I think this'll be the second to last chapter.. i'm not sure what my brain wants me to do... gah!
Okay! here we go!
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We have a mission. Sasuke's back on our team. Sai's still on it, too. Can't ditch Sai, now can we? We have to go to Sunagakure and deliver a message to the Kazekage. A.k.a. Gaara. I wonder what he'll think when he see's Sasuke?...
"Maa~~ It's so hot!" I whine. "Oh shut-up Naruto! You got the summer edition for our clothes, so stop complaining!" Sakura reprimands. "Hai~~" I whine again. Sai, of course, doesn't have summer clothes with him. I mean, he's practically wearing stuff like that all the time. Sasuke and I both have short sleeved versions of our usual uniforms. Kakashi-sensei's is a little different version form his Jounin outfit. And Sakura is basically wearing her dress, but it's cut off at the stomach. She keeps on glancing towards Sasuke, hoping to see him checking her out. But he's not. I'm making sure of it, even though I don't have to.
My... uh... thing with Sasuke is already known through the village. No one cares. That is, no one but Sakura. She claims that Sasuke is only trying to cover his 'feelings' for her by 'claiming' he's in love with me.
What a freak.
"Kakashi-sensei, are we almost there?" I ask. He turns to me and smiles in that way were his eye squints, saying "Almost. Don't worry, it won't be long, Naruto." I groan and resume my stomping/slouching. Sasuke put his hand on my back and straightens me, saying "Posture." I sigh, but stand tall anyways. Well, as tall as I can get. *groan* Curse my SHORTNESS!
Well, we arrive at Sunagakure an hour later. 'Almost' there my ass. We're a little surprised to see Gaara waiting for us at the bridge. "Gaara!" I call hauling straight towards him. I slam into him and we fall to the ground. He let's out a little gasp of pain, but quickly recovers. "Naruto..." He says. I look up grinning. "How's the 'Oh-so-great' Kazekage doing?" I mock. He stands and gives me a hand, basically pulling me up the whole way. "The 'Oh-so-great' Kazekage is doing just fine, thank you for asking." Even though he try's to do a come-back, it still sounds formal. That's Gaara for you. He looks over our group and stops at Sasuke. "Uchiha." He says, face void of any emotion. Sasuke's the same. "Sabaku." It's a little tense, but then Gaara turns on his heels and says "This way, please." We all start towards the main building. (A/N: Lol, idk what it's called.)
"Is that all?" Gaara asks after we've finished a quick report of Konaha, and deliver the message. We all give out grunts. He nods and says "Alright. Will you be staying long?" I'm the first to speak. "Can we stay?!" I'm really enthusiastic. A small smile touches his lips when he nods at me, saying "If you would like." A foxy grin cracks my lips, and I turn to the others for permission. "Please?" I ask, using my best puppy dog eyes. Kakashi-sensei permits first, he could never win against my puppy dog eyes. Sakura's next, looking away with a light blush on her face, mumbling a 'Hai...'. Next is Sai. He gives me one of those creepy smiles and says "What ever you'd like, Naruto-kun." Now I turn to Sasuke. "Pleeeaaaaassee?~~" I say, giving it all I got. He lifts an eyebrow at me. "Stay here? No." "Awww~~ Come on teme!" I whine. Yeesh. I'm whining a lot today. He looks me over before sighing and says "Whatever." I yell out in happiness, and run out the door before anyone can protest.
I know exactly who i'm looking for.
"Temari-chan!" I shout, finding my target. She turns and smirks at me. "Well if it isn't the little fox. Aren't you supposed to be killin' off some chickens or something?" I laugh and get her in a bear hug. She my exact height. "Where's your annoying puppet obsessed brother?" I ask, walking with her down the village streets. Everyone's out today, and they wave and smile at me. A small token of their gratitude for saving their Kazekage for them, but it means the world to me.
I'm not much of an outsider after all.
"Oh, I don't know. Probably polishing his... poison arrows or something." She says. I nod my head, the foxy grin still on my face. She turns to me and lifts a blond brow. "What's so funny?" She asks suspiciously. I shake my head and say "Nothing's funny. I'm just excited that we're gonna stay for tonight." She gives me a mocking 'Oh~~' and we continue on our way.
I'm moving in with Sasuke.
He previously proposed to me, so we just figured what the hell. I'm moving in with him because he's got more room. He got the Uchiha inheritance so he could afford anything, but he spent it all on repairing the main house of the Uchiha Clan. It's a giant mansion with the Uchiha symbol basking in all it's glory on the front of the exterior. They used to hold all the meetings, celebrations etc... here.
I didn't take long to move my stuff. I don't have many belongings at all.
He's starting to make me eat veggies. He limit's me to one ramen a day. That's okay, after all, I did promise my mom I would start eating veggies.
The first night at his place got me thinking about a lot of stuff.
The main one was the Uchiha's.
Sasuke want's to revive his clan, but he can't do that with me. Cause', hey, i'm not a girl. He hasn't said anything about it, and I wonder if it even bothers him. I hope not. We never bring it up.
I feel really bad anyways.
There's always the possibility of the Resurrection jutsu, that was used by Kabuto, Obito, and Madara during the Great Ninja War. But if we used that, they'd still just be walking corpses. I had the thought that... well... maybe Sasuke could just, get with some chick and they could... you know... but then I thought 'I wouldn't be able to handle that!'. So I guess... it slipped my mind to tell him... heh heh... *sigh* I don't know what to do. No adopting. That wouldn't make it Uchiha true. Hm. I kind of want kids. I would be a good... mother... I think. Hm... I guess i'll bring it up later.
'Later' came sooner then I thought.
"Naruto... what do you think about adopting?" My mouth hung wide open. Shock fluttered through the air. Did he... He just... SASUKE'S THE ONE WHO BROUGHT IT UP! HE'S THE ONE WHO ASKED! Oh, joy! I've got a sensitive one!
He's slightly blushing, and I pinch his cheek, but he just slaps my hand away. I can't stop grinning. "What was that Sasu-chan?" I mock. He hates it when I call him that. Says it makes him feel 'in-superior'. He growls and says "I swear i'll fuck you here and now if you call me that again." I don't know what he's worried about. I can't even imagine myself... 'doing it' to Sasuke. Yeesh. That's just weird. I smile at him. Heh heh... I love him. "Well, I was thinking about that topic too, ya know." I finally let out. He glances at me. I continue. "But... He/she... wouldn't... you know, Sasuke..." Now he looks confused. I let out a big, long sigh, and spit out, looking down "He or She wouldn't be an Uchiha..." He doesn't say anything, and i'm to afraid to look up. What if he agree's? What if he was so caught up in the thought of adopting, that he forgot about He or She not being Uchiha blood? Or... Does he not care?
"You're right."
My heart sinks at those words. It's weird how someone's mood can change drastically over a couple words. My eyes are prickling with un-shed tears, so I just turn around.
Sasuke doesn't deserve to see me cry.
How could he? He just... Decided... No? Ugh. I wish he'd say something. ANYTHING! I know i'm crying now. I feel my mini-rivers falling hot down my face. This is so unfair. I knew... that... there was the possibility Sasuke would... Does this count as a break-up? Oh, no. We just got engaged! I ache all over thinking of a life without Sasuke... again. The first time, I was occupied with other important things, that I rarely got to stop and mourn for him. But, since the war, things have been pretty peaceful. (Like Obito said it would, even if it's for a little while) Without something to occupy me... No. Even with something to occupy me, I wouldn't be able to get off of Sasuke. He's... He's like a drug. I have to have him. I don't think I can live without him...
I think Sasuke is my new obsession.
My shoulder's are shaking hard. I'm gasping for breath. A life without Sasuke... That's no life at all. If he wants Uchiha blood, then I guess I can hand him over even for a second... My stomach tightens and jealousy and anger boils inside of me. No. I couldn't... I wouldn't be able to handle that. I put my face in my hands.
What am I going to do?
I'm taken into a warm embrace.
"Geez, idiot. You didn't even let me finish." There's laughter in Sasuke's voice, but he's holding back for my benefit. I'm still crying. My brain is stuck on the fact that:
I can't give Sasuke what he want's.
"I-i'm s... so so-rry S-sasuke!" I sob "What are you talking about?" He asks softly, putting his chin on top of my head. I sob before, barely, saying "I...c-c-can't. G-give yo-u... w-wh-at, y-ou w-ant! S-s-sasuk-e! I c-... can't g-et... pr..pre... *groan* y-y-ou k-know what I...m-mean..." I feel him shaking his head. "And what, pray-", he asks "-,can you not give me? What do I 'want'?"
I'm sobbing uncontrollably. Is he doing this on purpose? Granted, his voice was soft, but still! This hurts me. Can't he tell?
"K-k-k..." He waits for me. I'm glad he's so patient. I cry and sob for few more minutes, until I clam down to were I can form a coherent sentence. "Kids..." There. That counts as a sentence, don't even disagree. I can feel his chuckle vibrating through his chest. "Kids? That would be great if you could give me kids..." My heart aches and my stomach lurches. I gag, but he doesn't move a muscle. Maybe I should throw-up on him. Just for what he's doing to me.
"But...-", he says "-I've already accepted that fact, so I don't know why you're hurting yourself over it." Accepted the fact? I'm not sure whether that's good or bad. "A-accepted? T-that's... k-kinda harsh." He tenses. "I didn't mean it like that." He rushes "It's just, i've loved you for... well... since we were kids, Usuratonkachi. So I knew that, if I married you, I- WE wouldn't be able to, you know, have kids. So... Uh..."
"'Uh'?" I interrupt. I'm still crying and sobbing over the shock, but my spirits are soaring. Sasuke's loved me since we were kids. I know I loved him just the same, too, but I bet we both didn't figure it out till later. He sighs. "You know what I mean..." He says. I sniffle and say "And what, pray, do I know?" It's kinda stuffy, cause my nose and from crying. I feel his chuckle again. "That's why I brought up, 'adopting'. How long have you been thinking about this?" He says.
I sniffle again and wipe my nose with the 'magical tissue' Sasuke pulled out of his pocket. Then I cough before saying "Honestly, I only starting thinking about yesterday-", I explain. He stands, after kissing my forehead, and goes into the kitchen while I continue. "- I thought of different possibility's, but then I knocked them all into the water."
He brings me a glass of, water, and I accept it gratefully. I didn't realize how dry my throat was. After drinking half the glass, I set it down, reluctantly, and continue "So when you said 'You're right.' earlier, I guess I kinda snapped because... well... I am right. *sniffle* I can't give you kids, Sasuke..." He nods his head in understanding. I clear my throat before taking another sip of water. He rubs my back while I recover. Did I overreact? No. It's natural to freak out over something as sensitive as this subject.
"So-," he says "-what were your idea's?" I blush and look down at my hands, wringing them. "W-well-", I start. Sasuke always get's me acting like Hinata. "- one was that... you could just... get with some chick and... b-but I... I, uh, couldn't handle that one, so..." " You were jealous of the thought?" He interrupts. I can hear that awful smirk in his voice. I growl and push on. "The other one was... The Resurrection jutsu-", His head shoots up at that one, and I think I see hope in his eyes. " Resurrection jutsu?" He asks, voiced laced with possibility. I nod my head slowly. Sasuke should know about it. He continues "Ugh! Why didn't I think of that before?" Laughter coats his voice again.
I feel my tears start.
I can't tell Sasuke they'd just be walking corpses, can I? That bringing them back, isn't natural. He stops his rambling at the sight of my tears. "What?" he asks, his voice now laced with concern. I shake my head solemnly and say softly, looking down. "Sasuke... they'd just be... walking corpses..." I hiccup. I loathe the fact I have to break the news. No. I hate it. Why did I bring it up?! I glance up and see him nodding slowly. He's wearing his 'mask' but I know his heart is just about breaking. He mumbles "Yes, yes. Of course." I sob again, and his head snaps to me. "No, no. Why are you crying?" I sniffle and wipe my eyes and say "I shouldn't have even brought it up." Understanding dawns in his eyes and he shakes his head, smiling sadly "Better now then later." He says. Which is true. I'm sure Sasuke would have thought of that and would have tried it without a second thought. His arm snakes it's way around my waist, and he pull's me onto his lap. He kisses the top of my head, and tightens his hold on my waist with both arms. "Adoption..." He brings up again. I sigh. The idea of a kid is great. Wonderful, actually but... He or She wouldn't... be my kid.
I was to caught up in what Sasuke wanted, that I didn't even think about what I wanted. I want my own kid. Not my own without Sasuke. Never. And not my own as in 'do it' with some girl. I want my own as in my own pregnancy. Sure, it'd be a little weird, but I can accept that. Oh sometimes I wish I were a girl. If I could get pregnant, with Sasuke's baby of course, then I would be the happiest person on Earth!
"Sasuke-," I say my voice laced with excitement. "-I wanna get pregnant!" I can already picture him looking confused. Then, thinking it over. His eyebrows furrowing, and his mouth pressed in a straight line. I love it when he does that. Only I get to see him do that. "How would we pull that off?" He asks. I'm happy he said 'we' and not 'you'. That means he's liking my idea. "Well, Baa-chan could probably figure something out, right?" I feel him nod, so I continue. "So maybe, we could ask her. I'm sure she can whip something up!" "You sound like you're asking her to cook for you." He says. I frown, but let it slide. "What are we waiting for?!" I yell, adrenaline pumping. I jump up and grab Sasuke's hand, dragging him to the Hokage's office.
"So you want me to make you to be fertile?" Baa-chan asks. I sigh and nod my head several times while answering "Yes! I think we've discussed that, like, a million times! So? Are you gonna help or what, Baa-chan?!" She frowns, but let's the jibe pass. I guess we're both being generous today. She folds her hands and places her face on them, the way she does when she's thinking, and closes her eyes. Then she says "I... guess I could do something." I think my heart is going to explode. I squeal, actually squeal, and leap over her desk, crushing her on a bear hug. My face went in-between her boobs, but neither of them minded. They know I don't like Baa-chan like that. Even though i'm Bi, Baa-chan still thinks of me as her own and for that i'm grateful. "Okay! Okay Gaki! You're crushing me!" She reprimands. I give her a sheepish smile and release my grip on her waist. She breathes deeply before resting her head on her hand and leaning on it, smiling at me. "I should be done by next Monday. Can you wait till then?" I bouncing on my heels. I nods my head, my foxy grin in place. "Hai~~!" I yell. She nods and then gestures with her hand to the door. "Okay, get out."
I've gone through surgery. I am now a fertile man... woman... transvestite. Yeah... I still have my man chiz, it's not like I have women chiz or anything, but I am capable of producing a kid. And I couldn't be anymore hormonal. Right after surgery, Sasuke had to leave on a mission. I was drugged, so I couldn't really comprehend. When I woke up, I had a strange ache on my lower regions. I thought it was cause of the stitches, but I found out it was something different. I started whining and thrashing, calling for Sasuke but he wouldn't come! Someone came in and calmed me down. Baa-chan visited me later, and said surgery was a success. I told her that was great and all, but I needed Sasuke. All she did was smirk at me and said I was gonna have to wait.
Today Sasuke come's back. I've already been let out of the hospital. He was gone for 3 weeks. I've had to 'satisfy' myself the whole time. He walks through the door, and I jump him. "Sasuke Uchiha-," I growl, anger in my eyes "-I cannot believe you left me for 3 WEEKS! Do you know what i've had to do this whole time?! Satisfy myself, that's what! I a fucking horn-bag right now! So you better get to fucking, or you're going to, sadly, sleep on the couch for three weeks! Get fucking!" He's a little shocked. I lick his ear, saying hoarsely "Fuck me, Sasuke." He needs no further instruction. He drops his gear and lifts me up. I'm in a long t-shirt, one of Sasuke's, because I couldn't wear anything that even touched my regions or else I'd finger-fuck myself silly.
He takes me in a searing hot kiss. He doesn't even bother to ask permission if he can enter my mouth, he just shoves his tongue down my throat. I slightly pull on his hair, to warn him he might choke me. He eases back a little. I start taking off his Anbu uniform. I rub my hands all over that forbidden chest, and brake away from the kiss. I kiss him everywhere while he takes off the uniform. When he done, he props me back up and I wrap my legs around his waist. He stumbles to the kitchen table. That just sends my hormones reeling even more. Who knew being a fertile woman/man/transvestite could be such a bitch? He slams me down on the table and I growl at him for his rough behavior.
That doesn't mean I told him to stop, though. He starts kissing down my jawline and when he get to my neck he nips and sucks down to where my collar bone meets my shoulder. I moan and bring him closer to me. He keeps going down and takes my right nipple into his mouth. I growl when he bites it. "Watch that..." I say. He shrugs. After finishing both of my nipples, making them pucker out, and hovers over my aching manhood. He breathes on it and I slam my fist onto the table.
"Sasuke!-," I bark "Don't even fuck with me!" He just smirks at me. His right and rubs my thigh, and goes dangerously close to my cock. I groan and roll my head on the table. My back arches up when he grabs hold of my manhood, and I moan real loud. I can barely hear him chuckling over the pounding in my head. "Okay, okay." His voice surrounds me. "Sasuke-," I rasp "-pleaasseeee!" Thankfully he free's me form my torment and take me whole in his mouth. I nearly come right then and there, but hold back... Barely. His head bobs up and down on my length, and I become a mess. I think we're gonna need a new table, cause i'm scratching the hell out of it. I buck my hips up but they get held down my a firm and powerful hand.
"Mm mnn." He mumbles. The vibrations are to much and I cum hard. I sink back onto the table watching Sasuke lick his lips. "That's to bad for you, love. I swallowed it all." He says. I give out a weak laugh. "That's to bad..." I say. He climbs on top of me and starts pumping my length. It doesn't take long for an erection to form. He sets his finger on my mouth and says "Suck.". I push them away and wrap my arms around him, pulling him closer, before taking the shell of his ear and licking. I rub our erections together, and slip my hands all over his chest. "Fuck me dry, Sasuke..." I whisper in his ear. I feel him tense, as if not comprehending, and then I swear I think his erection grew another two inches. He slams me, this time really hard, onto the table again, and pulls me into a kiss. His tongue traces every part of my mouth. We brake for air and he positions himself at my entrance. He leans down and kisses me softly before saying "You ready to make a baby?" He smirks at his own joke, and I roll my head back laughing. "Y-yes!" I choke out. He smiles and kisses me one last time... before he plunges in.
It feels like i'm being ripped in two! "Holy FUCK!" I yell. Sasuke tries to sooth me with kisses and muttering sweet nothing, which I really appreciate in fact, it just makes me love him even more, but I can't stop thinking about the pain going on in my ass! I moan and knock my forehead against Sasuke's own. "You... bastard..." I say. He probably knew it would hurt me! He's all tensed up, and I know he's trying best he can not to just pound into me. I smile at that. "M-move..." I say. He looks me in the eyes to make sure, and I nod my head. He moves back a couple of inches and I dig my nails into his back. He grunts in pain, and I can barely whisper a 'Sorry...'. It takes forever, but I finally start to get used to it. My gasps of pain start to become gasps of pleasure.
I can feel his breath on my neck. I can feel his hair mixing with mine, see it becoming a clash of black and blond. I can feel our stomach's rubbing together, but there's no friction. It's smooth. I can feel his iron lock on my hips, preventing me from falling off the table. I can feel my hands moving up and down his back. I can hear my gasps for air. My moans. My grunts. I can hear my chant. It's Sasuke's name, actually. "Sasuke...Sasuke...Sasuke..." I chant. It's like a prayer. Ugh. I love him so much. Then I hear something else. It's kind of a faint whisper, but I still hear it. It's Sasuke. He's saying my name. My breath hitches at the sound of it. My eyes prickle with tears. Right now, it's just me and Sasuke. Sasuke and I. No one else. The world doesn't matter in this sensual dance of ours. Nothing matters.
Little did we know. While this was going on... Tsunade the Slug Princess, Tsunade the fifth Hokage of Konaha... died.
The funeral is big. But, that's what you'd expect when one of your Kage's die. Everyone goes down the line to place a flower onto her casket.
Sasuke and I are at the end.
He goes first. It doesn't take him very long. He didn't really know Baa-chan that well. I'm last. I walk slowly. No one tells me to hurry up, or pick up the pace. Everyone know's I was closest to Baa-chan. Sure, there's Shizune-o-nee-chan, and Sakura... but they didn't have what we had.
She called me her grandson.
When I reach the table, it starts to rain. The sky is crying for our Hokage. Just like it did for the Honorable Hokage. I look up, and let the rain mask my tears. I hold an iron grip to my flower. I don't want to let go... just yet. Everyone's quiet. I'm thankful for that. I don't turn to look, but I know they're all looking at me. Waiting for me. But they won't rush me. I stand like that, looking to the heavens. Then I look back towards the table. Baa-chan's picture is standing there. She isn't smiling. Well, that's what most people would say. But I see. I see her lips are turned up, just a hitch. I set my flower onto the table. Then I place my fingers to my lips, and out them to Baa-chan's own. "I'll never forget you..." I whisper.
And then I break.
Dropping to my knee's I sob. Sob my heart out. Baa-chan was the last thing to family I had. I can't believe I lost her. I don't blame her for leaving. I blame myself for not being there with her. I clutch my heart and start choking. I feel his presence before he reaches me. I'm taken into his embrace, but he doesn't move me from my spot. Everyone's still quiet. He rubs my back and starts to rock me.
I don't move for a least 20 minutes.
I slightly push on his chest, to get some room. He stands and offers me his hand, which I take. I wipe my eyes and we slowly walk back. When we get there, Sakura's the first one to comfort me. She hugs me and I hug her back.
We need each other. And I feel horrible about thinking that we didn't.
I can already tell we're going to be inseparable.
The burial was short. It's usually the ceremony that's the longest. People started to disperse. Everyone was gone except for the Konaha 13 and our sensei's. We all stand together watching her grave. I don't want to move. My heart ache's for her to return. It was bad enough when I lost Ero-sennin, but now Baa-chan too? She helped me get through his death. Who's gonna help me now?
I feel a hand on my back.
I turn to see Sasuke. He's smiling at me. It's a sad smile. That's right. I have Sasuke. I look around at the other faces... Sakura, Kakashi-sensei, Shikamaru, Ino, Ten-ten, Choiji, Hinata, Kiba & Akamaru, Lee, Shino, Neji, Gai-sensei, Kurenai-sensei... I have them, too. Konahamaru, Moegi, and Udon are here as well. I smile at them and they run in for a hug. "Let's go get some Bar-B-Que!" Choiji's the first to talk. We all laugh, but don't deny the offer.
We stay the night together.
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Okay, there'll be one more chapter. Cause it is a short story and all.
SPOILER ALERT! IF YOU DON'T READ THE MANGA, DON'T READ THIS:
I added Neji in because I figured people who don't know he just recently died in the manga would freak out. He's not supposed to be here though. And I think Tsunade is about to die in the manga, but they haven't gone back to her yet. I just let her live for a little while in my story.
SPOILER ALERT OVER!
Heh heh... okay! Reviews please!
