't find anything that hadn't been there for the past couple months. Maybe he looked a little tired, but he was still gorgeous.

"What are you talking about? He looks amazing," Blaine said, his tone daring Puck to say anything negative in response.

"Thank you, honey, and Puck, I am fine, and I'd appreciate if you'd shut up," Kurt replied, Blaine knew he was missing something, especially when Puck and Kurt had a conversation with their eyes, but there was nothing he could about it.

"Kurt!" The next call was from a beautiful black girl who once again, Blaine was happy to realize he recognize from her yearbook photo as well as the photos Kurt had of her.

"Cedes!" Kurt cried, excitedly, hugging her tightly. "I've missed you so much, why haven't you been to see me more?" Mercedes laughed,

"Same reason you haven't come to see me, white boy." Kurt shrugged sheepishly, but was still smiling widely. "Hey, sweetie," she greeted Blaine hesitantly, but Blaine smiled at her,

"Hey Mercedes." She grinned brighter and kissed his cheeks, not hugging him in case it wasn't all right.

"So Puckerman, you gonna keep Blaine all to yourself tonight?" Mercedes asked Puck who smirked and winked,

"I might."

Kurt let out a soft chuckle,

"As long as you know he's coming home with me."

"Don't worry, I know there isn't a force in the world that could keep you two apart, especially not me. I'll give him back to you in one piece, I promise." Puck promised, Kurt raised an eyebrow skeptically before turning to Blaine,

"Are you okay going with him, Honey?" Kurt asked, making sure that Blaine knew he could say 'no' if he wanted. Blaine smiled softly, he wanted nothing more than to pull away from Puck and cling to Kurt but he had to grow up. He was 26 and should be able to be without his husband for an hour, plus Kurt deserved to be with his friends for a while.

"Yeah sure, I don't mind," he agreed. Kurt smiled softly and turned to Puck,

"If I can't put my eyes on him every ten minutes though I will—" Kurt began to threaten but Mercedes chuckled and pulled him away.

Blaine gulped as he watched Kurt disappeared from his view. Puck's chuckle brought him out of his fear,

"You haven't been anywhere without him, have you?" the taller, but kind looking older man asked. Blaine shook his head, blushing slightly,

"Well, that's not true, but when I was I was practically sexually assaulted so, I'm not too fond of being without him."

"When were you sexually assaulted?!" Puck's voice rose to a level higher than Blaine would have liked.

"Shhhh! The last thing Kurt needs is for the rumor to go around that I have been raped or something. It was just a couple drunks who got handsy, Kurt saved me, not a big deal." Blaine quickly explained, looking around to make sure no one had overheard Puck's exclaim, apparently they were too caught up in their own lives to listen to his.

"Jesus Christ, dude, the shit you get into," Puck shook his head. Blaine laughed softly, shaking his head,

"Yeah I'm kinda a magnet apparently."

"Blaine!" A voice cried from his left side, he turned quickly to see his husband's ex-bully.

"David," he murmured, nudging Puck's arm when Puck moved to get in front of him to block him from Karofsky. Obviously Puck knew David, Kurt and Blaine were friends, he just didn't know how fourteen year old Blaine would react. "How are you?" Karofsky looked slightly surprised that Blaine seemed to know him.

"I'm great, how are you doing? I heard what happened and I cannot imagine if something like that happened to Josh," David said, looking genuinely concerned. Josh? Who was Josh? Oh, that's right, David's boyfriend, Kurt told him earlier.

"I'm okay, still struggling to remember most of it, but, better than I was," Blaine admitted. As weird as it seemed, he could sense no animosity towards Karofsky. Yes, he had the memory of being shoved back against a fence by this man, but there was something about him now that told Blaine he had nothing to fear.

"I'm glad you are okay, how's Kurt doing?" Blaine could tell this was directed more at Puck since it was his eyes he met. Blaine saw Puck shake his head slightly but Blaine didn't get the chance to say anything when someone hugged him from behind. He flinched slightly but looked back to see a head of blonde hair and he knew who it was.

"Hey Brittany," he greeted.

"Brittany, didn't Santana tell you that you had to be gentle with Blaine and you shouldn't scare him?" Puck said as though speaking to a child.

"I didn't scare my dolphin," Brittany claimed, "Did I, Blainers?" Blaine smiled at the affection he felt towards this woman.

"Not at all," he replied, rewarded with a big grin from the girl. Puck looked nervous but shook his head and was smiling softly. "Puck, I don't remember being older than fourteen, but I am not incapable of functioning. So stop worrying," he scolded his friend lightly. Puck smiled kindly at him,

"It's not you so much as if something were to happen to you, I would rather face a pack of starving wolves than your husband." Blaine laughed happily, and nodded,

"Yeah, you should worry about that," he said, smiling when Brittany and Karofsky also laughed. Blaine sighed quietly in relief, he could do this; he could be normal and not the defective at the reunion. He was reintroduced to several people that he knew he should know, but simply didn't, besides their faces and names. He knew he should especially know Sam and Mike, but he couldn't find them in his mind.

"Blaine," Tina said kindly and he knew for some reason he had a connection with this woman. "You wanna get out of here and look around the school some?" Blaine smiled, before turning to Puck,

"Do you mind if Puck tags along, because I don't think he'll leave me alone," he playfully said to the person who had been glued to his side.

"Damn right I won't," Puck said, earning a grin from Tina and Blaine. Blaine tried to find Kurt before they left the gym, but couldn't spot him. He just hoped Kurt didn't panic when he couldn't find him.

They went to the auditorium first, the place was so familiar and yet, he had no memory of ever being there.

"Come on, let's sing a song, for old times sake," Puck suggested. Tina grinned and nodded in agreement.

"What song?" Blaine asked, he didn't want to have to tell them he didn't know a lot of songs, so he hoped they picked an old show tune he would know.

"What about "Drink with me" from Les Miz?" Tina suggested, Blaine smiled, he knew Les Miserables.

"Perfect," Puck said, grinning.

Drink with me
To days gone by
Sing with me
The songs we knew

Blaine sang the first verse, falling into his part as if he'd done it with Puck and Tina before.

Here's to pretty girls
Who went to our heads
Here's to witty girls
Who went to our beds

Puck sang, putting his arm around Blaine's shoulders, smirking teasingly. Blaine pulled away, pretending to shiver in repulsion.

"No offense, Tina," Tina giggled and shook her head,

"None taken," she promised.

Here's to them
And here's to you!

Both Blaine and Puck sang, smiling, Blaine couldn't help but notice how right this felt, singing with his friends.

Drink with me
to days gone by
Can it be
you fear to die?
Will the world remember you
when you fall?
Could it be your death
means nothing at all?
Is your life just one more lie?

Blaine smiled knowing that was something he would never have to worry about. He knew if anything were to happen to him, Kurt would be devastated. He mattered to someone, and that was something he could hardly believe he'd gotten in life.

Drink with me

Drink with me
To days

To days
Gone by

Gone by
To the life

To the life
That used

That used
To be

To be
At the shrine of friendship
Never say die

Let the wine of friendship
Never run dry

Here's to you

Here's to you

And here's

And here's

to me

to me

The three embraced, smiling happily.

"Is this what high school was like?" Blaine asked.

"Pretty much. Our senior year kind of sucked, but we had fun anyway," Tina smiled.

"Why did it suck?" Blaine asked nervously.

"Kurt and Mike were away at college, so we were both a bit mopey, but we had each other, thank God," she squeezed his waist where her arm was. That explained why Blaine felt so close to her, they had been through the first separation from their husbands, well boyfriends at the time, together. "And when Mike and I took a break, you got me through it."

"Oh god, you guys broke up?" Blaine asked, Kurt had told him they hadn't taken a break, but what if he'd just say that so as not to upset Blaine?**

"It only lasted a few months, we got back together during the summer, and haven't been apart since, but you really helped me when we had broke up. Actually, I developed a crush on you," Tina grinned as Blaine blushed; Puck laughed clapping him on his back.

"You still turn interesting colors when you're embarrassed, Blainers."

"I knew it couldn't become anything, but can't ignore the heart I guess. Though honestly, it was probably just because I was lonely and you were a guy who was nice to me and let me talk, so, don't worry, I got over it fast." Blaine's cheeks were still slightly pink but he smiled at her.

"Come on, let's go to the choir room," Puck suggested, tugging them along lightly. Blaine followed along, looking around for anything to jog his memory. It wasn't until they were in the choir room that a memory came rushing back to him.

Tina sat next to him, tears streaming down her face.

"I knew it was going to be hard, but I didn't know it was going to suck this much!" She claimed, clinging to Blaine when he wrapped her arms around her.

"I know exactly how you feel," Blaine blinked away tears so they didn't fall. "But think about they feel, they not only are without us, but they are in a new place where they have to make new friends. At least we have each other." That mainly was meant for Mike; since Kurt had Rachel, but that was a technicality he didn't need to bring up at the moment.

"I know, but isn't our senior year supposed to be the best? How can it be when the guys we love aren't here with us?" Tina whimpered.

"I don't think it is supposed to be our best," Blaine stated. "I think that's college where we can go visit and not have to worry about parents walking in on us." Tina laughed softly, "It's 7 more months, Tina, when forever, then we get to be with them for the rest of our lives." Tina smiled wetly up at him, hugging him tightly.

"How would I get through this without you?" she asked. Blaine shook his head,

"Neither of us would if we didn't have the other." Tina wiped her face and pulled back,

"I'm was being silly, I just walked past the classroom Mike and I would sneak into sometimes and it hit me, we're never going to have secret make-out sessions in there again." Blaine chuckled lightly,

"Yeah, I'm like that way with the janitor's closet in the English wing." Tina raised her eyebrow accusingly.

"The janitor's closet, Blaine? Really, have a little class," she teased.

"Hey!" he swatted her arm playfully, but smirked, "it wasn't planned the first time, he was just wearing those black jeans,"

"The ones that look painted on?" Tina asked. Blaine nodded, biting his lower lip.

"It was the first room I got to, and I grabbed him when he walked past." Blaine chuckled lightly, "I kinda jumped him. He didn't have much of a say in it." Tina giggled,

"Oh I'm sure he just hated it." Blaine laughed and shrugged,

"I got my first below the collar bone hickey that day." Tina let out a squeak and covered her ears,

"TMI, Blaine." Blaine chuckled.

"Said the girl who asked for pictures last week," he said a knowing smirk.

"Don't judge me, I was desperate last week."

"Oh and you're not this week?" Blaine replied. Tina shrugged,

"I didn't say that," they both laughed, Blaine hugged her again, kissing her cheek.

"I'm glad you're here," he stated. He felt her smile,

"Me too."

"BLAINE!" Puck yelled, shaking him violently.

"Fuck, Puck, I've already gotten one head injury, I don't need another," he said as he came to.

"Damn it, Blaine, I thought you were having a seizure or something," Blaine looked around Tina was gone and Puck looked terrified.

"I got another memory, sorry I zone out a bit when that happens," he explained.

"Blaine?!" Kurt rushed in, followed by Tina.

"I'm okay, I got another memory, Puck panicked." Blaine said, smiling at his husband. Kurt let out a soft laugh of relief.

"Yeah I freaked out the first time too," he claimed. "What was the memory?"

"It was actually about Tina, we were missing you and Mike our senior year. Did we really used to have make out sessions in the janitor's closet?" Kurt and Tina laughed, as Kurt nodded,

"We've moved up in the world since then."

"Go back to where you were, I'm fine," Blaine promised smiling when Kurt pecked his lips quickly.

"Okay, you're sure you're okay with Noah?" He asked just to be sure. Blaine nodded,

"He's a good babysitter." Kurt smiled, kissing Blaine again this time a little longer and a little deeper.

"I love you," he said, Blaine blushed and smiled,

"I love you too." Once Kurt left Blaine turned back to his friends,

"Sorry I freaked you out, I can't help it."

"No, it's okay, we're glad you're getting memories," Tina said.

"Not enough though, I've gotten six, out of thousands."

"Six is better than zero," Puck stated. Blaine smirked on one side of his mouth,

"Guess you're right, I just know it's hard on Kurt and I wish I could snap my fingers and be 27." Tina hugged him comfortingly,

"You are doing you're best, you can't force it, your mind will find them if it's meant to," she said warmly and Blaine knew why they were such good friends.

"You would never do anything to hurt Kurt, Blaine, we all know if it were up to you, you'd have your memory back," Puck assured him.

"Thanks guys, I know why we're all such good friends." Tina beamed and Puck grinned, ruffling his hair impishly.

"I like this Blaine," Puck told Tina who nodded in agreement and Blaine blushed yet again. "Come on, lots more school to see, and who knows, maybe you'll get another memory," Puck suggested.

An hour later Blaine was back with Kurt, who linked their hands instantly. Several people spoke to them, many Blaine knew wasn't actually friends but rather just classmates. No one sneered at their hands or if they showed affection and it made Blaine happier than it probably should. He eventually met David's boyfriend, Josh, he was a college football recruiter, and David had fulfilled his dream of being a sports agent and they were working on adopting. Blaine and Kurt met eyes and hid a smile but quickly went back to paying attention to David and Josh.

At one point Karofsky stop and motioned to the corner of the room, both Kurt and Blaine turned to see Puck making out with Quinn,

"Really?" Kurt said judgingly. David and Josh chuckled knowingly.

"So they aren't together but they want to be?" Blaine asked unsure. Kurt shook his head,

"There is no real explanation for them, they just…are."

"But do they do this every time? Or is this just a occasional thing, I'm confused," Blaine said.

"They confuse us all Blaine, it's not just you," David admitted.

"So, when are they going to get married?" Blaine asked.

"One day, they just haven't figured that out yet," Kurt replied, smiling at the fact that Blaine understood that despite not knowing them as a couple.

"I sometimes can't believe how much we've all changed," David stated. "I mean who would have believed that the two of us would be standing here, friends, our dreams coming true, two hot men on our arms." Kurt chuckled,

"Well I knew I'd have a hot man on my arm, it's you that's the surprise." Josh and David laughed as Blaine grinned.

"I'm glad I made it here too see this," David said and quickly Josh and Kurt got quiet, looking down sadly,

"Me too," Kurt replied, smiling weakly at David.

"Did you almost not make it?" Blaine asked. Josh winced and Kurt smiled softly at him and was about to answer but David spoke first.

"I wasn't always as open and proud as I am now," he admitted, Blaine stomach sunk and he felt he knew where this was going. "I tried to kill myself senior year," this time Kurt flinched and Blaine tensed sharply.

"I'm sorry," he said, looking at the floor.

"Hey it's not your fault, and we can't pretend it didn't happen, it made me who I am, in fact your husband is the one who gave me dreams again." Kurt half smiled but Blaine could see the pain in his eyes. "And I've just completely ruined the mood," Karofsky joked. Blaine smirked slightly as he shook his head,

"I shouldn't have asked." Karofsky shrugged,

"You didn't know, and I'm a big boy, so…"

The rest of the night went well, no awkward moments, no fear, no embarrassing things said or done, and no memories.

"I would call that a success," Kurt said as they entered his bedroom after the reunion.

"Yeah, barring when Puck thought I was having a seizure and when I asked a guy who tried to kill himself why he almost wasn't here." Kurt let out a hollow laugh,

"I should have told you about that, I didn't think about it. It was 10 years ago so…" he shrugged.

"Yeah, but it still bothers you," Blaine pointed out. Kurt nodded, smiling at Blaine's observation.

"He had tried to call me the entire week before, and I was…" Kurt paused, "I didn't answer. And all I could think was if I had just answered the phone maybe he wouldn't have done it."

"But he didn't. He is still here," Blaine said.

"But he almost wasn't and if he hadn't made it, I would never have forgiven myself."

"Did you ever consider it?" Blaine asked. Kurt looked at him before asking,

"Did I ever think about killing myself?" Blaine nodded and Kurt nodded, "Yeah." He admitted and Blaine heart dropped. "It was before I met you, my dad had a heart attack and I didn't know if he was going to make it and the bullying had gotten so terrible. And I decided if he didn't make it, I wouldn't either, thankfully he woke up and I met my soulmate not long after that," he smiled, tired.

"Did I?" Blaine already knew the answer but part of him wanted to know if he ever told Kurt. Kurt nodded,

"Twice, once you know about, when you first came out when you were thirteen and after Sadie Hawkins, your dad told you-" he cut himself off.

"What? What did he say?" Kurt shook his head, but Blaine bit his lip, "He said I deserved it didn't he?" Kurt's face contorted in pain and anger, gripping the foot board of his bed until his knuckled were white and Blaine knew he was right. "Figures," Blaine growled. Kurt grabbed his face and kissed his lips firmly,

"We both lived, because we were meant to be together and have this little girl and grow into grumpy old men who only like each other." Blaine laughed through tears, "I wouldn't trade my life for anything, even the bad times." Blaine nodded, wishing he could remember the good or the bad.

**Author's note: In this story Kurt and Blaine never broke up.

Hope you enjoyed it. Please review. Xoxo to all the reader who have stuck with me.