I woke up the next day in pain. Then I remembered what I did last night. What have I done? Kurt is in a relationship with… Amanda. Ugh, just saying her name in my own mind makes my stomach turn. Kurt cheated on Amanda with me. I feel really shitty now.
I looked over at the clock and I see that I have an hour before I have to get up for school. I plugged in my iPod so I could try and forget last night. It didn't work with the fact that love making songs kept popping up in the shuffle.
I tossed my iPod on my bed, seeing that my only escape was not helping me at the moment.
I opened my door and saw that Kurt left his door open. He wasn't in it. I walked to the bathroom and saw it wasn't occupied. Now I know Kurt isn't here.
I decided got a ride from Scott. He asked me where Kurt was and I shrugged. I had the biggest poker face on right now. I'll have an even bigger poker face on when I get to school and see Kurt in my math class.
And I was right. I completely ignored Kurt and he ignored me. I regret everything. Why did my mom send me to that place? I would have felt so much better if I never knew how to control my powers.
This whole class period has just been awkward.
The teacher made me get up and answer a question on the board. I didn't want to but I can't risk getting a detention. So I answered it and correctly at that. I turned back around and saw that Kurt wasn't sitting with Amanda like he has been. The look on Amanda's face was a concerned one. Could this mean something?
Finally math class was over! I couldn't stand being in there any longer. I opened my locker and put my math book away and replaced that with my science book.
I walked down the hall and was about to turn the corner until I saw that back of Kurt's head. With my reflexes, I went right back around the corner and listened to their conversation, no powers needed this time.
"Amanda, I did something very wrong." Kurt said.
"What is it? I doubt you did anything bad." Amanda said, sweetly.
"No, it's bad." Kurt paused. "I-I cheated on you… with another girl."
My mouth dropped. Simultaneously, I heard books dropping and the sound of a slap. Then I see Amanda, crying, running around the corner. She didn't even see me, thank god.
He told me not to tell anyone but then he turns around and tells the one person not to tell. I try to act like I don't know what happened and walk around the corner.
I see Kurt is standing in the same spot. I want to talk to him, but I don't. I just keep on walking.
I didn't even look back.
