It was an hour until 4:00 and I was beginning to panic. I was so nervous! You know that feeling you get when you thought that it was ok but it was a terrible idea? Like when you go to an amusement park and you see all the rollercoasters and you get into the hype of the moment and then when you get close to even the rides with no loops, you get scared and want to run for the hills? Yeah, that feeling. I take relaxing breathes. To calm myself, I listen to music, like I always do.
(A/N: Songs are If You're Gonna... by Natasha Bedingfield and Addictive Love by BeBe and CeCe Winans)
I got a short attention span
Can't sit around
Couch potato land
I wanna do all kinds of stuff
Talking about
It's not enough, oh
I wanna go to the extreme
I wanna stretch my limousine
I wanna take you way off road
Go where I'm not suppose to go
(Life is music
Play it louder)
If you're gonna jump
Then jump far
Fly like a skydiver
If you're gonna be a singer
Then you better be a rockstar
If you're gonna be a driver
Then you better drive a racecar
Cause I'm looking for a guard dog
Not buyin' a Chihuahua
I look over at the clock. 3:15… oh boy.
I like my food with chili in
I like to laugh til' it hurtin'
I wanna stare fear in the face
I wanna take you all the way
(Life is music
Play it louder)
If you're gonna jump
Then jump far
Fly like a skydiver
If you're gonna be a singer
Then you better be a rockstar
If you're gonna be a driver
Then you better drive a racecar
Cause I'm lookin' for a guard dog
Not buyin' a Chihuahua
If you're gonna jump
Then jump far
Skip the under notes
If you wanna hit the high notes
Then you gotta be a DIVAAA
If you're gonna play a guitar
Gotta play 'till you blister
Cause I'm lookin' for a guard dog
Not buyin' a Chihuahua
(Not buyin' a Chihuahua)
No happy apples for a tea
It's hot or cold
No in between
If you're gonna jump
If you're gonna
If you're gonna jump
If you're gonna jump
Then jump far
Fly like a skydiver
If you're gonna be a singer
Then you better be a rockstar
If you're gonna be a driver
Then you better driver a racecar
Cause I'm looking for a guard dog
Not buyin' a Chihuahua
If you're gonna jump
Then jump far
Skip the under notes
If you wanna hit the high notes
Then you gotta be a DIVAA
If you're gonna play the guitar
Gotta play til you blister
Cause I'm looking for a guard dog
Not buyin' a Chihuahua
(Ah!)
The song ended. I felt more relaxed now. I looked over at the clock and it was 3:18. I was anxious now. I got up and walked over to Kurt bedroom door. Before I could knock, he teleported out in the hallway. It startled me a lot.
"Oh… Kurt, I was bored and I…"
"If you wanted to go early, then ll you had to do was ask." He said, putting an arm around my shoulder and teleporting somewhere else.
We ended up at the park. There was no one around luckily.
"You gotta warn me when you're gonna do that." I said.
"Sorry. C'mon, I wanna show you something." He said, taking my hand. He took me to this very large tree and he climbed up it like it was nothing. He looked down at me. "What are you waiting for?" he asked in his extremely cute accent.
"Well, not everyone has the ability to climb walls, blue boy." I said, turning away, blushing. I heard him land on the ground. I felt his arms wrap around me
"That can be arranged." He said. He, again, teleported and we were up in a tree. Probably close to the top. I felt a little stunned. "Sorry I didn't warn you. I just wanted to see your reaction." He said, hand behind his head. I looked around. We were sitting on a branch, as strong one at that, and then I looked down. We were practically 50 feet above the ground. I started to get dizzy. I almost fell forward, but then Kurt caught me. "You okay?" he asked.
"Not really. I don't do well with heights." I said, admitting it. Kurt then pulled me in closer.
"I'll hold you… so you don't fall, okay?" he asked.
"Sure." I said, a little nervous. It fell silent. I was enjoying the view through the leaves.
Then Kurt asked, "So… uhh, I'd like to get to know you better. Do you have any hobbies?" he asked.
"Of course. I love music. I play the guitar and I write my own music. My songs don't turn out very good, so my friend that lives in Florida emails me songs and I make sing the song and record it and she listens to it. I guess you can say I'm the artist and she's the writer and the manager." I explain.
"Really? Can I listen some time?"
I blushed. I never really let anyone listen to my songs before. I don't like the way my voice sounds on the recorder. "Maybe." I say.
"Okay then, do you play any sports?"
"Oh heck yes! I love gymnastics!" I exclaim.
"No way! Me too!" he said, shocked. "That's so weird. No wonder you have a nice body." It immediately got awkward. "No! What I meant to say was, that you have… nice muscles?" he was equally as nervous as me.
I laughed. "Thanks, I guess. Enough about me. What about you?"
"Well, there's not much to say. I never knew who my mother was. I don't even know where I came from. All I knew was that I was born blue with fur. I grew up in Germany, if you haven't figured that out yet. My foster parents were very nice to let someone as scary looking as me live in their home." He looked a little ashamed.
"Don't say that. They obviously had a good reason to let you in. I mean, you were just a baby right?" He looked up at me. "Just because you look different from everyone else doesn't mean everyone will hate you. I like you. You don't have to be alone, Kurt." I said, giving him a hug.
"Thanks MiKayla."
I could hear a song playing in the back of my head that would fit this moment.
All I wanna do is just
Explain
Why do I feel the way we do
What a joy to share with you
For me to live is Christ to die is gain
If anymore I need to say
The list goes on and on all day
I'll cherish that moment for life
And I know it might sound crazy
It's alright, take a seat, hold tight
[Chorus]
Time to admit it
(Time we should admit it)
I'm so addicted
You see he's taking my heart and
Showed me the right way
No doubt about it
(Doubt about it, no doubt)
See I'm lost without it
You see this love takes me higher
I didn't know why then
I found it was addictive love
Now that we've evened up the score
What do you mean there's so much more
I need tell him why we adore
The reason why I smile when I
When I wake up
And also the reason why I dream
My love my joy my everything
And I'll cherish that moment for life
And I know it sound crazy
It's alright, take a seat, hold tight
[Chorus]
So much love
(He's given to me everything I've longed for)
And everything I need
That means I'm never alone
So glad
(And everything I've dreamed and much more)
So much more
And I'll cherish
Cherish the moment
That moment for life
For the rest of my life, yeah
And I know it might sound crazy but
It's not crazy
I'm not crazy
I've never known anyone to love me
Quite the way you do
And I'll tell you it's hopeless
I've finally noticed that
I'm just forever addicted
Forever
Forever in love
[Repeat Chorus 'till fade]
Yeah. The lyrics fit perfect. This will be our song.